VOID VISION

I said I wouldn’t cry this morning but as I was packing my car to leave the East Coast, my Hispanic neighbor came outside to hand me a bouquet of roses and I burst into tears. I am crushed by 1000 thoughts and emotions.. so many layers. She didn’t know I was leaving. We spoke in Spanish and broken English and hugged and cried and I thought about all of the horrible raci$t unjust world around us.
Valentine’s Day to me will always be something beyond romantic love. For me it’s more about COMPASSION than passion.
I want to say so much more but my plane is departing..
Thank you SO much to my friends and community.. I love you all more than words can express.

See you on the West Coast.. xx ❤️

My life changed irrevocably under the light of the Full Wolf Moon 🌕 …
I felt heaviness leaving me. I heard the wolves howl. I heard the water moving around me.. and I realized the water was love.

My psychic skin is molting 🐍

2025. I don’t even know what to say.
This year aged me terribly and has been collectively awful.

I lost everything.
But I am on a path to find myself.

My friends and community were there for me and I can NEVER ever thank you enough.. Sincerely.. you saved me. I love you more than I can say.
🥺❤️

That said, I did SO much this year.
I played Verboden Fest, Vampire’s Ball (where I literally got to sing Madonna’s ‘Like a Prayer’ in a Friggen’ church! 🤯) WGT Fest, Substance Fest, Goth Prom Halloween in New Orleans (a highlight for me!)..
And countless dance parties ( ❤️ you and for keeping culture alive!!) plus got to collab with my dearest friend and hero (music video forthcoming!)

The year of the Snake is coming to an end.
The snake sheds its skin. As do I.
We will transition to something new. Something sacred. Somewhere far away..

I guess I should mention that I’ve made big decision to relocate to the West Coast for a while. Looking forward to seeing all my friends out there and making beautiful music with you!
I’m ready..

I’ll see you where the sun sets in 2026
🐍💋

...whilst going through all of my possessions, I found these old photo collages I had been playing with while working on the album art for Sub Rosa. Collaging and mixed media has always been one of my favorite ways to work. I like the way it allows for the subconscious mind to lead and the way random pieces and happy accidents guide you in a mysterious way to some truth that you don’t yet fully understand.. Thought I’d share

Thank you .grossiii for this lovely black and white shot of me from 📸
I am still trying to grow comfortable with allowing others to photograph me.. it’s such an awkward thing sometimes..
I think the true mark of a good photographer is if they can make you feel comfortable and confident enough to relinquish control 🖤

Substance Fest Photo Dump:


Thank you SO much.. I feel truly inspired and my spirits have lifted. I really needed this to help me heal. I am filled with new resolve and I’m dreaming bigly dreams of the future.. 🖤

1. Hanging with Dad 🖤
2. Sour
3. Hidden Hand - damn the new Prophet sounds good.. it was worth that extra checked baggage fee to bring it out 💸
4. Be***al Mouths + Sacred Skin
5. Xeno & Oaklander
6. Sacred Skin
7. Martin Dupont 🫠 Don’t ask your idols for a nose job.. 🤦🏻‍♀️ Besides that it was such an honor to share a bill and get to see them live!
8. Sound guy cookin’ meat with a lit cig hanging out of his mouth 🚬🥩
9. Mom - this was right after Nicola made me cry (in a good way) 😭❤️ ILY
10. Body Says
11. Ascension

🎃 Halloween Weekend Photo Dump Part I:

Just getting around to posting some of the wild photos from this past weekend.. 🦇
SO much fun!!

First up - GOTH PROM - New Orleans
Presented by .obscura
The theme was the movie ‘Forbidden Zone’

1. Me as the devil
2. Room decor
3. devil dance
4. as Evil Queen Doris
5. Movie clip of Fausto + Doris
6. My Pillow Guy
7. Stanley
8. Clownin’ around
9. .marie rehearsing a new VV song
10. Brunch
11. Causeway
12. Can’t wear white

🚨Catch me at Substance Fest this weekend in San Francisco!!

SUBSTANCE SAN FRANCISCO 2025 returns to the Great American Music Hall for 3 very special nights
October 31st, November 1st & 2nd !!!

Friday, Oct. 31st
ADULT. / A Place to Bury Strangers / Geneva whirlpool bath
Sill Ruins / Sleek Teeth / Pink Stiletto

Saturday, Nov. 1st
TR/ST / Pixel Grip
Sacred Skin / Night in Athens / Be***al Mouths / Normal
Bias

Sunday, Nov. 2nd
TR/ST / Xeno & Oaklander / Void Vision / Martin Dupont/ Topographies/ Skoto

3-DAY PASSES AVAILABLE NOW
! Grab your tickets ASAP - These will disappear in a FLASH !!!
Head over to GAMH.COM !!

SUBSTANCE SAN FRANCISCO 2025 returns to the Great American Music Hall for 3 very special nights
October 31st, November 1st & 2nd !!!

Friday, Oct. 31st
ADULT. / A Place to Bury Strangers / Geneva whirlpool bath
Sill Ruins / Sleek Teeth / Pink Stiletto

Saturday, Nov. 1st
TR/ST / Pixel Grip
Sacred Skin / Night in Athens / Be***al Mouths / Normal
Bias
Sunday, Nov. 2nd
TR/ST /
Xeno & Oaklander / Void Vision / Martin Dupont /Topographies/ Skoto

3-DAY PASSES AVAILABLE NOW!
Grab your tickets ASAP!

Head over to GAMH.COM !!

Show Announcement 🚨🚨🚨
VOID VISION has been added to the Substance Fest lineup in place of Automelodi who unfortunately had to drop off due to visa issues

SUBSTANCE SAN FRANCISCO 2025 returns to the Great American Music Hall for 3 very special nights
October 31st, November 1st & 2nd !!!

Friday, Oct. 31st
ADULT. / A Place to Bury Strangers / Geneva whirlpool bath
Sill Ruins / Sleek Teeth / Pink Stiletto

Saturday, Nov. 1st
TR/ST / Pixel Grip
Sacred Skin / Night in Athens / Be***al Mouths / Normal Bias

Sunday, Nov. 2nd
TR/ST / Martin Dupont
Xeno & Oaklander / Void Vision / Topographies/ Skoto

3-DAY PASSES AVAILABLE NOW

! Grab your tickets ASAP - These will disappear in a FLASH !!!

Head over to GAMH.COM !!

Not sure how I missed these awesome photos that were taken by last year in Prague but I have to give them a proper home here on my page! Better late than never!!

Ya know.. I’m starting to feel a lot better now that reality is coming into focus more clearly.
And I’m going to celebrate that and my recent growth in self-love with a cheeky pic of me feeling myself. 💋
This past weekend was just what I needed to heal!! Thank you for putting together a 🔥 lineup for the show at on Friday! was SO FUN and .worldwide is such a complete BADDIE!
Felt great to be back with all my Philly homies and I hope you enjoyed the fun little treat I threw into my set ;)

The last video is of .666 and ‘s big sweet pitbull crushing me - so nice to have you living in Philly now! Welcome!! 💕 I look forward to my own return as well!
More good things to come.. I can feel it! Xox