Sober soldier

Still looking for a job literally applied to roughly 45 places no joke i need. To. Provide for my child I don’t understand I thought no one wanted to work not jobs don’t want to hire if you know anyone who owns their own business let me know I won’t disappoint I paint I do labor or construction just about anything i. Have my own care and I’m drug free I don’t get it. Thank you in advance

Mind over matter

I’m here if you’re struggling with mental health or struggling with addiction, shoot me a message we can get through this

Addiction ravaged my life every day was a struggle from w**d to pills to ecstasy to m**h, I hated myself and I would’ve done anything and not feel the way I did every day still a struggle, but I’m finding myself getting perception on life as well as gaining weight I’m starting to love my life
I still have a long way, but I think I can do this 

My life changed drastically five years ago when I lost my brother and my best friend I never knew he was struggling as much as he was when he lost his self and I lost him. I totally lost myself. I’ll never forget you. I love you so much. I’m sorry for destroying myself as much as I did. You will live through me and I love you