Zinnia Reyes

I think I'm going to post on my wall more often on this page. I want to keep it alive and kicking, although what can I say?

Morning dew coats the morning grass
Spring in all of it's brilliant glory
A breeze of 70 degrees
Sweeps over me
My hair flailing
I look foward
Into the wind
Its direction
Momentarily
I am silent
I don't breathe
The birds have been chirping
Where silence lay dying
I am alive

Hello everyone!

Long time, no update. Well, let me apologize for that. I needed to take an indefinite hiatus from freelance modeling to see firsthand what we**am modeling was all about. I wanted to see if it was something I could do, and quickly found out it was not for me--at least not we**am modeling that involved any sexual activity. Nudity is okay with me, but I am not a p**nographic actress, and it's not in me to even pretend like I could pull that off.

Therefoere, I've returned to my freelance modeling, and should have new content posted up here fairly soon. My next shoot is this Saturday, so you can probably expect some new material within the next couple of weeks.

As for the we**am modeling, while I did retire from certain aspects of the industry, I am still choosing to remain on two to three camsites to make extra money on the side, but this time I will be an essentially non-nude model, and my success will have to be measured more by my charm, wit, and personality than my ability to perform like a puppet on a string.

I have so much more to offer than that--communication, my talents, my humor, my ability to charm over a thousand people by hardly saying anything, where I'm simply responding to all the people who decide to start conversations with ME, and suddenly they want my Snapchat and Twitter usernames, my performance name on the camsite I visit the most (the least sexually-focused than them all), and they appreciate me even when I'm wearing sweatpants and an oversized t-shirt while the model in the next room is wearing a thong and pasties, desperate in her attempt to attract men to her room to tip her for her willingness to do just about anything.

I appreciate the flexibility of we**am modeling--that I don't have to be that way to still get paid by guys who actually have some respect for me, and aren't just hypnotized by my body.

Anyway, I just wanted to make an update on my official freelance modeling page. Yes, I went from Ellie-D to Bloom Reyes, because Bloom is just a better fit for me, I suppose. A breath of fresh air--Ellie reborn into this new persona called Bloom--the girl who respects herself enough to know she doesn't need to resort to outright p**n to make a living, or find her worth. I don't personally have a problem with women who are comfortable with doing that, but I personally can't look at myself in such a situation without cringing.

Happy New Year!

It's a new(er) me. =^.^=

If you haven't noticed I'm taking a hiatus while I figure some real life stuff out. I'll return shortly. Sorry for the delayed responses everyone.