herdwhite

Ẅ̷̡͎̞͔̫̙̞͈͙̓̈́̏͐́͂͝e̷̗̯̔͗̀̆̇̎͛ were the wildcard on 25.4 - we got there fresh and sweated it out under a sweltering Berlin sun.

The atmosphere was tangible. Playful. Like electric sugar. One by one solo artists, soul singers, lyrical poets and musicians took to the stage (something like 20 artists performed) each supported the other - no one was left behind 🕊

Blessed to have met such talented and warm people - welcomed onto a DIY stage, fed, watered and embraced °•.

Live electronics / Håvard Møen Otnes
Bansuri flute / Himansh Pandey
Vocals guitar / Drew Pegram
Host with the most .stoni

M̴͈̤͈̞̰̤͋̇̾e̵̳̓͑̍s̷̩̙̲̓̄̈́s̶̛̹̼̩̫̰͍̠̒͊͋́̄̄̇͒̚á̸̫̤͉̻̆̒̽͋́̂̏g̷̖̼̮̦̬̒̒̉͊̀͐͛̈́͐͝é̷̡̯̦̘̝̰̹̫̎͗́̊͝s̸̡̧̥̰̮̗̼̯͂̾͆̓̿

̵̪̬̽͂̾͊͌̕͘͝l̷̳̰̀̇̏͆̚͜The time to shout about who you are has passed, good people. The chaos of our existentially ill-at-ease and traumatic birth into consciousness has settled in all our hearts. Our social and economic systems have no quite caught up. The day still rattles on and endless work needs to be done.

Who your truly are has awakened. Who you really are now does the speaking.

You don't just behave. You now believe.

The ancient library of your deep ancestry is now open.

28.3 Live @ Salon, Westwerk

Vocals/Guitar - Drew Pegram
Live electronics - Håvard Møen Otnes
Vocals/Harmonies - Anna Ambéra .ambera
Host & musician - Johannes Döpping
Sound engineer - Christian Döpping

Thank you to:

omnes.vision


for your support 🤛

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̵̪̬̽͂̾͊͌̕͘͝l̷̀̇̏͆̚ ̰͜Herdwhite Tribe = friends & supporters of independent music 🤛

Remember this melody!?

It's the gorgeous 'The Council of Foxes' a song written 7 years ago, recorded but hardly released and still in Herdwhite's repertoire

Here I am at my piano - given as a gift to me by a member of my music collective and studio project! It's out tune but sound magical

Band fundraiser launching soon 🎉

Love your energy and support, thank you

big hugs💚
Drew
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We finally got it together! Supercharged world first performance of 'Messages' live @ Fitzcarraldo Filmkunstbar.

Vid cut short to squeeze into formats like these - why do we curtail and pinch our art into pill sized fun!?

Watch the full fat performance ( ∞ link in bio biatches)

Live electronics / Havard
Bansuri flute / Himansh
Vocals harmonies / Anna .ambera
Vocals guitar / Drew
Live sound engineering
Host with the most

M̴͈̤͈̞̰̤͋̇̾e̵̳̓͑̍s̷̩̙̲̓̄̈́s̶̛̹̼̩̫̰͍̠̒͊͋́̄̄̇͒̚á̸̫̤͉̻̆̒̽͋́̂̏g̷̖̼̮̦̬̒̒̉͊̀͐͛̈́͐͝é̷̡̯̦̘̝̰̹̫̎͗́̊͝s̸̡̧̥̰̮̗̼̯͂̾͆̓̿

Your conscious decision to actively participate in change is the only catalyst needed:
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These 3 things helped me to manifest the change I'd always yearned for:

1. Begin speaking the words of the person you want to become. Walk this way. Brush your teeth this way. Act and sound as your dreams do. Energetic assignment (energising your higher self regardless of how stagnant your world seems) is an action-orientation that sees effortlessness come forward as your primary state. It's easier the more you move just as your new life asks you to.

2. Do more of the things you're passion about more of the time, even if other commitments suffer. You may have been buried in obligation and commitment in the 'upkeep' - the old life. It calls you every day (in every way) to act the same way - a way which best supports and maintains the status quo. Saying 'no' to more things, apologising and dipping out early, moving time and resources around (sometimes in tiny amounts) are all tacticts that free up space to lose yourself in life-affirming passionate play. Do more of what you Love.. now!

3. Relax into difficult new places, states, situations and challenges - They are signals for change. Whatever feels uncomfortable, uneasy, unfamiliar or odd is potent. Your nervousness is your body's way of asking 'am i safe?' - listen and respond. Regulate your nervous system and apply techniques that ensure you are safe (including rest, recover, recharge, reset). Then, as the sun rises, step out that bit further. Change recoils when change is imminent. We are excellent at 'read-ahead' resistance. Not 'knowing' anymore what you're doing can be liberating. Release yourself from the need to understand higher powers and passion states.

P̸̢̢̻̹̗̟̯̈͂ a̴͎͋̾̿͗͒̏c̸̬̤̺̮͎̥̙̺̒͗h̸̢̢̼͚̹͇̦͗̈̀͒̋̃́̉̽̕ ã̴̉̈́̇́̏̍̀̽͜͠m̸͍̗̼̭͆̉͒̿̈̈́̈̚͠ả̶̭̘̝̣̥̃͗͝ m̸̭̟̒̍̒́̈̈́͛͋͘̚a̷̛͔̳̹͔͚̘͈̽̎͐̊̈̃̎ Live @ Salon, Leipzig 28.3

Watch Full Concert (∞ in bio)

Have you ever had a slanging match with your lover? Ever screamed, smashed plates, said dark and hurtful things? Needed them to hurt the same way they hurt you? Crazy how much they can hurt you - words and actions. Lack of words and actions. How words and actions don't align. Neglect.

Say is a song which is honest enough to be vulnerable yet brave enough to speak out.

It asks our relationships to speak - don't dry up, don't shy away from the deep, raw, honest, tough shadow work.

'Build an outpost where the desert blooms where we deliver the blows but we cut to the truths'

'It's a feeling, like a gulf divide, where no one one rests, everyone hides and we swore we'd tie our favourite names to some passing cloud'

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So excited to be writing with such a talented artist .ambera

Clip from our harmony writing sessions with 'Say' - a song about rejection, loss and breakup which finds resolution and healing in communication and reciprocity

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Nothing is not worthy of being said when said with open eyes

Hugs,
Drew

∞ Tonight!

28.3.26 at Westwerk for a special herdwhite Record Release Concert

Westwerk Große Halle
Karl-Heine-Straße 93
Leipzig, Germany
Mar 28, 2026
8:00 PM GMT+1

Hinterhouse, Atelier house, 2nd floor

Record listening sessions follows the concert / Private bar // After show party

Advance tickets ∞ in bio

Join the Guest List for private invite ⚬°.∙ .•࿐

'Ring-fenced propagandised Patriarchy' meets an 'Existential clearing in the forest'

There's been a lot of talk around dissolving timelines, shifting paradigms and ego dissolution in circles I move within.

If you've found yourself facing 'deep change', it's no surprise - human beings struggle with change. Magic, once revealed through children's eyes is stripped away in an unfair exchange with toxic societal hypernorms.

Have you found yourself seeking safety, solitude, clarity and simplicity?

I've dropped into a space recently that can only be described as 'a clearing in the forest'.

This space represents a divide, into which our raw natural self discovers, on the one hand lonesomeness, and on the other, companionship. It's a middle space which calls for nothing but awareness. Here, in the background I hear no calls for rental payments, health insurance contributions, compulsory pensions or tax obligations.

This 'clearing in the forest' is an embodied space which resonates more with my animal than with what the puppet master would call 'my swayable ego'.

The idea of myself does not exist there - the clearing in the forest is a 'deep soul state'.

I sit here, like a wolf among wolves - with those primal eyes that seem to presume nothing but speak so exquisitely of life itself.

It came to me some years ago that I am tired. I'm tired of the systems which we have inherited, none of which I had any say in shaping. Systems which place such an emphasis on hitting the mark and allow so little room for individual agency, let alone wisdom, child-like play or activities outside ring-fenced propagandised patriarchy.

The answer is to begin walking. Advance, evolve and abstain. If you, like me, feel an urge to curl up and retreat into dispair at times - know that the system was designed to create conditions that perfectly support downward disempowerment. A spiralling that clips your divine wings in exchange for absent-minded capitulation.

Walk away - toward the clearings in our forests

Hugs
Drew

⋆❍ . ⋆ I've learned so much from past relationships, whether intimate, platonic, fleeting, deep and lasting or even dreamed and desired.

If your Love life if shot to s**t, or on the rocks, stormy, has seen better days, bent out of shape or has you climbing the walls - this song is for you.

Those we care for can revive our obsessed impulses of intense focus and desire. These pedastles are unhealthy, we know, but it can be so tempting to adorn love with incredible power, shower it with attention and lower your own self worth as cast into and forever Ill at ease under its delicious shadow.

Friends are beautiful and lovers too. The exoskeleton inflates and we run to the hills to collect gems for our true love's insatiable satisfaction.

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The more higher vibrational we become the more attractive - to those who vibrate attuned to your exact frequency. Healthy, mediating, spacious, loving reciprocity.

L̸̜̹̀̈͘̕ą̶̼̯͔̤͆̎͘ņ̸̼̫̘̟̈́͋̍̂̊͠g̶͚͙̰̮͎̒͂̉͌͌̅ͅu̶̮̼̩̭͗ạ̷̛̑̈́̄̋̾̂̈́̚͠g̶̢̡̛̲̩̹͓̞̩̭͕͂̇̓̑́̈́͒̎͠ è̵̢̔̂̈ live @ Beamer im Baum studio

Concert wt .ambera 28.3 @ Salon, Westwerk Leipzig

Has your soul path been unveiled over the past few months?
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How can we know if we walk the path chosen for us, lead by our greater self, who is calling us home?
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Start here - 'The journey of discovery is the discovery of the journey'

- Slowly appreciate each step, including ones you feel you have to take. These steps allow a throughflow of hurt, within which life lessons are embedded.

- Smile at the monster in the mirror. Your newly charged body and mind cannot always let go of the visual narrative you hold of yourself. Your face, eyes, skin, hair even dress has been constantly pre-judged for as long as you can remember. Try to let a 'nothingness' fall in between your impulse to comment and the actions you take. Groom yourself with love.

- Love what you do when it does itself. How do we know our soul is doing the navigating and not our egoic intention?

Soul actions feel weirdly alien. They are simple, effortless and joyful. You get nothing from them that you would normally attribute to success, satisfaction (gratuitous) or material wealth.

Having been sick for so long I see the hurt in my eyes, sometimes. It's all over me, sometimes. The light hits me in a way that I can tell my whole soul had been broken at one time.

I'm feeling light, open, loving, attentive, giving, spontaneous and alert.

Your soul path awaits - or are you living it right now? :)


S̸͇͉̋̌̓̈́́̽̚a̴̼̭̯̬̯̽̈̊̍̍̊͐̆̄͑y̵̳͈͖̲̝̼͉̥̟͗̍͆͜ live rehearsals @ Beamer im Baum studio

Big Hugs
Drew