Treasure In Brokenness

Out on a weird limb here…

Where are my spirit led prophetically gifted people?? 🤣 I need your assistance !!!

Anyone else ever get visual symbols during prayer and worship? I mean, for the love… of course my name in Hebrew means, “Seer.”
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But seriously, I was given these symbols during deep communion with Him in a morning prayer service (some time ago), meaning I saw them with my eyes closed… (which I consider to be “seeing in the Spirit”) and I wrote them down
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Later by His prompting and with His help, I researched them… and after finding a document that shows the progression from ancient to modern Hebrew alphabet … to my astonishment 🤯 … I found each one there, plain as day …
… the tetragrammon YHVH of His name that was used by early Hebraic speaking people…

Anybody?! 😬
Thoughts?!
Questions?!
Comments?!
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You survive. You finish treatment. You step into “life after cancer.” And suddenly the world expects you to be back. Back to normal. Back to productive. Back to grateful and glowing. But survivorship isn’t a finish line. It’s an adjustment. It’s learning how to live in a body that remembers chemo. It’s navigating scan anxiety that shows up out of nowhere. It’s managing fatigue, nerve pain, and invisible illness symptoms while looking “fine.” And here’s what I’ve learned on this healing journey: I don’t need to look sick to be healing. I don’t need to prove my capacity. I don’t need to perform strength to deserve understanding. Being a cancer survivor isn’t about pushing through at all costs. It’s about learning your limits. Protecting your energy. Trusting your body again. If you’re in chemo recovery, remission, or long-term survivorship, you are allowed to take up space exactly as you are. Strong and tired. Grateful and grieving. Healing and still human. That’s not weakness. That’s resilience. Let’s keep normalizing the full truth of survivorship awareness, not just the highlight reel. 🤍 #cancersurvivors #cancersurvivorship #lifeaftercancer #scanxiety #invisibleillnessawareness

If you had told me a year ago that I would be this tender, and so overwhelmed by the Perfect Love of God, that I would be front and center, arms up and outstretched, pouring out my gratitude and love to YHWH … WITH MY MOMMA right beside me doing the same!!!! I would have probably not believed you… yet here we were just recently. Right around the ONE YEAR MARK of my cancer diagnosis.
A new normal for me.
What an honor and privilege and pleasure to freely and boldly approach Him who created me, WITHOUT the guilt, fear, shame, condemnation.
To show up with no requests from Him. Just love and gratitude. Becoming more aware of His constant nearness and scratching the surface of the fullness of His love.
An even more precious honor and treasure - to do it alongside the one who physically birthed me. My Momma. 🩷😭
We were ALL created for Union with Him. 🙌🏼
Whatever that looks like for you… may not be what it looks like me… or sister Suzy or brother Bob… but we are all freely invited into union with Him … to have our hearts burning 🔥 for Him… and to express it without the slightest worry of judgement. Don’t let “religion” keep you fearful, enslaved, and separated.
“There is no fear in love, but perfect love drives out fear, because fear involves punishment, and the one who fears is not perfected in love.”
1 John 4:18

- Pausing before reacting (knowing one’s own triggers)
- Speaking truth without needing to dominate the room.
- Feeling anger without letting it become one’s weapon.
- Saying "I was wrong" without collapsing in shame.
- Setting boundaries without closing one’s heart.
- Being soft without being passive.
- Being wise without needing to be right.
- Not just talking about healing, but embodying it.
- Being known not by perfection, but by presence.
- When around others, their nervous system says-"We're safe here."

In my opinion, these are obtained by way of the Holy Spirit transforming us from the inside out 🌬️ 🕊️

Thank you for having me as your guest speaker🎤 today Forest Avenue Baptist Church of Jackson, Alabama.

It was such a pleasure and honor to share the story He is personally writing in my life, of His love and His faithfulness… and also what He has done for us all! 🙌🏼

Maybe we were all able to walk out of there today, just a little bit closer to scratching the surface of how treasured we truly are by Him… and that how in every detail… He is Great and Greatly to be praised… and He is always working ALL things for our good, even the details we may not like. During adveristy, may we always look for the Treasure In Brokenness 💡 🏺 💎

A true honor and blessing for me to have some of my family there with me! 🩷

A great Saturday was had by all

Grateful hearts celebrating Abba’s love, goodness, & faithfulness in our lives together.
This guy loves me like Jesus 🙌🏼 🫶🏼
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