Deanna Ritter

Lounge about ❤️ 367

Since the powers that be and I have come to a decision, I've slowly developed the subtle art of not giving a f---. It's quite liberating. ❤️ 368

Like this. I want you to remember me like this. ❤️ 369

Can't stop. Won't stop.

Well... not today at least. 😁❤️ 371

Working my subtle magic on you ✨❤️ 373

A new season unfolds. Celebrating each day as though it were its last. Tell someone you love them. ❤️ 374

My friend suffered an injury recently so his only option for working out is virtual. And that's where I come in! lol.

Granted the gains are mostly mental when working out with a girl like me. But hey... small gains still count! ❤️

All day and this is the best I can do. *sigh*. The signs are there people. You just gotta know how to interpret them.

I pray you all have a blessed day. I'm heading to bed. ❤️ 376

And so it begins... ❤️ 378

So... I'm sitting here. Missing my friend. And while she's not "gone" gone. It still feels like something is missing. And a small spark has left my soul with her.

Nothing is forever. I knew this when I started this adventure. Recent events have only served to remind me of this. And what's truly important. It's not likes. It's not followers. It's not engagement. It's people. The people who surround your everyday life. The people who laugh and love alongside you. Who lift you up when you're down and celebrate your victories with you. Who care for you no matter the circumstance. Actual events in my real life recently have only reminded me how true this is. And what's truly important is that which is in front of you and not on a screen.

I'm not emotionally prepared to make a decision one way or another as to this virtual future of mine. I just know that life is telling me that a change is coming. And that I need to be ready for it.

I've encouraged myself and others to "enjoy this while we can". And I still believe that. It's just that my focus until now has been on "enjoying". But now I feel I should focus on "while I can".

I don't know. Don't mind me. I'm just missing my friend. ❤️