Modah

Walking into a room and saying my name is Danny and I’m an addict is one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do in my life . Inside I knew what I was but admitting it to others in a room full of strangers took some strength . The 1/03/2025 I decided I could no longer live my life the way I was living it . My life had become very dark and very lonely . Isolating myself sniffing ridiculous amounts of ket on a daily basis . I was the real deal fully functioning addict I was fu**ed. I tried stopping so many times and if I stopped I couldn’t stay stopped . I tried it all working away . Moving twice . Deleting numbers . Changing my number . You name it i done it and it all failed . It’s easy for a non addict to say just stop . I really wish is was that easy but it’s not the case . In 2023 /2024 I got caught up with someone I shouldn’t of and my using went through the roof it was the only way I could block out the way that I felt . I’m not blaming them god no it’s me an my actions but the situation just added to my already crumbling inside . My life was unmanageable as f**k in every way possible and I hid behind a smile making out I was ok to everyone . No one knew how bad it was but me . I got to a point where the ket had Me very unwell mentally,physically and emotionally . I felt suicidal I was thinking of hanging myself beginning of this year as I couldn’t see a way out and couldn’t shut that voice up in my head telling me to get on it again when deep down I really didn’t want to but I was absolutely Powerless to that thought . Once the seed was planted it was a done deal I’m getting on it .
Today marks 6 months completely clean and sober and I’m so grateful I have a different life today . And this is all thanks to the 12 step program and the fellowship of ca . There is a solution to get sober and walking into those rooms and admitting my problem was the first step towards recovery . This post isnt out of ego I’m posting this for anyone who may be struggling and need help . To show you recovery is possible My inbox is open to anyone that needs help

3rd pic in you can see me at my worst
4th pic the newest healthiest version of me

DJs wedding . Good day with the best people

We lost our grandand 5 months ago and today was Grandma's 86th birthday . First birthday without grandad at the table . He was there in spirit for sure . Happy birthday to my amazing grandma . Family is so important ♥️

Amigos ❤️.

Kevs wedding ☀️ 💍 🥳

Cyprus wedding ready . Quick pic before melt in this heat 🥳 🌞 🥵

And it begins … Kev’s wedding ☀️ 🎉

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48 hours in Dublin for DJs stag

Really excited to be back behind the decs this Friday for and event playing alongside this talented bunch of selectors . Who’s coming??

Malta with What an experience

One life , live it doing things that make you happy