Maday

to this photoshoot

My testimony -

~ Before turning vegan, I never thought I would. Before following Jesus, I never would have guessed.
Now here I am to share with you a part of my testimony. ~

In the past year of 2022/23, I grew very tired. Emotionally exhausted. I grew so weary to the point I could no longer uphold any type of facade, and struggled to keep conversations. Something within me, screamed REST. Although my life blessed, how could I uphold or nourish any opportunity before me within this need? I tried meditation, long walks, a change of diet, exercise, therapy, yet nothing seemed to fill me up. Nothing seemed to help this feeling of needing rest. This need came along with Paranoia, which ruined and threatened to ruin a lot of my relationships. 💔

As I read the Lord's word in the New Testament and dwellved in deeper, he started offering me rest and strength. No longer are my conversation dynamics the same, my mind started to find stillness. I found the STRENGTH in him. ✝️
My salvation has been the Holy Spirit. My comfort, and my sanity.

There were many dangerous situations I faced because of my need to rest, yet the Lord saved me with his strength and grace from each one of them.

I have always thought to give credit to where its due. The one and only Father. However, now I come to realise his Name. The Holy Spirit, Jesus.

Friends, I know I am not alone in feeling exhaust. Many times predicting conversations, feeling the weight of the world in relationships. You are not alone. And you will not be left alone, vulnerable, or weak without his strength. The Lord knows exactly where we are at and WANTS our peace. ❤️🙏 I share this with you with love. For this journey has been very personal for me, it did not come without a battle. A lot has been put on pause to make way for this testimony.

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P.S. this picture is from a "Barbie" photoshoot I had. Its very cute and I wanted to post it. Not much to do with the writing apart from giving him glory to the fact that I am where I wanted to be when I was 15/16. In this city, doing what I love. 🙌🪷 to GOD be the glory.

As I journey through my everlasting faith and step deeper into my spirituality as a Christian, I have come to learn there is no greater teacher than Jesus when it comes to love. I feel his love cover me. I feel him teaching me what is right, what is safe, what isn't.

Now, free.

Of course, love a universal language can heal.
But it is not alone where the true magic works; the Holy Spirit will indeed free us from our ignorance, pains, and sorrows.
Weaving me past my own lack and filling up all division.

I am not alone, and have not been walking alone.
Now named, Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit.

✝️❤️

I will be sharing more on my Testimony with Jesus Christ!
This was my second Christmas spending it as a Christian, and I must say I am deeper in the spirituality than I remember ever being.

I pray you spent a warm, loving Christmas.

Pictures from thank you to Sumit Arya my Indian/Pakistani manager 🥰🙏

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Love looked expensive
Like something I could never afford
I'd peak at it from a distance often
Well cared for people always looking like a luxury
Inside code and expressions always out of reach
I was jealous at some point
How neat they seemed to live
The warmth, at other times

How does one care for another so?
How dare they care for themselves so?

As I journey through my everlasting faith and step deeper into my spirituality as a Christian, I have come to learn there is no greater teacher than Jesus when it comes to love. I feel his love cover me. I feel him teaching me what is right, what is safe, what isn't.

Now, free.

Of course, love a universal language can heal.
But it is not alone where the true magic works, the Holy Spirit will indeed free us from our ignorance, pains, and sorrows.
Weaving me past my own lack and filling up all division.

I am not alone, and have not been walking alone.
Now named, Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit.

✝️❤️

Of all the gifts I could give you
I would choose to give you self-confidence
So that you may show up as yourself authentically

Of all the talents I could give you
I would choose to give you creativity
So that you may unlock new ways of thinking, doing and being

Of all the abilities I could give you
I would choose to give you self-acceptance
So that you may make peace with who you are

Of all the traits I could give you
I would choose to give you courage
So that you may soar to greater heights

Of all the virtues I could give you
I would choose to give you patience
So that you may understand
That good things take time
To fully blossom and come to fruition

Of all the strengths I could give you
I would choose to give you wisdom
So that you may carefully discern
What is right for you

Of all the skills I could give you
I would choose to give you clear sight
So that you may see your greatness and potential

And of all the treasures I could give you
I would choose to give you self-love
So that you may celebrate and embrace yourself completely.

Author ~Tahlia Hunter

Shared with Love
🌀Nicole
Sacred Wild Woman Medicine

Artist ~ Sophie Wilkins Arts

“We are earth people on a spiritual journey to the stars. Our quest, our earth walk, is to look within, to know who we are, to see that we are connected to all things, that there is no separation, only in the mind.” ~ Lakota Seer

PASCHAL'S LAMB

In a time where the plague of self destruction and disobedience sick the Earth, we celebrate the Miracles of The Creator - rebirths and new beginnings.
In a world where God's Natural Laws reign; Reap & Sow, Give & Recieve, sacrifice (exchange) is something fluent in the language of Nature.
Living through all of us, creatures and plants, Creation is what we are made of. A part of.
Somehow, the Rebellion Plague had come inside us leading us to disrespect, dishonor to what lives through us, towards what we are: The miracle itself, Life itself.
How could we dare challenge God through our disrespect and disobedience?
Yet The Creator still yearns for our healing, there is no change or product without sacrifice, without exchange. 🌱

Let us 🌎🌐 heal.
Light through the darkness, birth through the suffering.
Let us rest unto the Miracle of Our healing, this New Beginning. 🙏

Happy Spring, Happy Paschal

"The Wild Woman
Honors the tunes and tones of her bodies natural rhythms
Whose mystic brilliance awakens in all of us
Unshaken
She swims naked in the ocean
and dances fully in the setting sun
A soft and subtle resilience
birthed from the kinship of her shadows
She bows, and thrives, through the understanding of her own grace
Her sensitivities morph into her superpowers
Bravely choosing to move out of the cold, brisk storms
Humble to recognize what kept her"

Adolfo Lino en la camara!

Thank you Bolivia -

4 years ago, soon after my arrival to Bolivia, I remember meeting with to chat about creating an artistic event based on human connection. Filled with curiosity and ambition, I was firm in my belief that in order for the world to get better, in order for people to start connecting and caring about animals, our natural environment/habitat, we would have to start working on the connection between each other.

But as time went by, I started to learn human connection does not exist without connecting to ourselves. And going deeper, as we heal the connection to ourselves we heal the connection we have towards everything. Towards the environment, animals, as we return to our Nature - to our healthiest state.

Bolivia taught me about the importance of Art, (how it connects us to ourself) and of Presence. And how being deeply present with ones self makes space for all, in the no divide. It taught me about the importance of forgiveness as I healed my relationship with my mother. And at the same time healing with my Mother (mother nature) through plant medicine and in general, natures wisdom.

This is a big closing of cycles for me, its as if I came here to learn and heal just that. And now that the cycle is over, and I have healed (and still learning the importance of Presence), I welcome a new cycle into my life. I welcome this new beginning with open arms, and embrace the lessons of which I am sure to face.

Thank you to all those who were a part of my journey here in Bolivia, acquaintances and friends - you have helped me grow, and heal.
A special thanks to my favourite witch doctors friends, and masters and chavez

❤ USA here I come

"Choosing to honor the tidal nature of life, I allow the universe to unfold in divine timing. I attune myself to the tempo of the highest good."

Just as the leaves fall from the trees, I honor and welcome this new year of 2022. 🍂🌱
The year of 2021 brought me many blessings and shifts. Reconnection to myself and nature, a new sense of family and freedom, Love, and a new spirituality (Umbanda).

One of the biggest decisions I took inside 2021 was to undergo training inside the religion Umbanda. One of the requirements is to retreat until I get baptized.
As I continue in this spiritual retreat and work on new music (I am returning in February); I share with you this painting I made.

May everyone receive the highest of blessings of peace, health, and prosperity for this year of 2022.
AXÉ