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Celebrating with our magickal hosts and 💖

Day 4. Magic

I believe that absolutely everything and everyone is magick. And that we are surrounded by magick, and made of it.

Awakening to our own magick is one of the most magickal things there is. Embracing and harnessing it, and giving ourselves permission to contribute our unique magick and take up space is our purpose.

Source, Life, Creation deems you worthy to be here, right now, exactly as you are to be the blessed conduit of that magick.

To create, and to inspire, to encourage, to flourish, to nourish, and to express yourself in any way that brings you and others joy and the permission to do the same.

You are magick made manifest ✨

Celebrating in the magic garden with our magickal hosts and

***SPOILER ALERT*** ACOTAR

Day 5 Nest

Ok, so I’m twisting this prompt to go on a little side quest to talk about Nesta Archeron- a character from the ACOTAR series with a story that spoke to me in ways I never expected.

2. Nesta’s story as told in A court of Silver Flames, unveils a character who for most of the series has been portrayed as cold, cutting, selfish, and difficult to deal with.

5. Nestas depth unfolds as we begin to dive into her POV- the blame, the guilt, the shame, the self loathing- and we begin to see that Nesta is actually deeply sensitive to rejection.

It is a

story of the ways we self protect, and how we deal (or don’t deal) with vulnerability.

And how that shows up for us in our day to day lives in ways that people around us may find it hard to understand.

8&9. Sometimes it takes 1 person (or a group of people who care) to come along and commit to taking on the challenge of loving such a heavily guarded person.

This is the story of Nesta, learning how to feel safe, and the challenges that come with allowing others to truly see us, and to love us in our imperfection.

And importantly- how to accept that we are worthy of love and kindness even when we feel we don’t deserve it.

This is an important story that needed to be told 💖

Celebrating in the magic garden with our magickal hosts and

Day 4 Rabbit

Falling down the rabbit hole 🕳️ 🐇
is one of my favourite things to do, and something I always look forward to.

The best way to fall down a rabbit hole is to be insatiably curious, and to follow that curiosity without asking too many questions.

At the end of August last year I received this card, and did exactly that, falling down the Dark Romance bunny hole with the book Haunting Adeline.

That book took me places I never expected!

The changes in me since have been undeniable. I could never go back to being the sexually repressed vanilla bean that I was.

I feel more alive than I’ve ever been.

8. “Rabbit Heart” by Florence and the machine has always been a favourite song of mine.

9. These statues of the White Rabbit, Alice and the Mad Hatter are my favourite at The Hamilton Gardens 💖

Celebrating in the magic garden with our magickal hosts and ✨

Day 3 Key

1. Abundance is the love language of the Universe. Once we relearn it, everything begins shifting.

4. One of the most significant keys that unlocked doors for me was realising that I could stop telling myself the same old stories of how I suck and how karma will punish me for every little mistake I make.

Turns out that’s just the trauma talking.

5 & 6. Keys are significant to me in my spiritual practise becos they are sacred to my matron goddess Hekate.

When she starts sending me keys, I know I need to pay close attention.

7. A big key was realising that urgency culture was exacerbating my trauma and keeping me stuck in survival mode.

Unsubscribing to urgency culture and giving my body permission to receive what it needs has been pivotal in my healing journey.

8. Music is a major key to me, capable of blowing open my chakras when they need a good clearing.

Music is part of my daily well being practise, whether it’s bilateral to help both hemispheres of my brain to fire together, or something that unlocks unprocessed grief, or just music for the sake of boosting my dopamine levels so I can do life… music is the skeleton key.

Celebrating in the magic garden with our magickal hosts and ✨

Day 2 Gate

In my magick garden the sky is the limit.

Gates are less physical and more celestial.

Every star gate a portal to a new, beautiful dream.

5. I like my Gates open.
This gate at our local. is one of my favourites to walk through during a gateway as a symbolic conscious act of walking through the gateway with intention and gratitude.

6. The next celestial gate- the eclipse portal opens at the next full moon on the 25th of March, in the sign of Libra ♎️ and closes out with the solar eclipse at the following new moon on the 9th of April, in the sign of Aries ♈️

8. But of course every month there is a gate, in the form of the moon cycle, that transports us through the day to day machinations of our experience.

9. Quote from the magickal ACOTAR book series by Sarah J Mass.

Books have been such a fantastic gateway for me!

Celebrating in the magic garden with our magickal hosts and

Day One… Birds

1&2. A mother/daughter tattoo of a beautiful hummingbird- a tribute to the motherline.

My late mother also had a hummingbird tattoo and so this tattoo represents our connection with one another.

The hummingbird my daughter and I share carries a pomegranate seed in its mouth- a representation of the Demeter/Persephone myth, of the relationships between mothers and daughters and the coming of age from maiden to mother.

This tattoo is even more special given that it was my first ever tattoo, and the tattoo artist was my youngest brother Cheyne Tweeddale from 🩷

The Wisdom of the Fibonacci Spiral

Recently I’ve been pulling the same card “Conchomancy” not really understanding what it was about.

The message was: connect with shells, they each have unique and important messages for you.

But I haven’t been to the beach in the last week, and there haven’t been shells to connect with.

Of course, the Divine doesn’t talk for the sake of talking, and it doesn’t wait around for you to go to the beach either.

In my Quantum Leap- Jumping Timelines reading I just did, there was constant talk about the Fibonacci spiral.

The Fibonacci spiral (a.k.a Golden Ratio) is the Divine formula for creation.

It is the formula of our DNA, the formula of flowers, the formula of every whorl we see- be it in a tornado, the way water drains down a hole, the whorl of galaxies.

And, no surprise, the formula of a Conch shell 🩷

It begins with one very simple seed, spark, element or essence- and from there, with Divine intention, it expands into the thing it was destined to become.

Humans have for the longest time, believed that Time was a linear process. That we go from the past to the present and on into the future.

But Time is not linear- rather it travels in the same formula of the Fibonacci sequence. Which is why we repeatedly come back to similar issues and deal with them from our current level of consciousness.

Sometimes we think we have gone backwards when actually, we are redoing whatever it may be from an elevated perspective, or with an elevated approach. Becos this is the process of evolution.

Then a reel about Time and the Fibonacci sequence was honestly the first thing I saw in my Instagram newsfeed today.

I will post it for anyone who wants to see it- but in the reel she explains her theory of how past, present and future are all happening in the same space.

And how, if you are climbing a spiral stair case (like on this Ace of Swords card in my reading) you can see every level from whatever level you may be on.

Hence, why we can connect with all timelines of ourselves- becos they are all ‘seeable’.

And so as I Quantum Leap from this linear paradigm into one that is far more interconnected, I have been given the gift of a higher awareness of multidimensionality, and how I can harness the concept of the Fibonacci sequence to really expand my level of perception, and evolve further (with Divine intention) into the version of me that I was always destined to bloom into.

And so an important message here is:

That we are never stuck in linear time.
That most of our anxieties come from the mind telling us that nothing will ever change, this is all there is, and we can never manifest into anything greater.

All stages of our experience are temporary.
Every level is like a video game. We go around each level picking up little bits and pieces (resources, maps, info, connections), face challenges and solve little puzzles.

Then when we get to the next level we go…. Awww that’s why I found this, becos this helps me to unlock that, and so on and so forth.

There is always a bigger picture.
One we are not seeing when we get caught up in the minutiae of what we’re trying to do.

When we’re berating ourselves for what we think we should be able to do- when we’re still on a different level.

Every level has a sacred purpose.

The Fibonacci unfolds.
And so do we.

As do our destinies.

Give yourself permission to unfold in the Divine pattern that you were intended to unfold.

This is the ultimate beauty of our lives 💖

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Day 15… Devotion

1. We all just want to find that person that chooses us, and keeps choosing us.

2. The things I’m looking for in a masculine these days are simple.

Are you brave enough to make the first move?

None of any of my relationships in the past would have happened had I not have preempted it.

Yeah you think I’m cute. Yeah you think you might like it. But do you want me???

Like actually… cos im done with reading subtext and analysing your body language, agonising over what your feelings even are for me.

If you want me, claim me.
It’s that simple.
Or I move on.

3&4. Can you keep me?

I can’t be kept with constant mediocrity. I run too deep, too wild and too free.

I’m not hard to please by any means- but I’m not a piece of furniture you dust off once in awhile.

I’m no less perfect than you are either, so don’t make the mistake of pedastooling me.

I won’t just fall off it, I will somersault off like im competing in the olympics high dive.

I am devoted to grace- I’ll hold grace for us both.

I’m devoted to authenticity- mine and yours. And everything that entails.

I will fight for your right to be true to yourself as much as I will fight for mine.

5&6. Can you show up without constant prompting?

I’m no longer in the business of trying to make you want me or love me.

Making you put in the effort with guilt trips and ultimatums.

Or… making myself into someone I think you can love.

Unless you’re ready for devotion- I’m not in it.

7. Devotion requires the heart, as does passion

8. Devotion or codependency???
Such a fine line.

Love and devotion requires sacrifice, yes.

But self sacrifice to keep someone that may not be compatible with you otherwise??

… Society is full of tainted ideas.

-excerpt from Iron Flame by Rebecca Yarros.

9. Devotion to me is a mindfulness practise. We can only choose our acts of devotion in this moment.

We only know who we are, what we value, and what aligns with us currently.

Forever implies that we will not change. Or that we’ll resist change.

What are we truly devoting ourselves to??

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Day 14. Ceremony

1. I truly do believe all of life is ceremony.

2. One of the very few photos I have chosen to keep from my wedding.

The masculine in this pic is my eldest brother, performing father of the bride duties.

I absolutely loved my dress and the ceremony. It was extremely meaningful to me.

This was a significant life event and I have no regrets whatsoever about marrying my now ex-wife.

This marriage experience still til this day is teaching me about who I really am, in hindsight.

3. The person I was then only knew how to find love externally.

4&5. 22/2 gateway 2018.
I performed my own solo ceremony in the stone circle at the Arboretum- and married myself.

This was when I committed wholeheartedly to loving me, my spiritual journey, and commit to the unionising of my own inner feminine and masculine energies.

And nothing has ever been the same since.

This year, at the 22/2 gateway I will be going back to the stone circle and performing another solo ceremony, to align my vows in accordance with the more whole version of myself that I have become.

This marriage is forever 🩷

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Day 13 Self Care

2. Being a woman trapped in masculine energy can show up as hyper-independence.

Where we feel that we have to be so overly self reliant becos we are afraid to be let down.

It can be incredibly hard to trust others to show up for us, and trauma can have us rejecting help simply becos we know we can do it ourselves.

For those of us who struggle with this, self care is learning how to let others take care of us too.

I am learning to let the masculines in my life take care of me when I need it.

4. In August right before my awakening I burnt out so bad that I was really struggling to take care of myself. To the point where I was too tired to buy groceries much less cook dinner.

My son Kaden saw his opportunity to support me by bringing his wok and all the ingredients and making sure I was getting the nourishment I needed.

5. My two main masculines.
My eldest brother Chy (left) is more like a father to me. I can’t even begin to express how lucky I am to have this masculine in my life.

6. An emotional reunion with my younger brother. The last 6 months has been all about reconnecting with the important men in my life, and letting myself be loved.

7. Self care is letting ourselves need the magick of each other.
We’re not meant to do life alone.

8&9. By allowing, honouring and appreciating the masculines already in my life, I create the perfect environment to magnetize more masculine magick.

And in this container my femininity blooms 🌸

This is the true gift to myself.

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Day 11 Transition

The transition period I’ve been in this past 5 months has been super fascinating.

I have given my curiosity full permission to lead the way, and where it has led me has been truly beautiful.

After years of being stuck in chronic fatigue, I have come back to life in a way I can’t even describe.

6. Becos this is my 3rd major awakening I wasn’t as confused, or scared about what was happening.

I realised immediately that I had to trust the process, and that it was safe to trust the process, even when I really thought ‘holy crap, I think I’m losing my whole plot’

I’m pretty sure my family and friends were a little concerned for awhile there too 🤣

Fortunately for me, I have their full love and support, becos our relationships are all founded on allowing each other to be who we are.

I’m currently integrating what I’ve learned, and being prepared for the next step in the process- testing all the theory to see how it works in practical application 💖

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Day 10 Dreams

2. It’s me- I’m that girl.
And I know.

4,5,6. Twin souls connect through the astral land of dreams.

I don’t ever do this intentionally with my twin- boundaries are important to me, but the souls use Dream sharing where relevant to share important information, particularly if they’ve chosen to go no contact.

Dream sharing with a twin soul doesn’t necessarily have to be sexual. Although it can be.

Sometimes we just check in on one another.

But it’s not only my twin soul who I tend to meet in dreams. I have a very active astral life that takes me many places.

The light bodies of significant people may choose to introduce themself to me in my dreams prior to physically meeting them.

I feel their light body’s signature, and that helps my traumatised nervous system identify them as safe.

And let’s me know- this is the person we sent you for this task/ experience.

7. I am and have always been a dreamer. It’s my way favourite way to dissociate.

8. Dreaming is not pure fantasy. It is a creative art that can manifest in beautiful tangible forms as it dances through the quantum field.

Never stop dreaming 💖