XILOREY

Left photo: April 2022
Right Photo: October 2018

Trans.
Prefix. Root meaning “across.”

Transition.
Transcription.
Transport.
Transportation.
Translate.
Transit.
Transact.
Transmit.
Transform.
Trance.
Transgender.
Transcendental.
Transparent.
Translucent.

Transcendence.
Noun. Meaning, the existence or experience beyond the normal or physical level.

My life experience with my gender is currently not of the norm. And that’s ok. It’s transcending beyond what most may or may not comprehend.

I am who I am not because of you. I am who I am purely because of me, myself, and God.
God assigned me this life & I chose it in the ethers. Because I am resilient & badass enough to handle it. As well as compassionate, gentle, and kind.

Marsha P. Johnson.
Sylvia Rivera.

Also people that chose this life.
I can because they did.

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A King is only as strong as his Queen.
Both internally and externally.
No matter the gender.

There is a King and Queen inside all of us.
Together, we make the Divine Monarch. Royal.

As a dominant Divine & Sacred Masculine expression, we are here to make & hold space for the Feminine to be & feel seen & heard. Acknowledged & Cherished. With grounded love & compassion.

In order for us to do this eloquently, it’s imperative for us to hold space for our own emotions to feel & be seen and heard.

No longer is the way of shoving our emotions down, ignoring, or avoiding them. This hasn’t worked to the best and highest good. This has only created immaturity, wounded, excessively aggressive people and toxic cultures.

Processing our emotions healthfully IS showing up for ourselves. So we can show up with more presence with our family, friends, work, play, & all the things that is life.

Emotions. E-Motion. Energy in motion is a part of human existence. A part of life. Without it, we’d be robots. The more energy and space you can hold is the more LIFE, wealth, prosperity, pleasure, joy as well as sadness, despair, frustration, bitterness. Duality.

The key is healthfully processing and transmuting your emotions as you continue show up for ALL of it with love & compassion.

How do you healthfully process your emotions?

**I’ll go first in the comments**

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The other day as I was enjoying my time in the pool...

I saw a snake.
Chilling...

Chilling by the high wall next to the pool, that seemingly nothing comes in or out or around.

At first sight, I stopped in my tracks. Staring at what is, to be sure that I was indeed looking at a snake. (I didn’t have my glasses on).

But deep down, I knew...

I knew this was a magnificent black snake that came to visit me.

We stopped and came to engulf each other with our presences...

This was the first time I didn’t feel the full terror of a snake visiting me...

The first time I thanked the snake for coming by...

The first time I trusted that I was safe, sacred, and held in that moment.

The first time I felt that despite the programmings I’ve had about snakes... I was safe. We became acquaintances in that moment...

An unspoken agreement...

An energetic resonance that allowed the snake to show up in my field...

One that was telling me this cycle of rebirth of mine is fruitful, exciting and gratuitous...

One that told me that I am now fully embracing my path and have the tools in my belt to strengthen my self-confidence, self-trust, self-responsibility, self-love, and self-leadership.

This is my kundalini awakening.

This is what my kundalini yoga practice has brought to me.

I am so thankful for for following his call to curating the Life Force Academy experience.

I am so thankful for .am.hara for following the call to practice again.

I am so thankful for myself, for following the call in following suit. Knowing deep in my gut & core this is what is skyrocketing me... or “mooning” me into my greatness.

In addition to all of this, Kundalini has strengthened my nervous system too. Which is highly important in order to be a stable being out in the world, as much so as we play with money & Crypto.

This is why we live-stream it as a gift in the discord.

Come in & play with us.
Grab your free guide in my Link in Bio.

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Is there a practice that grounds & centers you?