Maturity

I always wondered how people act so cruel and selfish most of the time.

I guess I figure it out. They see you like they see themselves. They think your mind works as theirs.They can’t see your good actions. They can’t see that you really care without any reasons behind.

So when you deal with them just be selfish and put your self first.

You know what is the difference between burden and other excuses?
When you are a burden that means you are heavy so they find anything to avoid u but if they have other excuses and you are not a burden they will do anything to meet u or talk to you.

What should you do when your mind is fu**ed up?
Thoughts are flowing like a flood that will never stop. You feel so fu***ng tired but you can’t stop thinking. You wish things were more easier but sadly they aren’t. you wish you were more easier person but you aren’t.

You are here praying for things to be better. You are here praying that you will kill your thoughts before they do.

You have to know this, whenever you start justifying your actions saying this is life and its circumstances, you are putting many things on the edge of losing them.

You know what is so special about friendships?

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What makes friendship more valuable than any other relation is that friendship has no string attached. You are here because you want to be here and that’s it.

However this what makes it so frightened also. Having no strings means that one can go whenever he wants to.

I am not available all the time,However I make myself available for you that why you have the thoughts of me being available all the time.

Sometimes in relationships we have to take some steps back even if they are the closest ones to us. On the other hand If these relationships are truly the closest they won’t let you go many steps back.

You know when you feel that everyone around you is going on and is in the right way except you. You are still lost, trying so hard not to move on but to hope that you can find someone that truly listens to you.

درس من دروس الحياة اللي معظمنا ممكن يقع فيه إنه يرتب نفسه وحياته علي شخص تاني او اشخاص تانية.
من اعظم الاخطاء اللي ممكن تعملها وتصيب بيها نفسك بنفسك.
الحياة بتعلمك كل يوم وبتديك درس انك لوحدك فلما تيجي تقرر حياتك علي حد تاني ممكن تصحي الصبح تلاقي الحد التاني مبقاش موجود لاي سبب من اسباب الحياة الغامضة.
قراراتك تخصك انت وبس ومهما حسيت اني دي هتبقي حاجه قاسية افتكر ان لو معملتش كدا هتلاقي نفسك في إطار انتظار وقوع الأقسي.

Life is hard we all know that and it is hard because you have to do alot. Planning for the future,keep doing a lot of things and maintaining what you already have.

Sometimes you found your self running you don’t know why but you can’t stop.

Sometimes you found yourself alone because you were running and didn’t realize that you are losing people one by one.

You will say if they love me they will stay. I think they did, they waited and waited. They gave you many excuses and waited for you to come back to them but you didn’t.

You were too busy running and at the end it hurts that you didn’t run to keep them. You didn’t put your effort in your relations. You took them for granted and let life distract you.

In the first scenario, It is nearly a fact that most of the time someone gives more than the other one in the relation and most of the time this is acceptable. You may be aware of that you are a giver person and give more than you take and actually this makes you happy.
The second scenario is you are required to give and not to give as what you want, no to give as the other one wants you to give and he will not see anything else you do.

I can give unconditionally if you really appreciate what am I doing to you. I can give if you only doing this and not waiting for the time I will make this to you back.

If you are not a giver person that’s okay, don’t force it on you neither on the others.

If you can’t imagine that something will happen that doesn’t mean it won’t happen. It means it didn’t happen to you yet.