Kwentujuan

“Hindi mo kailangang masunog para magningning. Minsan, sapat na ang liwanag ng pahinga.”
-k

Caged in Their Reflections

I’m trying to be someone I can’t become—
chasing a dream I never wanted to claim.
They tell me to dream big,
yet they’ve never reached their own.
Little did I know,
I am only a mirror of their past—
a reflection of the goals they could not hold.

I work on myself in shadows,
not for me, but because they told me to.
It’s a cycle—
endless demands, silent expectations—
shapes I cannot fit,
rules I do not understand,
yet my life bends to their will.

I wonder how this world turns.
I envy those who fly for themselves
while I fold my wings,
locked inside a cage
built from someone else’s fears.

Will this path end in freedom?
Or lead me to a life worth looking forward to?
O society—
of freedom and of chains—
are you truth, or just
a simulation of the life I wish to live?

-k

Chaotic mind

A brain that flutters, shattering my mind.
closing a door to something irrelevant yet close to my heart.
Does a pain subside if a word does'nt heard anymore?
or does it take away the freedom for what is yours?

Entangled, broken, and down.
what lies ahead your mindless crown?
Pieces, shattered, drown,
laughing your life like a crazy clown.

what's done is done.
and I
Am
Gone.

-k

How am I still sane,
Despite fears and brokenness?

How am I still think fine,
When I can't figure what's right nor wrong?

How can I say I am not crazy?
If all of I see was the beauty of you.

When everyone tells me you're not?Now I can tell I am somewhat Insane.

-k

I struggle to close my eyes.
Frightened to see these lies,
Ahead from my fear, this fright
Will I see some glimpse of light.

What's more to see?
To this world I may be.
If this heart will perished me,
How I to live continuesly?

Suffering in silence,
Like a noise, a disturbance.
Somewhat quietly in presence,
Yet the chaos is not an absence.

Do I do what to do?
Did I do what not to do?
Do you know what I want to do?
Do I do what I need to do?

The Notion of "Utang na Loob"

Nowadays we seek to explain how does this "utang na loob" affects the lives of individual. But first alamin muna natin ano ba ang ibig sabihin nito?

Utang na loob ay mula sa salitang Utang na ibig sabihin ay pagkakaroon ng pansadya galing sa isang Hiram na bagay, sitwasyon, etc., at ang salitang Loob na nangaling sa buong salita na Kalooban, eto naman ay tumutukoy sa maaring masama or mabuting termo ng emosyon, halimbawa ay Galit, Tuwa, Lungkot, at marami pang uri.

Ang pinagsamang salita ay tumutukoy sa pagkakaroon ng pansadyang hiram mula sa nagbigay ng mabuti o masamang kaloob ng isang tao.
Maaring utang na loob ito sa Pamilya, utang na loob bilang Higanti, o pagkakaroon ng utang sa mga sitwasyon na tinulungan ka.

There are two people/parties involved in Utang na loob, ang gumawa ng pag tulong or asal, at ang nakatangap ng tulong or asal.

We tend to overpowered the utang na loob nowadays to the point the we disregard the value of one person to another. Is it a "duty" of the one who received to "pay" the utang na loob to the other party? Nope, it's not a duty, rather it is paid by the term "Pagkukusang loob".

Utang na loob is not a duty to be paid, rather by Pagkukusang loob. It's not an Obligation, it's "bukal sa pusong ibibigay".

-Be wise and be kind.