Angels In Action

Hello its been a while since I said anything Kai has been watching my back and doing a fine job ....since about 3 or so years ago ive been looking for someone to improve our page and she has done just that even though I give her a rash she continues to stay thank you sunshine....story time .most all who follow angels knows little about me ,all my life ive looked for acceptance and got very very little ,I got bullied alot in school no teacher pushed me on for what I wanted ....there was more nos than yes you can ....no self esteem at all I found out at a very young age what alchol does ....I found a way in finnaly acceptance
Wrong alchol didnt come with a rule book .I was still lost at least I had a warm place to sleep especially when its minus anything ...every one struggles with something in their life some keep it under wraps some fail like me and use drugs to fill a void of loneliness, do you think a girl living in the back alley by herself isn't lonely ...cold and lonely ,being ignored .mother Teresa I beleive said "loneliness is the worst poverty of alleged when I had a girlfriend the drugs were more important ,,,METALLICA Seek seek and destroy....my brain my emotions were only for the drug I isolated but I was still working and I was still warm ,I have so much more than the ones we help ,its kind ove disgusting of me if I dont because I understand all of it .trying to stay warm I dont understand ....eating a half eaten discarded apple I do understand, trying to stay off booze and drugs 40 years of caose...40 years let that sink in and you or people say just stop ,4 recovery houses later many support groups .I had one cell left in my brain that wasn't tooken over ....and it was enough,and I was done looking my true freinds in the eye and lying in addiction you have no freinds well I didnt they wanted my dope my booze my money ....they didnt want me so yes I understand our streetlevel freinds. And I get mad when the city treats them like garbage ....garbage is what you put in those bins behind your house garbage is what our streetlevel freinds eat out of in the back alleys downtown for your information they are human beings ....like the girl who owns her own store the girl that has a farm the girl that does her own outreach the guy running a constuction company so many that are or were considered garbage are vital part of community...just like this once asshole.was.nothing is easy in life dont drive around and think your all that and the dip cause you ain't, until you've suffered addiction homelessness....your true colors show remember 50thousand Canadians died because of fentynal and that number grows and grows thats 100thousand parents crying at night thats 100thousand grieving siblings 200 thousand grandparents uncles aunts freinfs add those numbers up and take those to your alderman or this joke of a mayor and show some compassion to our streetlevel ok done night night gotta go play with GRACE