AzMarie

Straight off the canon camera 5 min ago. No retouching yet! Headshots loading with Airic Lewis 📸

Love you to infinity. Happy Father’s Day to the man I get half my good looks from. 🤭🤎

When we first met, I was hesitant, scared to love you and one day lose you. Turns out, you were the emotional support I didn’t know I needed.
For 6+ years, Bailey, you showed up for me in ways I’ll never fully be able to put into words. Curling up beside me for comfort. Smiling so big every time I walked through the door. Tail wags, paws to the ground, licks of love. Bringing out ALL the toys just so we could play together. Licking my tears when you felt me hurting.
Gonna miss how you stayed with me like velcro. I didn’t know that was your way of showing trust and love. You were my peace through so many storms. My road dawg. My hiking buddy. My little best friend.
I wasn’t ready for yesterday. I’m still not. Finding out my baby had metastatic cancer doesn’t feel real. You were loved so much by your mini family, and you will be missed every single day. Always in my heart, little honey. Keep my mom company.
Love you Bailey 🐾🕊️🤍💕

It’s hard to believe a year ago today you took your last breath. Losing you just days after Mother’s Day still doesn’t feel real.
After a six-year battle, God saw fit to heal you by calling you home. This entire experience has been devastating. Accepting the inevitable has been one of the hardest things I’ve ever faced.
I’ve been juggling a plethora of emotions + heartache. People say I’m not alone, but at the end of the day, grief can still feel incredibly isolating & lonely. No matter who shows up, nothing truly fills the void.
There are sleepless nights. Many moments of crying because I can’t just call you for advice anymore or hear your voice for comfort. Your optimism helped me keep going, didn’t realize how much I needed that. Some days I look like I have it together, but truthfully, I don’t.
People say the longing never fully goes away, and I still don’t know what to do with that or how to accept it. I’m just showing up the best I can right now.
I miss you so much, Mom.
I love you. ❤️‍🩹💜🕊️ 15:03

Wow mom just to know that a year ago today on your birthday was the last time your grand children would hug you, spend time with you or speak with you (slide 2). Wouldn’t have known two months later I’d be taking on the hardest task in life to watch your quality of life decline so quickly. It’s actually been a few weeks since I’ve cried, and tears haven’t stopped today. Lately I’ve been kinda numb, not sure what to feel, not sure where the time went or what I’m really doing. But I’m figuring it out. I Miss everything about you. I miss you soooooo much Happy Heavenly Birthday Mom 🎂 🕊️ 🎈 03.16

Mountains, water, and a couple selfies to prove I actually did the hike 😅🌊⛰️

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