Captain Decaf

Phir Se Jeena (second life)

Yeh zindagi haar kar chhor di thi maine,
Jeene ki khwahish kabhi be had thi.
Khwab bhi thay, chahatein bhi bohat,
Zindagi se mohabbat bhi had se zyada thi.

Phir achanak sab kuch veeran hua,
Ruk sa gaya yeh sara jahan,
Khud se nafrat, dil par malamat,
Yun laga shayad mar hi jaun main.

Aisi badsoorat si zindagi mein,
Phir tum aaye…
Mere liye ek roshni ban kar,
Mere dil ki ek nayi wajah ban kar.

Tum se mili jeene ki chahat,
Tum se mili har ek rahat,
Ab dil chahe phir se jeena,
Apni duniya khud se seena.

Tumhare khayalon mein kho kar,
Jeena hai ab tumhein le kar,
Urna hai door bohat saath tumhare,
Banani hai duniya apne sahare.

Tum aaye to zindagi sanwar gayi,
Mari hui khwahishen jaag uthi,
Ab chahat hai phir se jeene ki,
Bas tum ko saath le kar jeene ki.

Mohabbat hai tum se be inteha,
Har lamha yaad rahoge tum sada,
Kaise bhoolun woh ehsaan tumhara,
Zindagi di hai tum ne dobara.

Agar is jahan mein khatam ho jaun,
Jannat mein bhi tum ko hi paun,
Kyunke ab koi aur nahi mera,
Bas tum ho… aur tum hi sahara.

Shukriya tumhara, ae meri jaan,
Mujhe doosri zindagi dene ke liye.

Maut,
Maut itni aasaan nahin hoga…
Bohot zyada aziyat-e-maut mein tarapna hoga..
Maut ke liye tarfaoge..
Maut bhi tumhe maut nehi degi..
Chaho ge bhi to us waqt maut nahin milegi…
Maut khud,
Mere azaab ke saamne aayegi,
Aur apne anjaam ki bheek maangegi...