Genius Mind

St Andrew Parish

To Bol Adau 💔

I am heartbroken 💔

I never thought I’d write this to you. When you came into my life, I believed in the boy from Apuk Giir — the one who said he’d be different. I gave you my love like a wife gives to a husband. I gave you my trust, my time, my body, my prayers. I held nothing back, because I thought we were building something real.

But you took everything from me, Bol. You took my peace and left me with sleepless nights. You took my dignity and answered with silence. You took my years, my hope, my sacrifices — and the moment you found what you had been looking for, you walked away and left me empty.

Apuk Giir raises men to be warriors. But a real warrior does not rob a girl’s heart just to prove he can. You did not just break me; you stripped me bare like I was nothing to you.

I carried this relationship like water in cupped hands — careful, afraid to spill, afraid to lose you. But you were thirsty for someone else, and you drank me dry. I prayed. I waited. I believed your promises even when your actions told me the truth. A woman can love deeply, Bol, but she cannot keep pouring herself into a man who only came to take.

So today, I stopped bleeding for someone who never tried to stop the wound. I release you. I release the weight of you. You were never my husband, but you made me live like a widow to a man who was still alive.

May Apuk Giir remember you as a son. May God remember me as the daughter who deserved better. And may your new path never cross mine again.

What you took from me, I will rebuild. What you broke in me, I will heal.

Goodbye, my ex Bol Adau.
By your ex Akor Tutu

_The girl you left empty, but not destroyed_