If Only I Knew How To Write

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I’ll edit a poem in some day.

Teach me how to forgive and let it all go
Give me grace to find it deep in my heart
Forgiveness for those who’ve done me bad
God give me the strength to let the past be
To unload the burden of hurt from my soul
For me to let loose and be light and be free
Even when it’s difficult to, not asked of yet
May I be able to open my heart to forgiveness
To grant them that even if they’re undeserving
I pray I forgive quickly, let go fast and move on
To not carry any resentment in my life ever
And as of today Lord, I forgive them all now
I let go of the bad memories and move forward
Importantly I hope You forgive them too God
May You bless them and lead them differently

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I want more God, I need more in my life
You hold a lot for me I know, I’m certain
I’m ready for what belongs to me, to rise
I’ll do anything for more, climb a mountain
Build me up for that more, do challenge me
Don’t hold back, mold me into that version
One that will handle that more, craft the key
Key-me, put me through intense conversion
I want more Lord and I’m ready to work for it
To sweat off, and move with tears on my eyes
I’ve nearly settled, hoped for magic I admit
But to stay, pretend more isn’t mine will be lies
So Lord, hear me out when I say I want more
I won’t chicken out in the process as before

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When my flesh fight my soul take over
When I’m too weak to act right oh Lord
Control the strings, move me accordingly
Fight my urge to do wrong as like before
Help me God do good as You want me to
Don’t let me stray again, refuse with me
Carry me on your back when I’m too weak
Enrich my soul, fuel me the Holy Spirit God
Cling to me with all Your power, may I not slip
Let no manipulation work over me my Father
Say ‘Not with this one, my anointed and chosen’
Ohh God, when I’m weary, lift me up and go
With me to a better place, leave with me Lord

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Talk Lord I’m listening, wholeheartedly here I am
Before you I come, humble than ever my Father
I’ve killed off the distractions, I’m back in the lane
I’m sorry I’ve strayed away Lord, way too further
You now got all my undivided attention than ever
Ask anything of me Lord and I will get it well done
I come bleeding, in severe wounds, to stay forever
I am staying this time around, oh Lord I will not run
Forgive me Father I took long time, sorry I’m late
Your word over mine, talk to me God I will listen
The planner of my future, the writer of my fate
Oh talk Lord, direct my steps, let the journey begin

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I wonder if You have seen the fight I’ve put
How hard I held on and hoped for the best
Did You notice what I did even it didn’t suit
Am I wrong Lord to now let it go, let it rest
Oh when I cried on my knees were You there
Tell me You heard me, how hard I wanted it
Father say You saw me then, now I can’t bare
How I prayed it be within your plans, just it fit
You’ve seen and read my heart oh Lord, right
Please forgive me Lord, if I ain’t patient enough
God I’m exhusted, I’m burn out, I have no might
I can’t anymore, You’ve seen I tried to be tough

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Lord I have no hope, but I’m trying
I got nothing to hold to, I’m shaking
I want to say I trust You, but I can’t say
I’m terrified Father, what if there is no way
I know You are Lord, I read so, but I’ve doubt
I’m trying God, but my fears are getting loud
You’ve done it before, You will definitely do it again
But I’m scared Lord, I’m breaking amongst this pain
I can’t help it but to blame myself for this mess
I beat myself day in and out, I view myself less
I know You are God, You are capable, You’re for me
Whatever You promised me, I know I will soon be
But God, the now, the now my father, I’m in deeps
It’s hard, terrifying, but I say I trust you with this lips

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If only I knew how to write
I would compose a letter to heaven
Ask God why ain't my things going right
Why at night is it hard to sleep till over eleven

If only I knew how to write
The Lord would know of how many times I broke
That no matter how I pray it keeps getting worse despite
Am I not worth of His mercy, am I a joke?

If only I knew how to write
Would write to the Messiah to come to my rescue
I've been on warzone for long, I'm worn out to fight
When will it ever be my time, long been in a cue

If only I knew how to write
My anger would have reached up there
Why haven't He been fighting my battles like a Knight
All I endured, didn't He see I couldn't and still can't bare

If only I knew how to write
I would ask the Lord why He left them to hurt me
When they shredded my heart, why was He quite
Should I just endure all this and say His will be

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I stand strong in His presence
All I went through now make sense
I bask in His grace to my heart content
The trials and test, I get what they meant
Were preparing me for what is to come
Greatest version of myself I'm to become
So I still repeat I won't get shaken
With Him I will stand, a choice taken
In my faith I will grow till I see the dawn
I casted away my worries, they are all gone
Now I rejoice for my coming blessings
I rest assured covered, no more stresses
I trust He won't fail me, He never had
Glory to him, I've never been this glad
Christ is my firm foundation, always been
I witnessed His goodness, it lives within

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Shutter apart what is not meant for me
Shed off all clung to me but doesn't belong
Get rid of all attached to me, set me free
Whatever I once thought right, but wrong
Do cleanse myself from it oh Lord, please
Come for me and fight myself if need be
Don't let go of my stubborn self, leave me uneasy
Fight for me from places I don't belong, make me flee
God come for me and burn bridges behind
And may I never look back as you hold more
This time may it be for good, let it be the real end
Nothing hold to my soul, have nothing on me to lore

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With a grateful heart I come before you today
I’m thankful for having my back, making a way
All praises to heaven as I feast upon blessings
You’ve loved me throughout, endless mercies
So I bow not to ask but to thank you for grace
You’ve been good and still are, best with ace

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