Random Thoughts

I wish the period of childhood could be frozen in time and the children may live as children forever.
Wanting to grow up was the worst wish we ever made.

During Our Childhood Tetris taught us that fitting in makes us disappear and Nintendo taught us that anything not saved will be lost.
Instead of trying to fit in and disappear, we've got to save anything and everything that we don't want to lose.

During this walk of life the flames we are compelled to walk through will turn us into ashes. Despite all things that happen we got to learn to turn ourselves into The Pheonix that rises up from our own ashes.

The term selfless Human has started to feel like a huge joke to me. Humans are just pathetic, two faced creatures. I openly admit I am. Most of the so called humans claim to have humanity and empathy within. While the truth is, they simply don't have the guts to accept the truth.

Atleast 74 Nepalese brothers and sisters died. Along with the loss of so many young aspiring individuals, the nation also faced a devastating blow to the economy. Our economy faced approximately 3 Trillion Rupees, which is almost half of our nation's GDP, worth of losses from damage to both Private and Government infrastructures. Unimaginable and everlasting trauma has been inflicted upon the whole nation due to the so called revolution.

This humongous sacrifice had given us a faint ray of hope, hope of a better nation. That ray of hope has disappeared after looking at things happening in the country.

The country has already initiated the arrest of those involved in the protest stating they caused damage to private/government properties, but nothing has been done to punish those that were responsible for the deaths of so many citizens. The blood of the youths has not dried yet and the corrupt parasites are already back to suck the country's blood. While the youth is busy torturing a winner of a certain beauty peagent emotionally, the media is back to their dirty business from the past. Looking at the system being rebuilt we see difference in the faces but no difference in the system.

The country achieved nothing from what has been termed as a historical revolution, believing it was successful feels delusional. Sad but true.

Destruction and Betrayal.

Nothingness

I hope the otherside doesn't exist.
I wish the afterlife to not be real.
When this chapter is over
I believe the end puts a fullstop to existance and
breaks the curse of Being.
This I wishes ,
Neither having to be this I
nor has to be this Me.
After the end of the story
This ends up molded into nothingness.

-UGLY