By Dee

Kumusta? Graduate na ba ang tanan? Nadaog na ba ang tanan? Gitraydor na ba ang tanan? Kumusta?

Mangaon ta?

LF kauban mag Cleo Heights. Kana unta Engineering, ror.

kanang di naka ma excite kung mo balik siya kay kabalo naka nga mawala ra sad dayon

ANG KURYENTE SA MARAGUSAN BA KAY MURAG GUGMA SA IMONG EX WALA-BALIK 🙄

Another attempt at trying to find forgiveness and also writing ✨

As the evening arrives per usual
You start to ponder over the events.
The day today, yesterday, a month, a year
Mistakes, regrets, and everything you fear

You've reached the point of no return
no longer can you run away
Demons haunt your every turn
the choice your left is to kneel and pray

You seek the heavens for repentance
to wash away the sins you've made.
You ask forgiveness, you pray acceptance
Hoping for your debt to be paid

-Visitor

another attempt at writing ✨

I used to know a girl who loved a certain beverage
She used to drink it everyday
It was sweet, just like her

I never liked that drink
The taste made me gag
It was horrible that just the thought of it gave me goosebumps

But now that the girl was gone
I began to like it
I now crave it
Though the taste is still the same

Everytime I take a sip of that beverage
I am reminded by my memories of that girl
She isn't here with me anymore
She's with someone else

The beverage she loved but I abhorred
Has now become my kryptonite

-Visitor

If you are reading this then this is for you ✨

In order for you to forgive those who hurt you, you must first forgive yourself.

A lesson that I was taught
By a person who I once knew
But now we are strangers
Not really something new

I hop from one place to another
A stranger to permanence
Staying in one place is choking
It's like being contained in a fence

Made of adamantine
Created by thoughts of evil
Shackled down to the depths of hell
Held by the devil

But as what I see
The devil in hell that held the chain
Was only looking for a friend
For someone to free him from all the pain

Even if I run away
The chains will follow suit
There is no place to escape
Forever bounded always in pursuit

Shadows from the depth
Envelop my soul
Never free they take apart of me
Constantly leaving a hole

I once tried to fight back
But I never had the strength
I mustered all my courage
But always came short to a length

I tried forgiving myself
I tried forgiving
I tried

I'm tired

Sins came piling up
It felt like the weight of gravity
Came crashing to break my frame
Forgiveness? Blasphemy

I can never forgive myself
The pain that I gave
To the person who taught me
The person who I wanted to save

-Visitor

A poem for the advocacy of Mental Health ✨

Let's talk about mental health
It's not as easy as 1 2 and 3
The whole world should know this
So everyone suffering can be free

Let us break this stupid stigma
About people saying it's fine
Or just go to church and pray
So that the dark will turn to sunshine

Go talk to a therapist
Go talk to a shrink
Not everything can be solved by a prayer
People please just effin think.

I'm not denying that God can't help
I'm not saying that he's not the answer
But please bear in mind
"Nasa Diyos ang awa, Nasa tao ang gawa"

Stand up for yourselves
You're not alone in this fight.

-Sikolohiya
-Visitor

I wanted to just disappear
Out of sadness, Out of fear
Just me myself and I
If I can leave or just die.

Its not because I don't want to leave
But its because reality had me deceived
Walking lifelessly, hollow without a goal
I wonder why I don't have the soul.

I am tired of these faces waiting for me to fail
A crowd waiting for the ship that is going to sail

To the stormy winds and raging seas
Waiting for me to drown, as they please.
Praying like its in the movie of titanic
A ship that still drowns even if its gigantic

Everyday I wake up like a mess
Even you see me how well I dress
My mind is still jumbled, like a typhone is still going
Did my very best even if I don't know what I am doing.

I just wanna disappear and leave everything behind
To a place that is so hard to find
Leaving my lovers and failures of yesterday
And find a meaning to live everyday

No eyes to look at my every turn
No whispers of my name that is making my ears burn
No expectations that are as high as mountains
A place where happiness is like a fountain

Please I just wanna disappear
Somewhere far away from here
No one who knows me, and a place so well hidden
Where I can start over my life again

-flowerlaces

Guys remember, Once a girl finds her worth, she will spare nothing and leave you behind if you treat her s**tty.

When a woman gives up from every mistake you made, she finally has realized she doesn't have to put up with your s**t.

She cried a thousand nights before she wakes up to her reality.

Once a woman forgives, please treasure that second chance.

She sees that you are worthy to have that chance.

But after that, there will be no more mercy

And she will leave you hanging.

-flowerlaces