Recovery In Jesus

RECOVER, RESTORE, RESET!!
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Never give up HOPE!!!

Praying for Peace on this day. Stop and say a Prayer at 11:21am on January 20,2021 Inauguration Day. Prayer changes things🙏

🙏🙏Praying for Peace on this day. Stop and say a Prayer at 11:21am on January 20,2021 Inauguration Day. Prayer changes things🙏

I had a conversation with this young lady and she said she was addicted to drugs for 5 years and nobody knew; she said by looking at her you could never tell; her husband, her kids, her co-workers nobody knew; she said she was a functional addict; most people look at the dysfunctional addicts and think that's how you can tell if someone is addicted to drugs or alcohol; they might not dress well, hygiene issues, always broke, maybe hungry, engage in criminal activities; but you also have the functional addicts who dress well, have jobs and even careers, families; they hid their addiction because they are still maintaining but the whole time fighting those same demons of addiction; never judge a book by it's cover; sometimes things look one way and be another; continue to fight and PRAY and fight everyday to the road to RECOVERY...

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I NEED To Get High,

I am not your child, or spouse, or friend. I’ve changed. I don’t belong to you any more. I don’t care about you. Not in the way you want me too. I care about getting high. I WANT to get high. I will do ANYTHING to get high. I LOVE getting high. I NEED to get high.. and I will step over you to do it. When I look at you, I don’t see YOU. I see a means to an end. You have money. I want it. End of story. I don’t care if you can’t pay the rent. I don’t care if you need groceries. I don’t care if you promised you wouldn’t give me money again. I don’t care if you lie to Dad. I don’t care if you’re broke. Sell your rings, take a loan, sell your electronics, max out your credit cards, borrow the money from someone else, because if you don’t, I will STEAL it. I WILL find a way to get HIGH. You think you can CHANGE me, or SAVE me. You are WRONG! Something cold and dead slithers within me. I no longer respond to love or truth. You can CRY all you want. I don’t care. I have no integrity or values. My morals are a thing of the past. I will say anything, do anything, and hurt anyone, to get my next FIX.
Although I may play the game with you, make no mistake. I don’t play it because I LOVE you, I play it because I want my DOPE. I will say what ever you want to hear, I will promise you the world, I will look you in the eyes, and I WILL break your heart. Over and over again. I don’t have a heart any more. I have a HUNGER. It’s calculating and manipulative, and it OWNS me.
In a strange way you’re thankful for this hunger. For when I feel it coming on, I find you, quick! Then when I’ve gotten what I want from you, I leave. You’re anxious without me. You offer to buy my food, or pay my rent. You always GIVE me something.
By now, you’re NEED is almost as great as mine.
I can’t stay SICK without you. You can’t breathe without ME.
You think you’re helping me. You believe you’re making a difference, but what you’re really helping… is my ADDICTION.
I won’t tell you this, but you know it, deep down.
If we keep going like this, one or both of us will die. Me from an overdose, that you paid for, and you from a heart attack, or stroke.
You’ll wait YEARS for me to change, or see the light, and I take full advantage of this.
You keep my secrets and protect my lies. You clean up my messes and bail me out. You love me to the exclusion of EVERYONE else.
You are bitter and resentful. You hide from your friends and isolate. You HATE.
Your world revolves around one thing only… ME.
But will your LOVE ever become greater than your FEAR? Would you be strong enough to reach out for help? Will you learn to say NO? Will you allow me to experience the consequences of my actions? Will you LOVE me enough to feel your own discomfort and stop enabling my addiction?
I lay trapped with within the confines of this cold dark, serpent – addiction, and I am… dying.
- author unknown

FREE- FINALLY RELEASING EVERYTHING ETERNALLY 🕊..FREE FROM ADDICTION, FREE FROM ABUSE, FREE FROM TOXIC PEOPLE AND RELATIONSHIPS..BE FREE!!

Free by Kierra Sheard lyrics

DOA-not DEAD ON ARRIVAL
DELIVERANCE OVER ADDICTION!!

Remember addiction is not only chemical dependency..drugs, alcohol..addiction can also be a mental and emotional dependency...sometimes you can be addicted to negative thoughts, negative influences and toxic environments...most of the time these things can lead to the physical addiction..