Space for Balance - Individualized Experiences

Daydream was DREAMY!

So dreamy that we're doing it again in the new year!

We had such incredible feedback:

Everyone loved the playlist we put together for our dance portion

One participant said that they never felt such a pure and strong light during the one on one Reiki Liz provided

One participant said it was the perfect length of dance time

Another said they really appreciated the space to be able to drum with new community

Another said the sound bath provided by Sam was "transcendental"

And someone else mentioned this whole experience was exactly what they needed right now in every way!


So mark your calendars for January 25th, 1pm-3pm

Ticket sales will open soon!
You won't want to miss out!

Hosted by &

At Zen Loft Collective in

Event Schedule:
12:50 arrival
1:00 opening circle
1:10 drum circle (with reiki)
1:30 ecstatic dance
2:15 sound bath (with reiki)
2:50 closing circle

We can't wait to dance with you again!




PS Only about half the group is pictured in the cover photo ✨️ event comfortably accommodates about 20 participants

Join & on the ecstatic dance floor Sunday afternoon at

And don't worry about looking or acting like a fool, I'll do enough of that for all of us ;)

11/23 Event Schedule:

Doors open at 12:50pm
1:00 opening circle
1:10 drum circle
1:30 ecstatic dance
2:15 sound bath
2:50 closing circle

More details and tickets available at
zenloftcollectiveDOTcom

Let's get groooovy 💃🏼

Without a doubt, things are lookin up ✨️


Moving week is underway

Still lots left to do but getting through it all bit by bit

Picking up Pearl girl from the vet around 11am tomorrow then hitting the road

The hone stretch is in sight 🏡

I'm struggling in the love life department

Not because I feel I cannot find love

or because I do not feel loved

But because I don't trust myself to not feel trapped in it

I don't trust that I'll feel like all sides of me are being welcomed, desired, adored and loved, or that I'll be able to make my partner feel the same

I trust that there will be effort, true effort, to make it feel like there's space made for all of ourselves

But there are pieces of me that are hard to swallow

I know it because I've watched so many choke

I know it because I've tried shaving away at the layers I know are too bitter to most

I know it because when these layers are revealed, there's shock on the person's face

Sometimes the shock is met with curiosity

Sometimes the shock is met with awe and praise

Sometimes the shock is met with judgment and assumptions rooted in hasty generalizations

All times, I wish I wasn't so shocking, so unsettling

Especially when all I'm preparing for is to feeled settled, to slow and simplify

I hold deep desire for someone to build me a nest

But this nest I know I'm not ready for

How heartaching to crave something we feel we cannot yet accept

The past year, maybe two, have beaten away at me from every angle

And now

I know not what I want

I know not where I'm meant to end up

I know not what brings me most joy and peace and balance

I do know I'm ready to step into softness

I do know I'm ready to rebuild with ease rather than intensity

I'm becoming aware that I'm making decisions by not making certain decisions

But I am uncertain

And surrendering to it

Because each moment I've felt certain recently, has backfired and left me questioning my intuition

So I'm done deciding for a while

I'm letting the universe pave the way

And maybe someday I'll feel ready again

But for now?

I'm building my own nest

and flying solo

Not because I want to

but because I owe it to myself, and my future relationship, to figure out how to trust myself again

🪹🕊

What a wild ride it's been

I simulateously feel like I am standing on top of the world and looking up from rock bottom

It's a beautiful feeling really.....to feel like I'm starting from scratch but more prepared
aligned
regulated
resourceful
educated
careful
and
peace driven than ever

I often say, everything before now has been preparation for the present

I feel the truth in that more evident than ever before

There's so much living to be done

I was about to say work, but it doesn't feel like work

It simply feels like showing up for the human experience

Taking the steps to secure my root

Calling on community for help where I need it

Finding meditation in the mundane

Alchemizing frustration and eagerness into trust and surrender

All is right on time

The only things I have to do

Are be where I am

And trust that all is right on time

Presence where I am will carry me where I'm meant to be next

Ridding myself of the rush will make space for more presence and for the journey to fall into place

The chapter ahead will be my best yet ✨️

I'm sure it will be for you as well 💛

🍁