AQT Tower

You know when you can follow your family in lineage through points in time to change time and you follow the Davis's, Childrises's the Houston's the Eisenbergs you follow the Joneses, Scott's all the last names and you find people like Sam Houston find people like King Edward v we find people that go back hundreds thousands of years that their names are written history gives you a sense you two should have your name put in the history books how do you do that you do that by changing the world as you know it you do that by fighting for what's right and always against what's wrong let me tell you that task takes a toll on a person takes a toll on their psyche it brings them to the middle of nowhere with those two choices within us either find the path or make the path to righteousness but is that path always the right way I can sit here and tell you no sometimes that path drains the soul instead of fulfill it with joy it puts grief, I know for me all I want is to have a legacy known that I did the right thing before I passed this world and I sit here and look at my life and I don't believe I have that yet the keyword being I
, I do I fight for right most definitely have I been wrong most definitely but how many wrongs do I have to do before I can be right or how many rights does it take to take away wrong today society the way they live, what's important what's not important, I don't believe that I'm in the same world as society anymore I know that the only thing I feel now is alone I know the loneliness that engulfs my soul is hard and harsh and it takes every ounce of energy that's within me just to wake up in the morning to not give up to know that I am somebody that can make a difference in this world and believe that that difference is what the world needs that I take up for the little person that has no voice when my voice has no person to speak of but yet I'm still trying to do the right thing at the right time but I too am human the most the time I do fall short but does that make me a bad person does that mean that I'm a failure My answer is that question is no it does not because my efforts will succeed my efforts show that there is nothing going to stop me from continuing to believe that I can make a difference because I am different I'm not the normal by no means everybody around me that knows me knows this they know I beat to my own drum I don't follow I lead by example I leave myself out in the open so all can see that you don't have to suppress yourself to become someone you don't have to fake who you are to be a part of something that love will determine and show you what is real and what is fake and fake love always reveals itself by its actions and its words and it only real love can show you depth and character of who you truly are and only then do I wish to be seen by the world as real as one to strive to be a part of wanting to be missed, one to be excited to know so how does this feeling of failure creep within my bones because I know the difference between real and fake love because I continue to be me myself and I is that the answer is that what I strive to become or is that what I have already became and now I'm moving to the next stage but what is that stage made of where is that stage held And what do I have to do to see myself because I look in the mirror and I see a reflection that doesn't resemble who I want to be it doesn't resemble of who I thought I had become so where does that leave me in life what does that tell me where I'm supposed to go to these are the internal questions that drive me crazy through the night through the day it makes me that person that is hard to get along with the person that you look at and know that they love everyone and everything the same that they listen to you so that you may feel like you've been seen they put themselves on the front line so that you can continue to try to become something that they believe you are I'm the person that looks past you flaws and mistakes I'm the person that looks at what I believe to be godly I believe to be pure and that is what I fight and give myself for so that you can show who you really are is that noble or is that stupidity because I don't think of myself anymore

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I'm just as shocked as the dog 😂 Isn't it crazy how your environment influences not only your behaviours but the way you communicate?? So with this logic, if I spend too much time with my baby girl - I am going to start pooping my pants!?!??! Credit:@silly_things.in