Earth Essence Healing

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If you naturally live through the masculine, ask how you view the feminine. Do you experience feminine energy as weak, irrational, needy, chaotic, manipulative, or something you cannot stop chasing? Then look at its shadow in you. Your capacity to receive, feel, surrender control, listen to the body, grieve, create, rest, and allow yourself to be moved may have been repressed along with it.

Pay attention to what you judge in the opposite energy, to what you fear and what you idealize, resent, or endlessly seek in another person.

The anima (feminine) and animus (masculine) often appear through projection before we recognize them as parts of our own psyche. Sometimes what you cannot stop looking for out there is something within you asking to come Home.

Your psychic defenses (shame, anxiety, people-pleasing, avoidance, dissociation) are your angels and your demons. What saved a sliver of connection to those around you also eventually became your living hell.

But there will come a time when you WILL choose your Self. And your journey through the unconscious will reveal everything:

"Even your demons must kneel before what they have witnessed:

A love so unconditional, so powerful, so compassionate, that it would descend into hell and return, and if necessary, stay, so as not to abandon what was once abandoned; for the child within.

Do you see now? You're standing on Holy Ground.

REMEMBER WHO THE HELL YOU ARE."

To everyone who has reached out to check on me, my family, and my home... thank you. ❤️

I wanted to give everyone an update on the recent events that have affected me and my family.

My home was affected by the Fox Valley tornadoes that occurred on July 27th, 2026. I am safe, my children are safe, and my pets are safe. While I am incredibly grateful for that, my home is currently unsafe to live in. Thankfully, I am still able to walk through my house, and I have found safe lodging with family while I navigate everything ahead. I am currently staying with a family member until insurance is able to place me in a temporary housing solution, and I will remain there until I am able to move into a new temporary home.

About half of my home was affected, and not all of the damage has been uncovered yet. Because of the damage that has already been found, my house is considered uninhabitable and unsafe to reside in. Insurance will be placing me in a replacement home for the next six months to a year while extensive renovations and construction take place.

The damage occurred during the two storms meeting and the three cyclones that struck our area—something Wisconsin has never experienced before.

One of the most beautiful parts of this experience has been watching our community come together. I cannot tell you how many people have driven past my house and offered water, food, toiletries, support, and even their own time to help. I have received help from complete strangers, friends I haven't seen in years, friends of friends, and neighbors I had never met before. It has been one of the greatest reminders of how much good exists in humanity.

As devastating as this has been, I am incredibly thankful that there were no lives lost in our community.

I know I am one of the lucky ones. I can still walk through my home. I still have a roof over my head. While there is extensive damage, I have also been given the unexpected opportunity to let go of things that no longer serve me and to make much-needed upgrades to an older home.

Many others in my community were not as fortunate. Some families have completely lost their homes—something none of us ever imagined happening in this part of Wisconsin. Homes have been split in half, second stories have disappeared, and many businesses and buildings will need to be rebuilt from the ground up.

Because of everything that has happened, I have temporarily paused my services. Unfortunately, I will also be postponing the launch of my live virtual classes while I focus on what is in front of me: packing unexpectedly, moving everything out of my home, sorting through years of belongings, and allowing myself to release what no longer serves me.

I have had countless people show up to help me, including complete strangers and friends of friends. I am eternally grateful for every single person who has reached out. This experience has shown me that I am capable of receiving help, and it has reminded me what it truly means to surrender to the path the Universe places before me.

My human is still very upset. She is still grieving. She moves in and out of grief, gratitude, sadness, and releasing. I am allowing her to feel everything she wants to feel, and then I let it move through me.

The work I have done on my nervous system over this past year is truly being tested in ways I never expected. I never perceived that life would present something like this at this capacity, but here we are.

Services will resume within the next few weeks, and I still hope to launch my live virtual classes sooner rather than later.

Right now, I am moving through a lesson where I am meant to put myself first. To set my mission aside for a moment and take care of what has always held me.

To everyone who has checked in on me, sent messages, offered support, held me in your prayers, sent healing or grounding energy, or simply reminded me that I am not alone... thank you. Every message has meant more than you know.

Although this disaster was completely unexpected, I truly do see the blessings woven throughout it. There is so much light waiting on the other side of this tunnel. My lesson right now is to wait, receive, and allow it to come to me, rather than reaching out and trying to force it into existence—a pattern I would have followed in the past.

I am learning, more than ever, how to live in the present moment. How to hold space for myself. How to navigate an incredibly difficult situation with a new nervous system, new wiring, and new patterns.

For those wondering, I will still be attending holistic fairs, so if you would like to receive an in-person session with me, I would absolutely love to see you there.

I also still plan to move into my new office space in Kaukauna, Wisconsin, on September 1st. Until then, my focus is on moving out of my home, settling into temporary housing, and making space for the old to leave so the new can arrive.

I love you all. Thank you for walking beside me through this chapter. ❤️