Veridian Rays

I Want to Give a hugeeeee shout out to Hunter Joseph Thank you! loved what you did here honestly! I think it sounds better than my part! If yall wanna go check him out I'm gonna link him Here: https://youtube.com/?si=Lybf8Hl5BHYCPmwV

this is the lyrics enjoy!

(Singing)
I'm just a little
Clown girl in your big top circus
Laugh track in my head
While you overload my circuits
I'm tired of the games
In this big top circus
I'm trying to walk the line
But I don't know if I can do this
(Rap Verse 1)
Forced blood from the flame
Said you loved me then called me lame
Guess it's time I try being serene
My wrath was soft yours was kerosene.
Compared to the fires I’ve lit
You were just smoke in a dying pit
Every time I try to hide
I take my mind on a ride
To that special place inside
Where your ghost still likes to hide
And I hate that I’m still tryin
Cause every thought of you feels like dyin’
(Singing)
I'm climbing up on stage
Boiling in rage
Today is the day it's the day
I'm just a little clown girl
In your big top circus
Trying to forget
What you did to my circuits
(Rap Verse 2)
Tracked mud on my name
Swore you loved me then switched the frame
Now you act like I’m insane
Funny how the dirt spells your name
My wrath That was tame
I’ve walked through wildfire rain
You were sparks without a flame
I was storm you were blame
(Singing Outro)
Living on the line
In this big top circus
I'm trying to be fine
In this big top circus

https://youtu.be/YJ6q6KBpQ9A?si=vCZUXhxy6TGbmdnQ

Hey starlings Ready for that releasevon 3/20/2026? Me Too I am Sooooo Excited but while you wait enjoy this sneak peak!

Playing games is neerly fully produced the release date it gonna be 03/20/2026 on soundcloud and youtube im just playing with it now enjoy starlings

This is the outro to Playing Games Enjoy guys have a great night my starlings!

This is the demo for Playing games releaed yesterday please check.it out on my youtube
https://youtu.be/R8ZN0Jky5oA
Lyrics
(Verse 1)
I'm starting not to believe in love
Every time I try, the curtain comes down
Man, woman, in between
All dressed up like a beauty queen
I fall too fast, I trip on wires
Swing too high through rings of fire
I say I'm fine but I just choke
Confetti falls and I’m the joke
(Chorus 1 )
But I'm still dancing around
Under the lights
Dreaming of you
In black and white
I'm still wishing you'd walk into view
But playing games is all we do
(Verse 2)
People get angry, they play their part
Tightrope walking across my heart
I give my best, I bow, I bend
Smile wide till the bitter end
Heavy like lead, paint on my face
Laughing while I lose the race
I build you up before we meet
Fall for ghosts in the front row seats
(Chorus 2 )
But I'm still dancing alone
In the big top blue
A crowd of ghosts
Applauding you
I keep pretending the tricks are new
But playing games is all we do
(Bridge )
Step right up, watch me fall
Watch me love you through it all
Hear the drum roll, cue the flame
Every act’s the same old game
Maybe love’s just smoke and mirrors
Maybe I believe in liars
Maybe I’m wired wrong inside
Maybe hope’s my favorite ride
(Spoken)
Is there anyone real…
Behind the paint?
( chorus)
But I'm still dancing around
Under the lights
Dreaming of you
Every night
A face I don’t know
A love I outgrew
I'm still wishing and hoping it's true
But playing games is all we do
(spoken Outro)
Careful where you aim, Mr. Carny.
That spinning wheel?
That’s my heart.
And I’ve seen you throw…
You never miss.

Jeeze a year later and this song still kills my chords Blue bells is the name! Enjoy

The Big Top - Veridian Rays
The song is not done however, these are the complete lyrics. This was entirely on the spot. I will be editing further and plan on getting better vocals. This is a demo of something i promise will be much much better! So for now enjoy The Big Top!