Alec Bernhardt

She got me off for a second, back again ready to top off for seconds
Making me realize she could never satisfy, it’s why I need seven girls
For the run-in, maybe eleven if you count ones without fathers to trust them
Sheeesh
I ain’t no beta, call the alpha, make me take that place, what a stigma
So I could cm on that face, and she’ll lick it up cause she a disgrace
To her family, then I’ll pop her with haze, make me sleepy
Whoa
This feels so good, don't wanna stop
She so hot, but she just a thot about to drop another top one of her brands
I’m the uncle sam she needs inside of her to make her a patriot to sell some bands
I love America, cause the girls are so fine
Everyone’s an immigrant, even if they lying saying no their not
Italian girls make me spill my sauce on em
Just a thought she doesn’t understand cause she ain’t in my brain
No one is, so let’s just let it be some big dick energy
I drive a Mazda 3 with 160 horsepower, 20k call me cheap
But I’m working for my father’s Maserati, he’s my lawyer
So when I say something, he’s like don’t even speak
Aight
Mother was always this strict, never really liked her
But she turned me into this dick you hear in your ears
And feel inside you, I speak to these women cause
I missed being talked down to
She like I hate that mancave, like solar opposites from Rick and Morty
If you don’t follow what I’m saying, it causes your not in my brain
Makes me insane just talking about this game inside my head
Angel and devil inside what soul I have left
My doppelganger just left me this mess I have to clean up
And his breath stank but he gets that p***y and cranks into eleven
Just like the women who should remain nameless and make up a blank statement

I’m feeling so rich, gold on my pinky ring
Lighting my splif ain’t got me feeling as happy
But she sexes me while I sing about my thing
Call it big Al, off Dave Chapelle
If you don’t get my reference, just keep scrolling through hell
I watched him since I was young, and it made me fall in love
With all these tall black girls
Gawd that p***y is so good, pink in the middle
Never saw an ass bounce so perfectly before
Now I’m rapping off Harlow’s type of beat cause he’s one of us
Call me a human, enslaved to the reference, I was just a Slavic past tense
Been Americanized by a multicultural family, Mexicans and Italians raised me up
And it got me feeling some type of way about my writings
Yeah, I grew up special ed, so what? You should never judge,
I’m a little extra, you just talentless sheesh

A message from the other side

It's like you don't even know who you used to be.
You remember who you wanted to become, but once you’ve received that gift, your say, ok well psych; didn’t really want this. You then spend all your time just gazing into this moon on the insides of your eyelids and wonder, wow, quantum physic’s actually existed. Who knew. Oh yeah, everyone did for thousands of years. Well, they know based on hearsay, but only a few got to experience that realm. I am one of the few, but I’m not special. I wanted to be special for a long time, but God take my wish back, I look at it as a curse now. I fall in and out of consciousness all the time, I can literally feel myself dying. Inside my vessel, Alex’s soul is just not his anymore.
It was never my wish in the first place, it’s a sort of predestined world we live in but yet, everyone thinks they’re in control of their lives. It’s all God or the entity of the universe. I heard the voice personally in the dream of a thousand years within an eight-hour time frame, also had a long conversation with death. She was beautiful actually. That’s why old people are comfortable I think on their deathbed. They’ve earned the right in passing.
Also, celebrities envy regular people and vise versa. They both feel lonely on the inside but act regularly on the exterior. F**k. I need help.
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