Chopsicle

Another piece. I hope everyones enjoying the photos too, im not the best photographer but I try🖤🥀

Trying to incorporate the pictures I take with my writings. So here is one i just made. Hope you enjoy! 🥀🖤

Can you feel me?
Can you feel the way that my soul burns
Can you smell the way my flesh burns
Do you see the way my skin is charred
Can you see the damage that has been done?
Do you you understand the pain I'm in
Can you even hear my screams?
Is it easier for you to watch me drown
Fall victim to death.
You see the best loss, I see open arms.
A comforting embrace, a tight hug.
Something I never have to let go of.
Something that will soothe the ache in my chest.
Lift the weight from my shoulders.
Allow me to breathe.
To be at peace.

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Buried deep inside the earth, buried deep within the ground,
Lies what remains of my soul.
Bones and flesh long forgotten.
My tattered clothes clung to the dirt,
But my soul remains.
Frozen
Trapped
Forever becoming a part of this filthy undeserving world.
Above, chaos erupts on the surface.
I feel as the people tear themselves apart,
I can feel the pain that they are going through.
As if it was my own. I can feel the trauma.
I can feel the ache.
It settles deep within me, burning itself deep within me.
Polluting me
Using me, bending me to be what it wants me to be.
And I will let it. I will give in. I will allow it to turn me into what it will be.
Desperate to feel useful
Desperate to feel anything.
Because in the end, it doesn’t matter about the pain I'll endure.
It doesn’t matter how I feel.
What matters is that I am what it wills me to be.
Nothing.

I will still remain what I have always been:
The ghost.
The shadows in the night.
The wind blowing through the leaves,
whispering sweet nothings into the night.
Clouded by the cover of darkness,
cursed to eternal night,
buried beneath the world,
merging myself, bending my will to become one with the darkness.
Allowing it to consume me,
gifting me with newfound power and strength.
I let it wield me, use me for its own purpose:
to rewrite history,
to change the past,
to spread its mass destruction across the world.
Seeping into the mind.
Polluting it.
Tarnishing it.

Destruction will always win in the end.

Run.
Hide.

Destruction will always find you.

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Hi friends! As some of you know, I will be working with a professional editor in March/April to get my novel DOG DOWN ready for sending out to potential literary agents! Hooray!!

I'm very excited about this because I LOVE feedback and constructive criticism, I WANT my book to be as close to perfect as possible.

That being said, editing services cost a LOT. See the website in the comments for common editorial rates.

My editor is cutting me a huge deal because of this, and because they know I'm a teacher in the US, so I don't make a lot.

The amount is still large, though I know I can get it covered with some help.

That's where you come in!

I want to make this crystal clear, this is a WANT, NOT a need. But I am asking, if there's anyone out there who's been following and is as excited about DOG DOWN as I am, and who can you help me make this dream a reality??

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As the anxiety creeps in, I lean towards comfort.
Familiarity. Something that reminds me that I am safe.
Some times are harder than most. Alot of the time I find myself stuck, and when I mean stuck.
Stuck as in frozen, incapable of functioning.
Breaths are short and shallow.
Heart rate is untraceable.
Body trembles but not from the cold.
Heartache kicks in, my body is overstimulating itself.
I can't divide thoughts from reality.
I am lost in the void that exists between my soul and my body.
Forever in limbo until I am able to release myself, only when the weight in my chest lifts do I dare suck in a deep breath.
Only then do I allow my stiff muscles to relax.
I know its temporary, I know every fear that I have will manage to slither its way back into my mind.
And as the cycle continues, I fall deeper and deeper each time.
One by one, slowly losing pieces of myself.
Watching as the world crumbles down around me.

Help, please... I want to keep it going! I was tagged by Twisted Ducky’s Den

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