Creatively Joy

I wish I didn't have to live this way. Photo by Anni Roenkae on Pexels.com I have such a fu***ng hard time. I had a psychotic break. I got off of my medicine and then unplugged for a while. It was the worst experience of my life and is continuing to happen. I started smoking a pipe again. I am so sick of being channeled....

http://creatively-joy.com/2023/02/15/super-duper-depressed/

Super Duper Depressed I wish I didn’t have to live this way. Photo by Anni Roenkae on Pexels.com I have such a fu***ng hard time. I had a psychotic break. I got off of my medicine and then unplugged for a while. I…

I just needed some things to hyperfocus with. Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com I had a fight with my mind for a whole week. Then realized I'm not giving myself my favorite things to cope. Being an adult with AuDD is already hard, but trying to live neurotypical is so wrong. I was being an ableist. They literally won't even give me the diagnosis for what I already know I have....

http://creatively-joy.com/2023/02/11/you-cant-cut-off-audd/

You Can’t Cut off AUDD I just needed some things to hyperfocus with. Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com I had a fight with my mind for a whole week. Then realized I’m not giving myself my favorite things to cope. Being…

I've been blocked from stream notifications, and they don't post my streams. Photo by Lucie Liz on Pexels.com You might not know anything about me, you might know a lot about me. But lately Twitch (or whoever it is) is blocking my efforts. I want to support fellow streamers and I have a baby stream because of them. They won't let me see it starting for my friends and I'm not reaching anyone....

http://creatively-joy.com/2023/01/30/not-being-able-to-use-twitch-right-is-depressing/

Not Being Able to Use Twitch Right is Depressing I’ve been blocked from stream notifications, and they don’t post my streams. Photo by Lucie Liz on Pexels.com You might not know anything about me, you might know a lot about me. But la…

I decided against candida diet and I'm unhoarding. Photo by Polina Zimmerman on Pexels.com Not toilet paper, but I am hoarding art and craft supplies. I decided against candida diet. It's too dangerous to quit sugar so hard. We need glucose and it's not recommended for diabetes. I think my problem is actually more of a nutritional deficiency as my nurse friend pointed out....

http://creatively-joy.com/2023/01/29/starting-to-feel-like-a-human/

Starting to Feel like a Human I decided against candida diet and I’m unhoarding. Photo by Polina Zimmerman on Pexels.com Not toilet paper, but I am hoarding art and craft supplies. I decided against candida diet. It& #8217…

I'm going to lose 12 BMI points. Me So I have obstructive sleep apnea and can't use a CPAP machine. I'm allergic to the coating on plastic. So instead I have to drop 105 lbs to get an implant to help me breathe at night. That commercial with the good-looking people fighting with hoses and then just pressing the button is going to be me....

More Delay Happened: Update I’m going to lose 12 BMI points. Me So I have obstructive sleep apnea and can’t use a CPAP machine. I’m allergic to the coating on plastic. So instead I have to drop 105 lbs to ge…

My eyes are bad. I did that focusing trick. My left is better than my right by a tiny bit. Do you think that's legally blind?

https://creatively-joy.com/2023/01/17/sorry-for-the-delay/

Sorry for the Delay… I’ve nearly died. Photo by Ayush Mann on Pexels.com So, over the past few months, I’ve been trying to launch. Problem is I was having such a terrible experience with my prescription med…

Once I get over viral syndrome...it's over for you!

I miss Aladdin's Castle...