GODS Angels

Not a day goes by that I don't think of you, Love you Momma... 😇❤

Wow, 2 years today ... Words cannot explain how I feel not only for today but everyday that I wake up knowing I no longer have my bestfriend/Momma in my presence.. I know the saying that everyone tells me that she will always be w/me in heart & spirit, but it's not the same... My brother & I no longer have our Mother, the one person we could fully trust w/no judgment, the one person who would praise us in anything that we did, even if it was something small :( My kids no longer have their grandmother who would also praise them in their accomplishments, spoil them, include them in anything that she did... its really hard... Our family has never been the same, but I can say that through these years, I have managed to still keep a smile, make others laugh, being a Mom to my kids in which I find alot of my Momma in me :') No one can see the pain & hurt I have, but that's because I know my Mom is pushing me not to ever get in depression, my Strength & Determination comes from her.. Thank You Lord for helping me through these years... My Mom will never be forgotten, Until we meet Again, I Love you & Miss You Mom!!

It was on this day God called upon my Momma to join him to become his BEAUTIFUL ANGEL, same GLOOMY weather setting :'(... Words can't explain the pain I have, I miss you Mom, I miss your voice, your touch, your laughter, your kisses, your hugs, your advice, your motivation, your essence, & the smell of your baking.. As I said last night, who would've known I wouldn't of had my Mom today, I never thought my Brother & I would have to say our goodbyes to our BEAUTIFUL MOM who has always been there & nurtured us... Life is different w/out you Mom, I see alot of pain in Grandmas eyes, as much as we hold it in, it isn't the same... People tend to say it gets better but I don't think it will. A year, wow, I can still remember our last conversation. Remembering when I whispered in your ear telling you Mom, please don't go, John & I still need you & seeing that tear run down your cheek keeps playing in my head. I sometimes find myself wanting to call Home Depot to see if you would answer :'( Just to hear your sweet energetic voice... I'm trying my best to keep it together but it's hard... I know your at peace but we had alot of plans & I feel I just can't do them w/out you, it's rough :'( REST IN PEACE MY ANGEL, I MISS & LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOMMA!!! :'(

Hello Everyone, as these holidays begin, we might not seem as excited as we use to be when we had our family complete.... It can be hard for us not being able to see them physically.... Its really hard for me, but all I think about is that I have to be strong for my kids... Im hurting inside not being able to see my mom or hear her laughter... I feel like screaming & crying so loud... I see myself often make the same remarks as my mom did when she would mourn for my Gpa but she always had it together for my brother & I.... Its hard, Life isn't easy... As my Aunt told me this morning, its us being selfish on how we want them here physically, my mom struggled but never showed it... She was all SMILES when she out & about, but one thing I know is that she is STRESS FREE & No longer STRUGGLING, as they say Our LOVED ones are NO LONGER suffering in this WORLD as they call Hell... MY MOMMA taught me many lessons in life in which I am GRATEFUL for... I will NEVER FORGET YOU MOMMA & NEITHER will your FAMILY & FRIENDS, we are ALL heading that way, you just made it before ALL of us :') They are not there PHYSICALLY but will be SPIRITUALL!!! HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE, May Everyone be SAFE & BLESSED tomorrow, Cherish each Moment... Tomorrow is NEVER promised but till then live to the FULLEST!! LOVE YA'll & GOD BLESS

As Days go by... We often wonder & ask why did they have to go? I find myself asking this question all the time... I Lost my Mom, my Best Friend, & hurts to see that I AM ALONE, I only stay strong for my kids but deep down I'm hurting & crying inside, wanting to SCREAM "WHY?!" Why take away the only person I could trust? The only one who would understand me? The one who would guide & protect me? The one who was ALWAYS there for me? The ONE who would ALWAYS aide to me? I can still feel her touch & her warmth...I miss my MOM so much but I have to keep telling myself its life & we'll meet again, but still its not the same... Whoever has lost a LOVED ONE, I know that we often ask but keep in mind that GOD needed them more than we did & has his purposes, I know its hard but you are NOT ALONE... Love you ALL

Hey Everyone, I hope that you ALL are doing ok, even though it has been awhile since I have posted, I have had so many emotional days on missing my BEAUTIFUL ANGEL, My Momma.. But I still reach out & talk to my her =') Remember that I am ALWAYS here for you ALL & anytime that you need/want to talk to anyone, I am willing to listen but also know that the people that are linked to this page is here for you ALL as well, this is what this page is for. Everyone is entitled to their feelings: Frustration, Anger, Disappointment, Confusion, Etc... Yes, there are days when we are fine & can go about our business but we ALL tend to have those DAYS when we MISS our LOVED ONES & begin to cry & wonder... Just keep in MIND that YOU are NOT ALONE... LOVE you ALL ♥

Hey my Beautiful Mother of mine

Not a Day goes by that I don't think of you, I was a wreck yesterday & still hurting today.. I miss you Mom, but I know that you are no longer worrying or stressing out about the things that we do today... I MISS & LOVE you so MUCH

Hey EVERYONE, just thought I'd share this w/you ALL, Wishing ALL a BLESSED & AWESOME Friday & Weekend