Angels Four Paws

Why me why me. I was driving home from work. I saw a small poodle running the street in the rain.She run a way from me when I try to approach her so I got into my car follow her for two blocks I try to get her off the streets. Other car saw me doing that they did the same thing 7 cars total we try to protect her AND HER COMDE THIS ONE CAR PASS ALL AND SPEED UP AND HIT HER😩. She was screaming so loud I got out pick her up put her in my car drive to ER. I called a friend on the way because I don’t have money to help this dog. She have a really bad broken pelvic she start to p*e all blood and blood was coming out of her mouth. I only meet this dog for four hours and saying good bye to her broke my heart. She is an old dog. She have one teeth’s left.
I can’t save her. I try God know I tried.
RIP SWEET HEART. I am sorry I couldn’t save you. God why me why do I have to go through all this. Please every one say a prayers for this sweet old girl. I don’t even know her name 😢

Please enjoyed and be safe

We all go through life with uncertainty I know that. But I know I have been blessed with all my seniors babies I care for. God brought them into my life for a reason I am sure of it. I pray I didn’t disappointed him.

When I hold her tight to my chest and kisses her I wish I was able to do that when she was a life. Kissing her holding her I don’t want to let her go. After two and a half years I was able to kiss her face but it also the last time I was going to be able to hold her. Once I let her go she is gone forever. It hurt so so much I stood in her room and just can’t stop crying.

I say goodbye to my munchies on Tuesday. She has congestive heart failure and finally her heart give up😢.
She was rescued from a drug dealer 2 1/2 years ago. She live her whole life in a crate and surrendered by people who smoke what ever it is. The poor baby nails was so long and her hairs was all matted. She came to me 2 1/2 years ago have no idea she can get out of her crate going outside getting fresh airs. It break my heart watching her learning to be a dog. It took her 6 months to learn kibble is food for dogs not bone or what ever they was feeding her. In 2 1/2 years I can’t touch her unless she come to me and wanted me to pick her up. Otherwise she bite and go crazy being touch by me. I paid 325 when I first get her to have my vet sedated her so she can be groom. and every time after that I have to give her something so I can groom her. I can’t never able to groom her face because I have it put a muzzle on her to be able to groom her.
I was praying she will be here with me for a long time to enjoy her life. But there is my plan and then God plan😩. It is so sad for the first time I am able to kiss her face her entire body and hold her tight when she took her last breath😢. I pray she know how much I love her and OMG it hurt so much. I go home still look in her room and just cried. These babies when they get to me it is too late but I do my best to make sure they know they are love and not die a lone😢. I find myself preparing her special food yesterday when I got home.
RIP my love. It was an honor taking care of you. We will meet again one day my love but now I am still needed here to take care of your siblings.
Mom love you and miss you so much.

Thank you for of the men and women who sacrifice so much to keep us all save. Thank you
Please be safe

THANK YOU.
Thank you everyone for your kind words and supports. It never easy when they leave us. Weather I have them for a day, a week, a month or a year they all die knowing they are love and well taking care off by me. They didn’t die along old age or die alone being sick. I give my life to protect every single one of them. My streets babies same way I am out there 7 days a week feeding them because I never know it may be their last meal😩.
Thank you again from the bottom of my heart. And thank you from my sweet Angel too RIP sweetheart.