Strength4Nicole

January 5th. Today is my Sister's Birthday. A Birthday that she will not get to Celebrate. I think of her every single day, how much brightness she would bring every morning/day, her strength, and her smile. I love you Sis, I miss you every day, Happy Birthday!!!!

It's like I know she's gone, but I don't feel like she's gone. Most of the time I feel like she's just away in Florida or somethin. Maybe it's because I don't want to come to terms with this yet or whatever, I think I'm coping, but who knows, maybe reality is just 2 much to bare just yet!!

Nicole on her 44th Birthday... She sure did love her Sweets!! I took her to the Polish Villa with Mom.... (It was a much better dinner than the last time we went, lol)

I FOUND THIS ON NICOLES PHONE TODAY, A NOTE SHE LEFT, THAT WAS TITLED: FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND SOLEMATE.... "As you all know my journey here on earth has ended and hopefully I’ll be walking through the pearly gates of heaven to meet Our Lord and Savior…

The key word there is “Journey”. You all have been part of my journey through life and I am so grateful. We all have those memories to refer back to and hopefully you can focus on the positive ones to get through the toughest times. That doesn’t just mean for me but any time you face a rough patch. I know I seemed tough getting through my illness and I want you to know that it wasn’t easy for me on the inside. I struggled daily with emotions leaving me to always look for the next day as I didn’t know what to expect; that was my “choice” and with Gods help, I got through it with Grace…

The key word there is “choice”. As you all know, I always tried to look at the beauty or good in everything I did. My hope is that you can do the same. Please, choose to see the positive side; embrace the beauty of everything you do. That creates positivity which in turn creates peace within. The world is tough and we all see it every day. Turn to that peaceful place within and nurture it. Trust me: it’s worth every thought…

I leave you with this: Thank you for allowing me to be a part of your journey in this life. When you think of me, remember my love, my style, the food we ate, the many laughs we shared, the good hugs. Remember how good it feels to know how much I loved you. May my memory always live strong in your hearts and when you see something beautiful, think of me……" 😭😭😭

In Memory of Nicole Horras (Zawistowski), organized by Erin Zawistowski My, Name is Erin, I am Nicole's Sister. Nicole has spent years fighting this… Erin Zawistowski needs your support for In Memory of Nicole Horras (Zawistowski)

In Memory of Nicole Horras (Zawistowski), organized by Erin Zawistowski My, Name is Erin, I am Nicole's Sister. Nicole has spent years fighting this… Erin Zawistowski needs your support for In Memory of Nicole Horras (Zawistowski)

My sisters Urn Arrived today... Nicole is not in it yet, but I am sure if she could see it she would love that Her Niece Arieanna and I made sure it was her favorite... Polish Pottery!!

Hello everyone, I know this is late, and I am sorry. My mind has been so mixed up since Nicole passed. Nicole's wishes were that she did not want any services, postings, or Obituarys. She requested to be cremated and asked we take her to Florida to be buried. Those of her that knew her.... Know she would want everlasting Sunshine. 😀.

I want to thank each and everyone of you for your support during this time For Nicole,. I know that she has touched everyone's hearts in some way, and I am sure she is looking down on everyone with a full heart.

In Memory of Nicole Horras (Zawistowski), organized by Erin Zawistowski My, Name is Erin, I am Nicole's Sister. Nicole has spent years fighting this… Erin Zawistowski needs your support for In Memory of Nicole Horras (Zawistowski)