Beatrick

Life lately..
not sure what to write here..

Last year was the hardest year of my life so far, and the year that I learned the most from.

I came from a successful musician from Hungary living in his parents home pretending to be somebody. (Not like I told everyone. I just knew it wasnt right) I experienced “fame”. Like people coming up to me to take pictures.(also figured out it means nothing) I performed in one of the biggest festivals in Europe. I experienced signing a deal with which was a childhood dream for me. Getting nominated for multiple awards. I experienced finding the love if my life. I experienced the huge heartbreak/betrayal. I experienced to being so broke to sign up to deliver food because I had no money. I experienced my mother after 14 years being so sick that she was going to die.

After 7 failing businesses I opened my 8th and by the end of 2024 I was able to launch it. I wasn’t sure if it’s gonna work, I put all my s**t into it. Tears and depression, and work. Thats all I did. I was sick of the people around me. I loved them, but I just felt I was meant for more. I FELT IT. (Later that will be important) A lot of people didn’t understand me, why I’m I not focusing fully on music what I am best at.

Than 2025 came and I said I will stop lying to everyone but most importantly to myself. I had to let go of my biggest love, music or at least take a break. I decided I will relocate To Miami with my brother and fu**in kill it.
My business started to take off. I did not have the money to move yet, but I was sure of myself, and bought the ticket. I was scared, tired, depressed but fu**ing hungry. Than We did it. We moved. My plans worked out, I found a place we were able to stay.
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