Audrey Creates Life

It took my a really long while to just stop.

Stop worrying. Stop overthinking.

December was mentally the most calming and busiest month ever for me.

It was calming because I retreated my energy from places I no longer thought needed my presence. And where my energy leaks, where the energy passes but never holds.

It was calming because I took a step back and chose to entertain myself and find a way that works for myself. Not only find—but actually trust it.

Trust that I’m meant to walk on this path.

Trust that I’m meant to rest.

Trust that I’ll get there when I need to get there, trust that whatever choices I’m making are the right ones, trust that I am choosing right for myself, my nervous system and my life.

And in that trust I had the courage of meeting three awesome women from the community, something not easilt done for me, three women who helped me stir that little warm soup in me so it can blend.

The result of that trust?

I stopped controlling my thoughts—and let them pass like clouds instead.

I stopped caring for perfection—and I just envisioned myself in my rawest, most sensitive, most abysmal, most powerful, most adorable. Most me.

And thus I found my way back to my power.

I found my poetry back.

I found my creativity back.

And I found it all so naturally, that all fear from me is slowly evaporating like damp… into divine trust.

Trust in myself, my abilities, my love, my creativity.

And that trust brought back my willpower.

Making me even more sure about every decision I’m ever making.

The struggles are always worth it in the end, my dear friends.

You just gotta dare show your teeth and claws.

This post has been in my drafts for a month now.
I completely forgot about it until I opened Canva again.
And it hit.

Because the change that occurred—is still happening.

It’s hard to put into words and show you.

But it’s happening.

I almost forgot my November recap 😅😅😢

Your path won’t look like theirs because your soul didn’t come here to copy.

It came here to create. To forge something from the unknown.

We forget this sometimes. When everyone online is moving fast, shouting loud, and achieving more in no time. It can make you doubt your own rhythm, your own timing, your own way of doing life and art and purpose.

But you were never meant to match their pace…

I wasn’t either.

And I often forget that.

You’re being guided by something quieter. Something wiser. Something that lives in your chest and speaks in gentle pulls instead of pressure.

Your path is slower in some seasons because you’re building depth.
Your path is different because your dreams require a different foundation.
One of slow life.
Your path is sacred because it’s designed for what only you can bring into this world.

Comparison is loud, but intuition is louder when you let yourself listen.

So if your journey looks nothing like anyone else’s.

Good.

If you’re taking the scenic route.

Good.

If you’re moving in spirals instead of straight lines.

Good.

That’s how creatives lives tend to unfold.

Trust the pace that’s meant for you.
Trust the timing that feels right in your body, not the timeline the world hands you.
Trust the calling that no one else can hear.

Because it’s not for them.

It’s for you.
And it’s leading you exactly where you need to go.

If time is the thing you’re starving for… You’re not alone.
I am building my business BECAUSE I refused to sacrifice my art, my peace, or my creativity anymore.
And when you’re ready to reclaim your hours, your energy, and your freedom…

Comment “READY” below and I’ll introduce you to high ticket affiliate marketing—the way to create time.✨

Re-introduction time 🥀

…and this one is far, far outside my comfort zone.
But it’s also the truest version of me I’ve ever shared.

I’ve changed so much these past years that “who am I?” became a moving target. I’m a writer. A feeler. A creator. A projector. A mirror. A storm. Perhaps all of it at once.

Here’s what’s true today:

My spiritual awakening in 2022 cracked my life open. In that journey, I crossed souls with someone who felt like a mirror. A connection that exposed every wound and every truth at once.
It still pushes me today to complete myself.
It was the spark that sent me deeper into self-love, awareness, and alignment.

And along that way, books and writing became a second catalyst.
ACOTAR was both a fantasy that reflected parts of me I had never understood. Feyre and Nesta showed me my wounds, my strength, my worth.
And they whispered something I didn’t know I needed to hear: “You can write your own world, too.”
So yes, I’m currently busy with writing my 37154 own romantasies now.

Underneath all of it lived one question:
How do I create a life with time—time to write, to rest, to be?

I didn’t start my online business because I had money.
I started because I didn’t.
Because the work → bills → survive cycle is draining my soul.
Because a traditional job felt like a slow collapse.
Because my creativity needed air.

So I chose the path that terrified me: building a high-ticket online business that supports my art, my health, and my peace.
And somehow, it became the safest thing I’ve done.

Through this business I help writers, artists, sensitives, and multi-passionate souls build that same kind of freedom—so you can fund your dreams without sacrificing yourself.

If you’re here because something in my story feels familiar… welcome.
You’re exactly who I built this space for.

Until the next chapter ✨

PART 1

Everyone has a reason why they intentionally and consciously start rereading or rewriting. Or creating.

I completely forgot I held that power until this breaking point.

And don’t ever say no to your passions and your dreams for the sake of someone else.

Thank you Covid for making this moment possible.

Poll Q: Have you ever felt in trapped in a similar situation?

This is a big one for me.

With the Full Moon in Ta**us and the collective energy, I felt like needing to step out of my comfort zone.

An amazing task from .lune who pushed us to post something out of your comfort zone, something that you’ve never done before.

I’ve never shared a poem, or a story. Even when in my head and body I craved to. Even when that’s everything I stand for.

So here I am.

With Monday’s realization on money mindset, I felt like sharing something about money. Very much.

As an avoidant, saying hi and accepting money is a hard one for me. It’s a disaster, really.

But here’s to a new beginning. A new start.

Because this post is the first step of facing my money.

Beautiful moments from October 🍁🎃✨

The challenges I have been facing:
🥮 Balancing a new work-private life… And finding out I dislike it 🫡
🍃 Making a routine to prioritise my business while balancing my work-private life. Finally able to publish ads again because of a constant stream of money 🩷
🍁 Writing during the weekends… And failing. Because I seem to want to catch up sleep 😀

In November, I want to focus on rest. I want to focus on growing through my feminity. I want to breathe, to work-out, create, and write my books. I want to blow love into my life again.

🫶🏽 What challenge did you face in October? How do you want to change that in November? ✨