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🌿my world 🌿
My name is Maho and I’m feeling blessed for everything I have
Life is too short to not enjoy what we like
I’ve battled pretty hard to do what I like. I keep thriving, I keep moving
Although, I still have to go to my 9-5, every spare time I have I dedicate it to my craft and my family
So many dreams in the horizon
I recently stayed half of a day in bed as my body desperately asked me for a break
No regrets, no remorse
Then I started exercising for first time in a long time and I felt reconnected again
I haven’t had the time to get lost in the routine yet, although I’m certainly looking forward to keep adapting to this new life
new house, relatively new job and also new mind set which constantly keeps evolving and changing
I lived under so much pressure for the last two years and I slowly saw my health stricken
Today I got different priorities, a little bit more of myself was necessary, what mommy’s called “me time”
I’m trying simplicity as my new rule
It might sound silly but sometimes resting is a whole challenge, but i recognise it is necessary in order to be present
For now I’m looking forward to my next holiday and I’m enjoying a lot my new walk to the train in the morning
Little things that makes my life whole
Tell me something about you, I read you

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🌹Latin detachment🌹
I left Venezuela feeling disconnected from my roots, shaped by a society and upbringing that made me distance myself from who I was. When I moved to Ireland, I immersed myself completely in the language and culture, trying to belong. Over time, distance awakened something in me — a deep longing for my Latin identity, my venezolanidad, my roots.

Motherhood made it even more real. I realized I was unintentionally denying my daughter my native language, and with it, part of her heritage. Now, I’m learning to reclaim it, to speak it at home, to honor where I come from.

Living far away — among wet streets, green forests, and freezing seas — has brought to imagine myself closer to my homeland. I miss the smell of Cuyagua, the ocean breeze, the traditions, even the faith I once resisted. Diaspora reshaped me. It taught me that making peace with who we are is the only way to be free.

Today, I embrace my Latinidad — the art, the music, even the reggaeton. I belong to no one but my own evolving identity. I’m not who I used to be, but I am finally happier, grounded, and free.

🌸Summer/autumn memoria🌞
We had an amazing summer in Moh flowers, during the hot months we had the chance to meet new customers, at the same time to keep providing flower arrangements for our regular ones
Everyday we are working on improving our services, our presentation and the way we please your flower request
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One of our biggest dreams to concrete is a PHYSICAL STORE (we are definitely manifesting) and we know we will achieve it sooner than later. But definitely the way our business is shaping right now is bringing us so much joy
From sourcing the best blooms for your events until applying all the technics and knowledge I have cultivated throughout the time
Everyday I practice and study a new technic with the mean purpose of making my work look at a higher standard and more eco-friendly
Small details and quality on our services is what has kept us alive
It is incredibly satisfying to see how along the time every upcoming event is bigger than the last
Moh flowers is turning everyday more and more challenging but at the same time more and more exciting and beautiful to experience
As business woman and a mom the testing of my abilities keeps expanding everyday, now its not just raising one child but also keep building up this business that has become my life and way of living
I’m so proud to say that I have found within myself and my own internal work a set of tools that has put me in the right path, in moments when I thought everything was lost
I wish you keep enjoying our flowers throughout the rest of the year
And remember if you have a spare space that you would like to rent to me for doing flowers DM and we can start making some good business
I cannot even believe I have to start hiring people for my upcoming flower projects, this is unreal!
If you have tell me this 4 years ago I would have never believe it
But today it is a reality that I am facing with firmity and much enthusiasm
Thank you all , lets keep the universe happy, full of good vibes and flowers
Much love maho

🌹My latest solo trip 🌹

I went to visit Brussels a few weeks ago and had a great time, it’s not my favourite city but it has a lot to see

I used to think I didn’t like traveling by myself, but deep down, it wasn’t the problem, I was just scared. I always used to think that something might happen to me while travelling
So far, I have to say that many things have happened while traveling alone, but I’ve always survived. It sounds a little bit like life right?
Just a trip!

On my last trip to Turkey, my passport was stolen from my backpack, then luckily founded a few minutes later
And on this trip to Brussels, on my last day, I thought I was going to faint in the street from the worst period pain I’ve ever had. Thankfully, it passed and I was okay.
These moments made me realize that many things we do feel are scary, does not mean we shouldn’t do them
Fear means precaution, not “don’t don’t it”

As I’ve shared before, my life turned upside down after spending almost two years unemployed. I had to learn to live with the unplanned and the uncertainty. At first, it was tough, but then I understood that as humans, it’s impossible to control everything
A certain level of letting go is necessary in order to live happier I reckon

I wouldn’t have come to this realization if I hadn’t faced many of the things I was once afraid of
So now I throw this question into the air:
What is that one thing you know you have to do, but are too scared to try? sometimes the answer to that question might actually be the key to your freedom or happiness
I think it’s worth giving it some thought
What do you think? 🪬

🌿photo dump🌿
Así como volví me vuelvo a ir
Así como entre vuelvo a salir
Así como pensé eso, ahora pienso en ti
Ayer hice, pero hoy hago
Antes no caminaba, pero ahora sí camino
Que sin ti me sentía perdida, y amor pues si, pero ahora me siento anclada
Que dices? si no se contara esa historia constantemente en mi mente, que sería de mi?
Sin mis historias, mis invenciones, mis convicciones
Não veem que não tem isso vai e vem
Días de movimiento, días de pensamiento
El alma 🖤

🪻Weekend vibes🌸
I’m loving this song so much, I hope you enjoy it as much as I do
I don’t remember where I found it, but it end up being a band where the boyfriend of one of my lovely friends plays at so I now love it even more 🔥
We had a lovely weekend full of work, cleaning and creativity
It turned out to be those moments when I’m trying to organise my spaces when the creative explosion happen
There’s still a lot to organise after the moving. Although, I keep finding the pieces of the life that constructs my identity
I realise how easy is to hear the outside voice and silence our own one
The sense of belonging is one of the biggest things for us as humans. I’m wondering if it might be related to serotonin? I don’t really know but the fact is that we all like to belong
Then I wonder why to belong I have to pretend to be someone else? Sometimes, unconsciously we all do it
I’m currently re-learning that being me is cool and that I should not change to other people like me
I used to show this rebel side of me to my family all the time, I was a very difficult teen as I will always did what I wanted. I thought I knew what was best
But with the years and by listening what society dictates you tend to forget that person you once were and that’s when you sadly lost your essence
For the last 3 weeks I had bright pink hair, at first it was a bit shocking, but with the days I felt so me, so beautiful
That pink hair made me reconnect
I am currently looking for what inspired me to be more creative, more myself
Within my silence I keep polishing this floral art I’ve been hiding in the dark for so long
To get back to myself I had to hit rock bottom and silent what disturbed my process
I also learned recently that there’s people that love you so much but unfortunately they don’t know what’s best for us and that’s ok too. It’s good to hear but to not to sink
I’m understanding that while I’m clear of who I am and where I am going I don’t need to give much explanations
I lived for a long time thinking and rethinking my existence, but now in this new life, joy and understanding are my cores

🌸cuerpo cansado, mente creativa🌸
Me debatía el otro día pensando si era más cansado trabajar 40hr en una oficina o 46hr de trabajo físico?
La respuesta nunca llegó a ser exacta
Recuerdo días en la oficina, estaba tan quemada…
De tan mal humor, odiaba las pantallas y muchas cosas más
Y cuando me despertaba de nuevo, era como apretar repeat
Así pasé tantos años
Encontrándome cada día con una realidad que nada tenía que ver conmigo y mi propósito
Al mismo tiempo a través de todos los años de trabajo para social media logré hacer conexiones irrompibles, con gente muy real y linda que ahora son parte de mi familia
Además logré aprender organización empresarial y muchas otras cosas que ahora son de suma utilidad en mi vida y que me han ayudado a alcanzar nuevas metas
A pesar de no pertenecer a ese lugar fue mucho lo que aprendí
Hace algunos meses estuve a punto de volver a ese mundillo, ya que navegar lo laboral en el exilio no es trabajo fácil
Pero gracias a que no ha sido fácil hoy he logrado especializarme en cosas que jamás pensé
Y si, después de pensarlo mucho y darle muchas vueltas volví a decir que NO por segunda vez a trabajar para social medía companies
No podría explicarles la paz que esto me ha dado, finalmente siento que mi mente se ha limpiado de tanta basura que le metemos cuando trabajamos en eso
Ya no tengo pensamientos intrusivos y mi creatividad está desbordada
A pesar de que llego a casa muy cansada todos los días, siempre tengo energía mental para escribir y hasta para hacer pedidos de flores durante la semana
Ha sido interesante volver al trabajo físico a mis 40’s y en este caso no solo físico si no con significado, día a día trabajo para ayudar a otros
Ha sido el primer trabajo que he tenido en este país en donde realmente me he sentido valorada y en donde he tenido la oportunidad de crecer profesionalmente en una forma que nunca pensé o esperé
Pase lo que pase mañana el esfuerzo y la constancia de hoy han valido la pena y han dado su fruto
Poder estar en cualquier parte de la tierra en donde puedes ser tu mismo, no tiene precio

🌸Mental health reality🧠
I’m posting here a #ᴘʜᴏᴛᴏᴅᴜᴍᴘ of my last couple of days as an excuse to talk to you about mental health
I used to carry the weight of being the saviour—trying to help everyone, even when no one asked. At first, it felt like a gift. But over time, I realised not everyone wants to be saved… and not everyone is ready.

I’ve offered advice, encouragement, even just a kind word to a lot of humans—but it hasn’t always gone as planned. Sometimes, people aren’t open. And that’s okay. I’m learning to listen more and rescue less.

Last week, I lost my phone at home and I was stressed. Then he asked, “Where did you last use it?” 😅 I know he meant well, this is what he always says when I lost something. Then, I finally said it loud, “Please don’t ask me that anymore—I hate it.”
That moment reminded me: our words matter. Keeping things inside doesn’t help anyone.

Therapy has taught me that healing takes time, repetition, and a whole lot of honesty to ourselves, we really have to want to do the job. Even the “smallest” things can cause big emotional weight if we don’t talk about them. And if we don’t do the inner work, those unresolved things will keep always showing up.

So now? I still want to help—but in a different way. Maybe through my writing and my flowers 🌸
Supporting others doesn’t have to come at the cost of our own peace. In the other hand, being vulnerable might open a door.
Accepting help and understanding ourselves—that’s the real task. And honestly? It’s a job for life.

To anyone who’s struggling silently: I got to say that therapy changed my life. It gave me the strength to keep going and the tools to build the life I have today🤍
What’s there to lose? What else could I achieve?
I certainly believe that looking inside ourselves should be the most important journey of our lives
How is your path looking today?
Today, mine it’s full of flowers, turquoises and pinks🌷