Neon EMuse

Selling these two pairs of fans, LMK if ya want em :)💜 (will take PayPal or Venmo) ☺

Halloween 2025! ☺💜✨

1) "It ain't no fun when the rabbit's got the (cordless hole puncher)" 😂 (It sure is when you're the rabbit!! 😆)
2) Bioluminescent mushy 💜

What favorite costumes did you see this year?! I saw a dude being Justin Timberlake as "d in a box" at the 2nd event I went to and it made me crack up every time I saw him 😂😂😂 Classic. 🙌

Got baptized by techno last night 🤤🫠 Man. I love me a good stomp sesh- that was so fun 🥰 (Song by one of the artists I saw 🔥)

Idk how but the “HOT” sticker someone stuck on me randomly made it home for the after show pics 😂🙌🏻🔥 Goddamnit I love ravers 🥰✨

Fun fact: Did you know that working out or stomping your MF heart out clears out cortisol from stress? It sure does. If someone had told me this years ago I would have been able to regulate muuuuch better. 😂 Now take 2 “go stomp to some techno” & feel better. ;p

Nowwww some yin yoga because BALANCE 😮‍💨😆

Despite everything I’ve been through I still remain THIS. I’m fcking invincible 🥰 Age is literally just a number. Let yo soul glooooow 🎶😂🥰✨

(GFM in bye0 to help me get legal aid against malignant narcissistic abuse, lots of evidence on the website at top of GFM info ty 🙏🏻)

Got some pics of the bday hair refresh :) Still fundraising for my freedom, see iamilluma(dot)c0m for a l!nk in the menu or in IG bye0 🙌🏻💜😌 I am so hopeful and excited for my future without my privacy being invaded… This song feels like this moment- “sing it loud, let the world hear my shout”, I cried when I first heard it. I’m done being silent about what I’ve been through. My entire life m3n have been invading my privacy & trying to keep me in a little box for whatever fcked up reason that people without empathy do s**t like that. I refuse to tolerate this anymore! 😫

Not sure if I mentioned this on IG, but I also put the pieces together that my Dad had been invading my privacy since I was a teen. He was a tech guy and I often asked him for help with things without ever thinking he’d over step bc he was MY DAD… turns out I was wrong. After my Mom 💀’d he bought alcohol for everyone then manipulated me into signing into my gmail on his pc to “find something”, I was quickly shoved out of the way and distracted so he could retain access.

I booted him out at some point, and then after I visited my gma / them recently he tried to do the same thing. I told him I was sober, and suddenly he “had to go to the store”… he walked us through the liquor aisle for no reason, pretending to be lost looking for a single item he said he needed (tums, which he didn’t even take).

Then later that evening he told me “you can use my pc if you want teehee” which was SUPER weird of him bc it was 2024 & I … have a cell phone. I then realized he was attempting to get back into my email the same way he had before. After I left, my brother said he angrily demanded the security camera footage of me visiting from my bro, even yelling at him about it… to which bro said “I’ll ask her if that’s ok” & my dad tried to convince him not to…

So yeah, essentially I’ve never had any privacy & I’m fcking OVER it. :) Help me reclaim my privacy & build a new peaceful life. Ty 🙏🏻😌

My birthday was yesterday! I’m at the tail end of healing from an awful lot, while still attempting to remove some of the last thorns in my side (people who coordinated across state lines to stalk and harass me- l!nk in bye0 4 story & if you want to put a bday present in there to help me fund a lawyer and digital forensics fees).

I spent the day getting myself some bday treats, then I went to the river spirits to tell them about the abuse I’ve been suffering & ask them to take care of it. (IYKYK) While I was bloopin around in the water this big group of shiny people waved me down & told me that I looked like a mermaid & that they loved my hair 🥰 I ended up swimming over to hang out with them & out of nowhere one of them asked me “when is your birthday?” - NO relation to the convo at hand, out of nowhere & when I said “today actually” they bust out in song and flagged people down to tell them that it was my bday 😂🥰 (You guys are the sweetest) then they invited me to join them for dinner & hang out after. :) Earlier in the day I had been feeling pretty down & lonely bc I’ve had to isolate from others to protect them from the dude that stalked me (who would get mad anytime I talked to other people)- but looks like the universe heard me & sent me some like minded folks for my bday! (A few of whom were actually dealing with very similar things, so we got to combine knowledge & resources). It’s wild how things flow when you just go with it. I easily could have just had a pity party for myself but bc I went out there & did things for myself I had a much better bday than expected. :)

My TikTok was banned this week because the people harassing me saw that I was speaking up and monetizing / fundraising. So they false reported me & got me shut down (which means all that money I made is gone). I am trying to get it restored, but I have a GFM at iamilluma(dot)c0m - I’m tired of having my light drained by ppl who have been in the dark so long that they feel like controlling & harming people is the only way. Help me escape or engage so I can shine pls ty 🙏🏻💜 There is life after abuse. Fight for it.