Midnight Magic

I Adore you all and really appreciate all your love and support over the time ive been here truely. Due to metas new terms for commerical folks ill be leaving meta before october 30th. I really dont want my art every time i post it to imedietly be training metas ai to basically be able to generate what im making for people and bypass me completely. Along with the website scraping and anything else they want to do. I really adore you all and i dont want to be making this choice. Ill still have my ko-fi, I have bluesky, Tiktok, youtube, and a few other social media places already established. Its hard cause i really love you all as a community but i really dont know how to protect myself under the new terms.

Someone’s super comfy. I guess mommy (me) makes a good pillow.

This popped up in my memories from 2 years ago. They’re so cute!

Welp, I was supposed to be a vendor at a craft show but I overslept (and my alarm didn’t go off) but I’m glad that happened. It’s raining like cats and dogs. I feel bad for the vendors that did go.

Just had to post this from last night. A daddy, daughter moment that doesn’t happen often. It’s even cuter to me that they’re adoringly looking at each other. 😻

How Saleem cheers me up

I’ve been quiet lately.
I’ve been quiet because I quit my good paying, yet crappy job for my health and have been doing delivery apps to make money.
I’ve been quiet because I’ve been mourning my cat, Pumpkin. He was such an amazing cat, who was and is so very loved. He deserved more time. I’ve also realized I was a little traumatized by how quickly things happened. It felt like he was here one second and gone the next.
I’ve been quiet because I’ve been stressed. Mainly about money. Everyone is very quick to tell you to put your health first but crickets when it comes to how to still pay the bills on time.
I’ve come to realize that I’ve been quiet because I’m also grieving my diagnosis of ulcerative colitis. This was life changing news that I know many live with but, for me, I felt like I was put on a deserted island with a life raft and expected to make it back home with no direction. The dr I had was no help with diet, what is happening with my body or anything else. I also no longer have a dr because I am tired of the crappy care. I feel like I have to scream from the rooftops before getting the proper care I deserve (that’s in general, not just with this).
All of this was and is a lot and it feels like I just keep getting “hit in the face” while I try to recover from the hit before.
So, I am sorry for being quiet but I am doing my best to navigate life while trying to figure out what’s next. So, in the meantime, I’ll continue to post the babies because well, they’re adorable and I have never known anyone to not feel happy looking at a picture of a kitty.
Thank you friends for sticking with me, I appreciate and love you all!

Marked safe from giving a crap about anything. 🤣😻🥰