A Poets Pit Stop

When your heartbreaks ,you feel every snap and break
The weight on your shoulders is a mystery.
Beyond the feeling,of Grey and black!
Id do anything to take it all back.
Once was feels lost,then the verbal
Is a holocaust!
I apologize and please forgive is in effect why ,you did nothing of the conundrum in check! When ,where ,why ,whatever
I'm supposed to know before Any feelings get measured.
That's just it ,I don't hear s**t,isn't that what we signed up for as a married bit!
A marriage of respect and no secret!
I stick to the agreement,contract, commitment, honesty,no lies,or white one.i tell you everything !
When it's embarrassing, hurtful,everything.
Sometimes I express, and sometime you use that against me.
By admitting ppl in a touchy subject,to be a witness or just for the other to be on your team,and that id be wrong.
That's not what WE TEAMED UP FOR!
IVE had my days at life ,now I want to chill and just live with my wife.
Dear lord help me find my babycakes Felecia Ann Watson ,she is here but then again ,
She's gone .I need her mentally,emotionally, physically, exactly how she used to be!

This place I graze upon, seemingly posed upon,
Came threw like Won tons.
Smelt like S**t tons,
Cast it out fun ones,
Over the under around about ,
F**kyoumeaN,One More 'gain
NawiimeaN ,Smokin Getty Green
Like a big o feind

Composition Rex my vision as my disposition clicks with my intentions !
Swarming Emotion
feel like decisions !
But it's the incision of ,"The Feeling!",it cuts DEEP!
Nothing IS OR compareS to the feeling of a BROKEN FEELING/HEART!
Because of a PROMISE!

Felecia Ann Watson

I remember when being a kid ,that life was easy!!!
Not a care in the world ,but knew it all!!!
Couldn't teach me s**t cause I already knew it!!
Then I grew up ,finally at 46ish
I decided to try and grow up!
But it still didn't work ,my thoughts now are more childish then ever!!
To think a few steps a head to clear out future "NOT POSITIVE",
Situations!
That wasn't the key either,to tell you the truth I still haven't figured it out yet!
I could give a f**k about a real future cause I'm like 50 should have started way before now !
I do care about my wife and if we are good but ,nothing else matters Seems like if its not something we (Felecia and I)need

Then f**k everything else.I should have more enthusiasm but to much is exhausting.

I remind myself of this often. I remember when I first got to hire a family member. Then do deals with a second. How I got to work with my dad at Contrarian Thinking. How I took family on my first private plane. How we gave my dad a truck. Not ever a brag such a blessing. Builders you building is the blessing. That’s what we believe at Contrarian Thinking… in you!

Jack Raymond Watson jr

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felecia ann watson

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Jack Raymond Watson Jr.