Poet Wizzy

I SHOULD BE DEAD

Everyone sees me but no one knows me
My life is a reflection of everyone's expectations
I don't know who I was meant to be
I am looking at these ropes and I feel like tying a knot

Life has been unfair and I feel so sad
I feel like I deserve better, because I know I am not that bad
It's painful when you have no one to call on
I feel like no one, I feel powerless, a pawn

I feel like I am in a lab
I feel knives and scissors going through my back
I already feel dead, I am already gone, I am missing in the map
I feel like being alone, I like it lonely and dark

Everyone is moving on and leaving me behind
Nobody is lovely nobody is kind
I wish I would die
I am honest, this is no lie
゚viral Dax

WHAT HAPPENED?

Dear Lord, I tried calling alot of times
When my life was scattered, it had no rhymes
Life felt like death
I couldn't catch my breath
I was covered in mud, ashamed of my own flaws
I felt caged, I had no keys to the door

I heard voices telling me you will never show up
Telling me, how long will I keep waiting?
I saw my bridges of hope crashing down
I felt sad, because it was you I had faith in
But now I believe in nothing now

I needed you, just as I needed my peace
How could I believe when my heart was on fire ?
Every step is a mistake, it's consequences never ceased
I felt you left and maybe you became a liar

With time everything might get better, my wish
When I will stop feeling like a devil's pawn, his dish

Sometimes I wonder
Why everything feels this way
Like I am hunted and I lost my way
Like my life is an experiment to show people what pain is all about
I feel like a specimen in a lab, no need to doubt

Every decision and step is a mistake
And then I am thinking, what else can I do
How can I survive when it feels like a game?, every step is new
How can I trust God with a heart that's on fire?
How can I keep going if I am lost and tired

Everyone calls me stupid, lazy and lots more
I am hurt this wound isn't healing soon
But is cool, I will be the best till the day I die
I have heard about God's promises but his making me feel like it's a lie

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I wish I could go back in time
And live during the time before my past
The period everyone knew I was fine
Right now my life is falling apart everything moving so fast...

I feel I should be dead
Roaming aimlessly, a snake without a head
My mind should be in a waste bin
A fish living in an ocean without fins
If life was a movie I no longer want to be a cast

I no longer want to endure this pain
I see my future yet I prefer my past
I can't keep standing and falling like it's a game
Nobody sees the troubles of my heart
They just want me to keep doing things I can't

My day is bleeding, my night is fading
My heart is fragile I don't know where it was made in

Who can save me?
How do I escape the arrow pointing to my heart?
How do I untie this rope on my neck?
If my life is a ship them I in a wreck

It's my birthday 🎉🎉🎉🎉

It's march 15, a reminder to keep smiling

In a blink of an eye I can be gone
I pray he gives me grace to validate the reason I was born.i pray he gives me grace to give everyone a smiling face

I pray he makes me unstoppable, unbreakable
No matter what's coming, I am capable
Happy birthday to me, it's a new age
I will keep writing till I am backstage....
゚viralシ
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Sometimes I feel I don't deserve to live
Next I think maybe this place isn't good enough for me
I am so confused I don't know what to believe
I am lost, sad and don't know who I am meant to be

I am fighting wars in my head, 2 captains, my life is a ship
My mind telling me to be who everyone is to me
Otherwise I will look cheap
My heart carries the pain, agony, sadness and it makes me weep

Why keep trying when you failed trying even in your mind
If life was a journey, everyday I see mine coming to an end
I feel like falling off a cliff stop trying to save me my friend
These wound can't heal, I feel it's one of a kind

Sorry, I haven't being active for a while now, had to sort out alot in my life away from social media...