De Reya Me

⚜️A prayer to Aphrodite
50x50cm, acrylics
Fully inspired and created listening to Aphrodite, by .gentry 💙

Things were done,
words were spoken,
years were lost,
and only one way out - through.

A circle was drawn,
and the abyss took me.

A path has been walked,
a truth has been spoken,
and a process has been finished.

With the final word,
I seal the spell...
"Release."
⚜️ The Release
70 x 140 cm, acrylics

Thank you.

It started with a void.
A black, cold and infinite void.
Somehow - this colorful explosion emerged from the coldest place I've ever been.
Titled: Visions

How paintings are made ...
Here are some progress shots for you.✨

I started this one in oktober 2023, finished it in february 2025 🤷‍♀️
Around 40 hours all together (Probably.... Who knows, I sure don't.)
Do the weird thing 😘

Made for a very special geek that showed me that I still give too much and expect too little.
As this painting is going straight into his home, I had to make a huge photoshoot so I can remember forever the vivid explosion of light living inside of me! 🌈

May it bring joy to all the geeks and dreamers! ✨

Empress me: Can you point out all of the sci-fi and fantasy references?
And can you guess which is my secret sci-fi obsession?
Legendary acrylic painting on canvas ✅

From the depth of the void she emerges.
From the infinity of nothing she becomes...

💚Only the forest knows my grief 💚
May you find meaning in everything that destroyes you. ✨
I am incredibly proud of myself.
She is not perfect, but I painted her.
It was an incredible learning experience. But most of all... I expressed myself.
Thank you.

Finally I found her.
Through the thickest layer of nothingness.
Through the cave of her despair.
Through the endless sound of screams...
I found her.
Broken under a tree.
She's been weeping endlessly.
Alone.
Afraid.
Broken.
I slowly approached her.
I saw the river of blood beneath her feet.
The river of tears running down her whole body.
Deeply broken and profoundly sad.
Nothing and no one can console her.
Only the tree remains.
There is a ray of sunshine that's trying to cut through the fog.
But she resists it.
She despises it.
She hates this hope.
"It's misleading." She says to me.
The pain is everything she knows. The pain is familiar. But the sun is only teasing her.
Everytime the sun shines, she blooms. And she frees herself. She sings and dances. And when she is truly happy, the sword of life cuts her in half.
"So why believe?" She asks me.
"It will all happen again. As it has many times before."
And I understand her.
I know her pain.
And we despise the sun, because we exist to feel it, yet it always eludes us.
Like a carrot at the end of a stick.
We constantly chase it.
And it's always the same.
So I will sit with her.
Feeling our pain.
Crying.
Broken.
Alone.
"We will get through this. Once again, we will survive this." I say to her.
Not even sure I know what's the point of this neverending cycle of pain.

.
She's been staring at me like this for over a month.
She's been awfully quiet.
She's never been so quiet before.
Not a sound.
No emotions.
Just emptiness.
I asked her what she needs. And she spoke no words. She gave no indication of her presence.
I sat with her for days. Patently waiting. But she remained silent.
Her eyes blank.
Her mouth shut.
I cried next to her.
I begged her to talk to me.
Nothing.
She froze in time.
Her eyes locked onto horizon.
Nothing.
I knew she was alive.
But what kind of life this is!?
To have no emotions.
Nothing moves.
The air is stale and she is barley breathing.
Talk to me!
Tell me how I can help!?..
Nothing.
Empty.
Dark.
Alone.
The void took her.
Will she ever return?

✨Here we go into the unknown.
✨Into the void of existence.
Everything started with the idea of sharing my art. But the more I shared, more I realized I needed to share even more.
You maybe noticed that I've been sharing more personal content lately. And I am planning to share even more.
✨Every year, month, week and day I have less and less power to hold myself back. I can no longer contain myself. There is too much of me.✨
So much to be written, said and expressed.
So this profile is slowly becoming something else. An outlet, or maybe a journal...
I have no idea.
But I will share.
Show you what's hiding inside of me.
✨I offer myself to you.✨
I may lose followers.
A lot of people will not read what I write.
But I need this. I need to make this step.
This is the first of many.
I will share as much as I can.
You may connect with what I express, or you may ignore it.
✨But this is me.✨
Explorer of life. I love exploring every possibility, different states of mind, expressions of the universe and everything in between...
✨Me and my bedroom mandala✨
**kconsistency **kideology

✨(NE) VEM KDO SEM✨

✨Se še spomniš, ko si v vrtcu brezskrbno čečkal po papirju? Kako si lahko prosto raziskoval barvo in obliko, ki je pred teboj nastajala na beli površini?

✨Otroci skozi igro, risanje in ustvarjanje izražajo dele sebe ter raziskujejo svojo vlogo v svetu. In čeprav si zdaj že velik in odrasel, otrok v tebi še živi! Čeprav ga morda ne vidiš, slišiš ali čutiš, se ta otrok še vedno skriva v tebi in čaka, da mu boš namenil čas in pozornost. Če dovolimo svojemu notranjemu otroku svoj čas in prostor za izražanje, lahko odkrijemo dele sebe, ki smo jih tekom odraščanja zaprli v sobo »Obnašaj se letom primerno!«!
Naj ustvarjanje ne bo več cilj, ampak proces! Proces raziskovanja svojega notranjega sveta, proces opolnomočenja svojih notranjih virov moči, odkrivanje lastnih pozitivnih lastnosti in osvetlitev zaprtih delov naše psihe.

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