Russ Loresca

You just woke up one day and decided that you're finally leaving now. And that's the thing I never wanted to see coming. —I really never wanted it to come. Because at the same time, I have nothing to do with your decision but to respect it. You already have your wings. —you're free in the first place.

If only you knew, you're the only one I'd wish to spend all the seasons of my life with. I just want to be with you. —I really wanted it to be you. In every season, in every country if ever given a chance to go there. But I guess this is it.

Thank you for letting me dream of having a life with you. Thank you for letting me know how to love once again despite the odds of not getting loved back. For letting me know how to feel hurt rather than feel nothing at all, thank you. And now, I'm just going to live with it, alone. Carrying a question; "How does it feel to experience every season of life with you?"

—Oh, pardon me for daydreaming, It's all that I have left for now.

"seasonswithtzu" 🦌
-Russ Loresca 🐺
(------ --:-- - ✍️ finally after two years, OT9 completed. And it's all thanks to the song "Autumn" by Ben&Ben for inspiration to finish this writing. 🍂)

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🐯 okay na yan 'di naman ako kilala niyan e HAHAHAH jk 😙🫶

TWICE 🍭

Matagal na rin simula nung huling tumugtog ako.

Di ko na rin namalayan na lumipas na ang matagal na panahon.

Di ko na rin alam kung nasa akin pa ang talento,
Sa pag-tugtog ng mga instrumento.

Alam ko nandyan lang ang talento ko,
Kaso hindi ko na nga lang alam kung saan ko naitago.

Kailangan ko pa bang ibalik ang sariling ako?
O kailangan ko lang talaga ng isang tao?

Isang taong handang makinig sa nilalaman ng puso ko,

Sa pamamagitan ng mga musikang tinutugtog ko.

Siguro kailangan ko lang ng isang taga-pakinig na tulad mo.
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Siguro ikaw lang talaga ang hinihintay ko.

"Chae" 🐯
-Russ Loresca 🐺

(25222 8:05. Ang iyong mga tingin, labis ang mga ningning. Oh panaginip lang, ayaw nang gumising pa. 🎶)

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May pa-baliktaran bars pa ako rito ahh HAHAHA Happy Birthday Minaaa! 😌🫶

TWICE 🐧

Darating ka pa ba?
Kasi kung oo,
Magparamdam ka naman,
At hihintayin kita.

Pero teka lang...

Naghihintay ba ako kung meron?
O nag aabang sa wala.
Baka wala naman talagang "meron",
At totoong naghihintay lang sa wala.

Di ko alam,
Kung kailangan munang magtagumpay
Sa karera ng buhay
Bago kita matagpuan

O,
Sa kalagitnaan ng paglalakbay,
Ay dun kita makilala
At makasama nang pang habang-buhay.

Kung darating ka pa,
Kahit wag mo nang bilisan.
Basta iparamdam mo lang,
Na siguradong darating ka.

Kase baka sa tagal mong dumating,
Baka di mo na ako maabutan.
At maabutan mo na lang,
Na sarili ko na lang ang pinili na mahalin.

Pero kung nandyan ka lang,
Galawin mo ang baso ko.
Tapos timplahan mo ng kape,
At sabay na mag almusal tayo.

Dahil kung nandyan ka lang,
Sasalubungin kita.
Baka kase hindi talaga sa dulo ang tagpuan,
Kundi magsasalubong tayo sa gitna.

Na kahit na gaano katagal,
Basta nandyan ka lang.
Hindi ako maiinip,
At hihintayin talaga kita.

"ms. Mina" 🐧
By: Russelle Loresca 🐺

(61021 14:59. From "mina-swan" to "ms. Mina".)

Munting tula na patungkol sa paghihintay at sa mga naghihintay. Sana po magustuhan niyo po! 🙌✨

While I'm writing this, I'm starting to have intrusive thoughts about shaving my head bald again. Funny, isn't it? It's just hair, anyways. Don't worry, I promise I'll never wait for the end again; it'll come in time anyway. Even though it kills me every single day just to pretend those words, "I think I'm better now than yesterday", I only die once. So, I'm gonna live with these rest days of mine as it is.

Hey, can you come-a-come out and play? Sounds like a lyric? Kidding aside. How are you? It's been ages since I last saw you, but for me, it still feels like it was only yesterday. And I love feeling that way every time I think of you. I hope you're doing well. And I just want to say; don't change the thing where you are amazing. Sounds like a lyric again? Yes, it is. I just can't deny that you're the one who pops into my mind whenever I'm listening to those songs.

I just wonder if only you knew how much I cried and begged for your name to God in every one of my prayers. Or let's say, you do know it. Would it be possible to persuade you? To be with me? After all, keep safe, always. I'll just let those things be as they should by not trying to force something that's out of my control. But I'm still hoping through my prayers. How silly of me.

I think I'll never love the way I did. Or even love another one again. So, for now, all I want is to get the life I always dreamed of —a career that I don't know if it's meant for me or not. I'd rather divert myself into pursuing music, arts, tours, adventures, and enjoying nature's beauty than finding someone new.

And now, I'm going to start from scratch once again —a never-ending scratch just to find out what'll be the result of this if I don't give up.

And if ever you're reading this —to my greatest love of mine, I love you. —just in case I never get a chance to see you again. Even if it's just a glance, for me it's a pleasure and a treasure to be kept for a lifetime.

"A Letter From Me To You"
-Russ Loresca 🐺
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I was afraid at first, because I thought if I shouted your name loud enough just to hear some echoes of your response, the monsters hiding in the thick fog around me would hear me and might get me. Until I finally found myself walking through the vastness of the mist and now I'm in the middle of nowhere. —Alone.

While having a walkthrough, this question popped into my head; do I have to wait? Then my inner voice interrupted while I was lost in my deep thoughts and answered; No. —there's no one waiting on the other side of your call. All you see is just a mist of emptiness, surrounding you.

After walking long enough and shouted your name loud enough, I'm slowly convincing myself that maybe one day or two, I'll be complacent enough to go anywhere knowing there's no one waiting for me to come home.

—And I think it's much better to die alone first than to see you with someone else on the other side of this damn mist.

-Russ Loresca 🐺
(--0126 --:-- - ✍️. Inspired by the film "The Mist".)

"Here I am... playing with those memories again." —as Air Supply plays on my phone. Feels like it's only yesterday since that moment turned into a memory of mine.

I'll never forget the day I first saw you once again after a long time —because I know that'll never happen again.

And maybe we're never really meant to see each other again. So wherever you are, I wish you all the best.

—Thankful to have these memories. I'll never forget to remember it.

-Russ Loresca 🐺
(010126 10:48 - ✍️)

That day, once again. Whether it's just my instincts, fate, or right timing —to look right at my back. And I'm sure this time... there's no more second-guessing.

Because guess what?

No need to describe —hair, skin, that kind of dress. And even if it's just a glimpse of your back, I know it's you.

Glad to see you there, doing just fine.

-Russ Loresca 🐺
(271225 15:51 - ✍️ na para bang may ultra instincts ni Goku. Haha)

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