Josh Herrmann

Most times I feel like Im carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders. My brain re-evaluates the moments I believed I failed and the moments I made bad decisions consistantly. Its difficult as fucc. But everyday I remind myself that this is but a chapter of a story a million pages long. I hold my head up high and walk with purpose. I have become more aware, not only with what is going on around me but what is going on inside me. I have made changes to the way I approach, accept and interact with others. I look my fears, anxieties and emotional damage in the face everyday and remind them that they cannot defeat me. I build myself up everyday, every single day, even when I dont want to. I know people need my help. I know people can utilize my knowledge. So I look myself in the mirror everyday and become a King again. Nobodys help. Nobodys encouragement. Just me, my issues and silence.

I do it everyday.

If I can... SO CAN YOU. Believe in yourself. Do whats necessary for YOU to be the best YOU everyday. Dont let somebodies perception of who you are turn you into that person.

I believe in you. Now its time to go make it happen 🤜🤛

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These single streets out here e dry as a desert... this is all you left with 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️

If you in a relationship take your beatings with a smile... take that trash out with dignity... clean up that dog s**t with purpose... because the mean streets of being single are dry as hell these days
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If you knew Crystal, you know how she would want to go out... with a mf BANG 😤😤😤

PLEASE JOIN US IN A CELEBRATION OF HER LIFE, HER LEGACY, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY HER LOVE, BECAUSE EVERYONE SHE CAME IN CONTACT WITH FELT THAT S**T

I need my brothers with me for this... I may flip out a few times... but Ima do s**t right for her one last time...

Please join us July 7th at the American Legion 5421 E. 71st Ave. Commerce City Colorado. 2pm til 6pm. Thank you all.

The Riddla... Behind the Mask...

Final Day

What's a Hero?

Whats a hero? Who fuccin cares if you cant e one when it counts. I failed. Im sorry. I wasnt there when you needed me. There might not e a way to fix this... I put that on MY shoulders. I should have done more. I should have done better. Whats a hero, if I couldnt e one to you?

I love you.

And I apologize.

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The Riddla... Behind the Mask...

Day 22...

What is Asphixiation?

What do you do when you cannot breathe?

What do you do when you cannot breathe?

What do you do... when you cannot breathe?

What do you do... when you ... cannot... breathe?

What do you do... what do you do... what ...
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🟦⭐️josh herrmann

The Riddla... Behind the Mask...

Day 21...

What Is Love? Ft King Kash, Don Dough

What the fucc is love if you arent willing to give it all up for the ones you say you love? What the fucc is love if you dont stand by the ones you love? What the fucc is love without appreciation? What the fucc is love without admiration? What the fucc is love when your closest is going through something and your standing on the sidelines watching? What the fucc is love when you watch the one you love transform with the passage of time? What the fucc is love when you watch you children experience heartbreak for the first time? What the fucc is love when you dump everything you have into something... and it doesnt work out...

What Is Love?

I know what it means to me... and for love Id give it all up... but does that truely solve the mystery of the worlds greatest riddle?

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The Riddla... Behind the Mask...

Day 20...

Where's My Hero At?

What is the weight of the world on the shoulders misery? What is the passage of time when time creates distance? What is the undefined spirit contained within the mind of one pushing the line? Where does one look when the call for help is met with laughter, ridicule and distain? When hero's tear your soul to pieces, who do you turn to for help? Who hears your cries of pain, who reflects on the origin of your misery, who cares about the souls society has discarded?

Everyone seems to know who the villian is...

My question...

Where's My Hero At?

And does anyone care enough to answer?

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Im at a mf loss for words. I keep lookin at this s**t hopin somethin will come to me. All I know is how sorry I am right now. S**t aint supposed to keep goin this way. MIP
Mafia cuzz
4 Life
N Beyond
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The Riddla... Behind the Mask...

Day 19

What is a Eulogy?

What happens when you smell the scent of copper and brimstone in the air? What happens when you look inside and cannot find a single care?

What happens when you hear the whisper of the Grim Reapers riddle? What happens when youve consistantly played the role of the second fiddle?

What happens when you feel deaths decade breath on the nape of your necc, hairs electrified from the presence of the unseen?

What happens when you shoulder the burden of all of your family's mistakes, miswordings, misgivings, conditionary love and broken dreams?
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What happens when you feel the pull of the river STYX, the howl of the Cerberus twists your stomach until its sicc, the inferno of the infidel twists spells that froth so thicc a vampire couldnt sacrifice enough bloodlust between its lips to come to grips with death in a long embrace encase my soul, it's what has been ripped and I honestly have nothing left but shreds and little bits...

You start to study your pen again...

You open up your wrist again...

You peel bacc your skin again...

And you write you own eulogy... without a pen...

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The Riddla... Behind the Mask...

Day 18

What's A High?

What is the feeling that both gives and takes? What is the emotion that both loves and hates?
What are drugs that have taken great lives and have also helped made lives great?
What is attainable, only by fate?

What is the opposite of low? The process of elevation so slow, where pressure goes before the blow, and also stops hearts and bloodflow?

What can give you both tears of joy and tears of pain? Where is the birth of rain? What is great tolerance of pain? What is praise from GOATS for expressing yourself so eloquently when your time came? (Pause)

What's A High?

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Do dope s**t with your kids.
That is all.
Thats the post.
Thats it.

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The Riddla... Behind the Mask...

Day 17

Who Are You to Judge? Ft Michael Khan and Enrique Baca

Why do I even need to explain this s**t anymore? We break our mf baccs, stress to the point of loosing sanity (and hair 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫), financially die with every trip we take, every album we make, every heart we elevate... We have to leave our children and families... We expose the most heart wrenching, the most embarrassing, the most vile sides of us, sometimes to only end up ridiculed or written off... We stay on edge and heavily protected, lives and loves on the line daily... We are judged by every expressed thought, feeling and action. What more needs to e said about the state of most of our mentals, especially over the course of time? What more can e said about our heart, dedication and boarderline stupidity for being so willing, at the drop of ANY dime? What more do we need to do to prove we are THEM. WE HAVE GIVEN EVERYTHING TO MAKE IT THIS FAR, MULTIPLE TIMES, AND WILL DO IT AGAIN IF NECESSARY. WE ARE THE ONES YOU KNEW WOULD COME. ITS US MOTHER FUCCER. Fun fact, WE AINT HAPPY ABOUT HOW SOME OF YALL BEEN LOOKIN N TALKIN BOUT US WHEN WE AINT STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU.

NO... we arent like everyone else, so stop expecting us to move like everyone else.

NO... we are wild as fucc, and can handle more than most, but you CANNOT treat us like we are out of control or cannot e counted on.

NO... we arent stupid enough to listen to the chitter chatter happnin about us behind the bushes, but are just insane enough to never fuccing quit, and to smile bacc at yall with bloody teeth once we CREATE our own finish lines to cross.

NO... I dont give a fucc about offending you anymore. Right is right. Wrong is wrong. If you arent willing to stand on it, why the fucc you even talkin bout it. This is who I am. Love it or love it motherfuccer... either one 😈😈😈

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