Midwestlust

We can't wait for the new lp to drop this year we titled The Surveillance coming to life on plus more this is the longest we'll ever spend probably on a record but once it is out I feel everyone's patience on the wait is going to be worth it and thanks for always giving us community when we can be around ❤️

The loss like sunrises and sunsets
Each day seems like it's reframed
Just to break the frame again
Every master piece falls apart
Just like love tears us apart
It'll always be a camera trying to photograph a sound
That's spinning out of control
Just like our lives
We were never in control
What you thought was love in your hands and heart
Just a fading memory a shot in the dark
The camera never catches the sound
Of everything we held in our hands and hearts being ripped apart
These hands aren't for shaking
They are just for ripping apart everything that was once held
In sunrises and sunsets the loss can't be framed
No one ever see's the inner pain and love lost
Let them be blind
Maybe the photo will catch everything
Before it spirals out of control.
Spinning us around
Just to fall apart by each frame

I need out of here.
But the vines are straining my ankles and bounding my feet.
What I wouldn't do for you
What I wouldn't do for one last f*
To stick it in,to feel the sin
The Bible thumpers back home love our sin
I've just been collecting mine slowly
Putting them in pandoras box
It was always open
I wish it would just close
A tail of two separate life's
That met & fill apart
It's always the same
The vines grab us and stop us.
From who we were meant to be.
To much thought
To much self preservation
Maybe we were better off as animals
F* not feeling a thing
Because the feelings always get tangled in the vines
Just like the ankles and feet bound
I am bound by no one and nothing
I used to think true love existed
Now I just need some time to collect my sins
The fruits of labor are flourishing
For what I've sowen I'll shall reap
I am.ready to reap it all
I have sowen the fabrics of destruction
I have destroyed your america
I have f* the pain away
I love the sins I'm living in
Alone in self hate feeling no love
I'm trying to feel nothing for anyone or anything
Because it all becomes to much
Born alone die alone, that's my comfort zone.
Just guve me sometime to collect my sins
But I wouldn't wait up I am tangled

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We love you all more then you know don't let this day make you feel unloved or alone card and flower companies created to profit it off emotions anyhow if you don't have anyone you have us with love everyday trying to extinguish the worlds hate truth is alone is all we are even when we feel close it's just a lie we believe keep living keep loving keep giving keep learning keep growth

So excited for friends getting their new lp out has spent time in us but that isn't important what is important is true friends real ones we care about and also feel like family have a new record also they have a release show coming up with a lot of amazing friends here is to them getting it done the release is on I suggest everyone enjoy the sounds and fight each other to this but then lift each other back up here is to the struggle to the world and also good times and being proud of friends with love and care

Take me back
I wish I could be back
To the first place I ever felt home at
It was 817 W Cornelia
I think you remember the time and place
It was the first place I felt alive & it was with you
Some of the best days of our lives
I know some of the best of mine
I miss you in the world
It's lonely and cold
Take me back to anything
Just anything that was the same
Oh how I dream of it
Anywhere with you would do
Because I feel.so alone in isolation
Just letting the days expire
Take me back
Even in a dream.inside my head brings me peace
Then I wake up alone in nights cold sweats
Screaming just take me back
Because I feel truly lost
Thinking of 817 W Cornelia
Thinking of us & what we built and had
What I wouldn't do for it once again
But again is gaining on me
The years adding up
I hope it comes sooner then later
Just sorry I didn't say it or show it more but I love you
The world is a horrible place filled with horrors & sadness& distaste
But when I was by your side the world went away
Take me back to what was once the same

Rain falls down
Washeing everything clean but me
I can't get the sin off of me
For the forsaken paths I've lived
For what has been given
To a world that spins & doesn't care
Why should I either?
I can't get the dirt off
Maybe I needed it to stick
I'm self absorbed in the rain
Never washed clean
I am who I am maybe I'm no one just an enigma
Selfish in ways only known to you
Unknown to most
Needed your love wanted your love
Just know I would use it up by my nature
I'm sorry I came from dead end streets with burnt out street lights
Where the rain it never stops
Never washing me clean
So much death to early on then all love falls apart
Rain falls down but refuses to wash me clean
No excuses for the dirt I've been
Does the rain ever wash any of this away?
The ground buildings reflect off of on wet grounds.
They Tower over life.
What I wouldn't do for the currents to wash them.all away
For the floods to finally come
For all the things the buildings what they represent
The money, the things I can't afford
To help those in my life in need or even keep anyone in my life
A let down a failure maybe I am
Not by choice but nature of structures that surround
I want to watch them all collapse
Give me what I need
Just this once you cruel world
Give me the rains give me the floods
That wash all structures away
I need them to wash all this clean
A fresh start where all the filth finally goes away

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So we had to drop 510 Grind Fest :( certain members can't make it still support the fest & we are playing Zesta Grande 3 so sew you all in The Bay in July

ZESTA GRANDE 2 we play last day on Sunday flyer for our day second image.

Here we ZEST GRANDE 2 we can't wait

We are stoked to be a part of this with so many amazing bands thanks for having us back to 510 Grind Fest

This photo is a little old now only & myself remain from this photo & .time.offer coming back in possibly and now we have doing writing also and drums we need to get a updated photo for soon when all together since we all live spread out but check out they handle such a diverse group of artist we are always proud to call family from folks like , .dakin , , + more glad to have over seas family expect to see us across seas next year with + others doing a lot of shows and our rounds at some festivals also we handle our own booking in USA along with always contact us for shows once new record comes out and I know UK,EU and Japan you have been waiting to see us for a while we'll see you next year and in fall this year see you Canada and South America and Canada and in April and Juky you'll be seeing us again West Coast that to everyone who cares about us and this world we love ❤️ you