jollykaster

I'm going to fu***ng burn in fu***ng hell. i can't do anything right. I keep messing people's lives even though I have good intentions.
I f**khings up.
I'm gonna burn in hell is for the world own mother fu***ng good.

I can't be happy.
I'm never happy.
I'm just miserable.
And I'm gonna burn in hell for it!.

I got a long, busy week ahead of me which is good and I'm gonna enjoy it.
No, matter what, but I gotta keep my mind focused on responsibilities.

Take care of me Mostly take care of the people in my life that I care about.
I'm just going through a lot but I'm also on the journey of repairing my own life and redemption.

Please give me the patience for it.
My journey is still just beginning for redemption and hopefully for honor, for forgiveness.

Before my life is shortly passing I don't want that. I want to live my life as long as possible .
Instead of short, I'm fighting for my life right now. Mentally and physically, I'm fighting for a better life and a better person. A better man.

not happy.
i'm not okay i'm, depressed and angry.
I'm doing what I can to keep myself little happy.
i don't want anymore bu****it and drama.
I am very angry at certain people.
Mostly at certain someone I don't wanna talk too!
I don't want any more drama.
I'm already suffering and depressed as it is.I'm doing what I can to give myself a good time and keep myself at least happy.
I'm sorry for my less jolly expressions.
I'm just going through a lot!

I need a terrible mistake.But it still doesn't stop me for enjoying the first day of april. a challenge now is to how I can continue doing this easter week.

It's honestly going to be a tough month for me — a lot of challenges and consequences. I'm forced to endure a lot of pain. I might have just taken the easy way out if things were simply frustrating in life. But I have to do what I must and play my part. I only wish things had been much better; I wouldn't have to face so many losses and consequences. Still, I have to confront them head-on. I'm in hell and I must face it. Please pray for me, God. I'm not doing well at all.

Despite the s***, life is giving me and I struggle with it.No, matter what, i'm going to enjoy it the best way I can.I still feel like the king in this castle and I will conquer it.It's just every single day is a challenge and a f****** struggle.But no matter what, i'm gonna rise above it, one way or another, I will rise and be my own king of the throne.

*toffright #37 the only and the new

It has not been the best year for me, but it's a lot better than my last. And I will take it, hopefully, this new age of mine will be better. I'm looking for it at any chance. Any responsibility or any options? That's open to me, will flee? One of them can lead me to true happiness and guidance. That I deserve. I need that right now with the best partner. I'm just tired of being by myself. I have. I go with what life gives me.