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U was loyal to a church i was loyal to Jesus trinity started all of this the bible says what? If u will not lay down everything for the cross including each other then u surely have no entrance into my kindom either the bibles a liar which has never been proven once god cannot lie , the commandments assure ur entrance into the eternal lake of fire im not against nobody they bullied me to d3ath i like td , thats daddy & papa bear i dislike kenneth copeland i like joel & victoria yo my anger is pain i love u an im sorry for taking it out on you but they hurt my feelings , trinity & st johns lutheran being where lexxi & my aunt r from living blocks down the street made them bully me through insults an brainwashing of just how bad i was im willing to di3 over the cross r u ? U can make ur stupid claims all day guess what? Aint nobody cares how u feel u wanna cover it up? Do not ever bother me again u expecially trinity an john we both made mistakes i forgive u an i still support yall u can bother me anytime u like ronnie adores u your my favorite always & forever you r my favorite but i had to move on but i did love u :) im sorry an am remorseful for my words that for no reason should have been voiced it hurts im not mad as i am hurting an trinity ? F yourselfs i aint sorry for nothing cuz well? Not 1 in your congregations can raise your hand saying i wronged them not even 1 i know only 1 member an thats another story that i like to let it go being sacred i aint tryna ruin anything im telling u your not going to bully me any longer

Have mercy did u do this? No 7 - 8 years u have continued then said god said o im like the bible lied then proveable for the first time

Forgiveness if i have nothing to be forgiven for by any of yall i know 1 of your members across the board why would i have hat3 for yall ? For what reason ?

You harmed me without cause saying u must have 2 or more witnesses for it to be heard by anyone

The bible is a liar or your a liar which is it ? U have no choice but to abide by its rules the bible has the final say period

Im baptized in tears an jail water f you , i been born again in november 11 years

U cannot risk a church for 1 individual what happ3ns to a prosecutor when this happens any one wish to tell em? clark birdsall your wife took u to trial for claims u slapped her up real good the jury came back in 36 minutes flat with a not guilty say im rambling ugh is mr birdsall a lawyer in dallas? Verifyable click his name in , was he a former prosecutor & went to trial ? Yes so hows that rambling

Is st johns in mansfield ? Yes did my aunt live right down the street on almond drive? Yes is an ex lexxi not also from mansfield ? Yes , i do know 1 member from trinity & only 1 correct? Ok then u were there for me when nobody else was st johns an even if im hurt i still love u with all my heart u could almost do anything an id still love u you always be my favorite i was hurt not mad an i did not mean what i said its ok im not mad !

Laughing that u almost k1lled someone like an u have Jesus?u wont say it to my face an openly playing fair

God said no i said he said yes your humans who r u to judge ?

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Imagine this !!! for this girls precious life or becoming the richest person on this earth being fully specific disclosing all details inlined in the contract now its her life or yours ? she lives or you live ?? what if you could press a button in silence nobody on earth would know an you would become rich instantly kinda like final destinition she would mysteriously die soon what would u choose?

somehow your telling me yall r too shallow to comprehend a certifyable fact leaving no wiggle room for play or a way out being detailed to the tiniest of sources all the way down to the atom being the smallest know visible substance on earth that at minumum 7.5 billion of the 8 wouldent push the button ??? not from fear of what might happen if they did leaving that out of the equation r yall really that fckin mindles to not assuredly understand her button gets tapped faster then u can say cheese in most instances they be like nobody cares i bet if this situation arose that then u would care with me her button gos unpushed! knicks & nets give me high fives i can buy a stadium & a legion of cars that most wouldent value her life as less??

her life is worth more to me if the choose were given i lay my own down for her its worth more to me then my next breath! using her as my example an somehow u laughed when i guaranteed i easily put myelf in the top 1% on this earth?

easily like i dident even try an reached top 1% status thats the sad part i dident even have to try amounting to enormous red flags for the rest of u homeboy dident even try to be worth more then the majority of this planet i rather u breath then i an u say my hearts not golden? easily im certified top 1%

idc if nobody cares guess what? i dont fu**in care that u think nobody cares ur words thoughts an feelings r meaningless im not stopping this my life an i know im worth aye jada? trash right? ur life was worth more to me? laugh at that nxt time u say i lost bshesss u lost ! lame a*z thought this was about u ahhhh u was crumbs this was to win in the 9th the fckn champ an u better know that i know it convicted

all across the globe if i put myself easily in the top 1% without a challenger to test my truth i put it in the name of Jesus its the truth on his holy name he will punish me if im lying i cant use his name in vain like that ohh i got karma instantly if its a lie

mercy aint never said nlo i was looking for new music finding a song where the title wa mercy said no im like mercy doesent say nooo if i wouldent push her button an to the entire world rank??/ when i said i was a fckin general an u laughed look certifyably all across the world who would push your worth lesss to Jesus then ?? yeahh iiii just cant do it bring me a challenger who can match or sit ur bshh a*z down an accept i proclaimed with authority in the name of Jesus how r yall sooo close minded that idrove this screw into your head til it wouldent tighten any more an u challenged our rank ? i put myself guaranteed top 1% with this alone & god said no my nikka Jesus chooses me over u wtf r u talkin about thats your soul on the line hes gonna tell u during judgement day u; told ronnie no im telling u no !

u wanna hear it again? im the only General in all of fckin america ! not up for debate its with the final say ! shattered to the earth like a rocket sit down yo td , jojo , prince, myers? my rank shatters yours by such a distance humbly because i dont want to be rich even if i could ur worth less to god if u would push her button look in the mirror ask yourself would u ? now u know where i got rank from im 2 3 or 4 in all the world the greatest love is to lay your life down for your brother in this case my sister shes a total stranger an id di3 for her ! all 4 of u? hey id die for u ! your life or mine yeah now ask yourself ? my next breath or yours? now u know who Jesus is going to listen to before u did he say no ? or did he say with resounding authority i said yessss

were servants its not as good as it sounds until the end being humble i in the name of Jesus put my soul down as collaterall to these words her being 100 percent true which is now why u know u lost your souls to have left me i was doing this to save you not condemn u ! look r yall that stupid to not see what im saying an comprehend it? not everyone your souls on the line i gota be that way its worth it said nobody cares jesus told me i must attempt to save the souls its not for u know what im sayin when i reach judgement day if i dident do this then i lose a heaven entrance the f wrong with yall i did as my lord asked he dident say force it he said as long as u try thats all i ask ! trinity as an entirety lost every soul in the building who was knowinglly willingingly an intionally involved minus the children they was like wanna bet did i bet u or ask if u had an opinion sit ur a*z down an shut up u want to go to heaven or not? cuz il gladly stop like u asked i sat first , for many years since i was with my mom so 11 to 13 years we held your doors ladies so hows it a lie im not not only a gentlemen but i served u first i always let u go first

john & cory lost their souls , mercy mes member who put there number 1 in the air , jodi wents from grand prairie baptist u have a certified spot in the lake of fire yo vincent ? i dident ask u if u was gonna tell me the truth i said your soul rode on it soo now i know ur too small of a man to talk i wont ask again im done im fckin done bshh u do as followed or ur soul got lost , decide to try all involved a million souls were lost an i got my hand out tryna save them

100 of u raised your hands against me an told my brother yo?? u certifyably lost your souls in the process an is too dumb to realize it u apologize an never do it again or there ya goo

hmmmm ? mama? u lost your soul for what u did wanna bet i told u to sit the fck down i dont care how u feel or your opinion into this issue Jesus said i must warn u or i take your judgment il be damneeedd sooo how the fck does that feel ?

all in ! knowing u aint gonna do anything i warned u tho hey again aint nobody ask u if u had an opinion or cared with entire authority in his holy name u do it or therre ya go take ur fckin billboard down like i asked u got til november ! tell me the truth or bye idc nobody fckin cares how u feel same as u dident care how i feel one or the other withyour soul on the line

trinity your entirety shut ur fckin mouths an sit down do i give a fck how u feel > do i care what u say or do i assure u in Jesus name thousands deep il smack u in the face with my tell em leo united i stand against u what in the fck r u gonna do about it ?? do something about it nobody gives a fck what u say or feel ! they bullied me yall an then kept talkin like somebody cared what they felt kept yappin an yappin nobdy cares

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true pain right here woah & they thought they had been broken first hahaha they dont even halfway understand what that truly means

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Something about being for us u want someone to remind u of a lesson u aint soon to forget in sharing & caring & leaving nobody out ? because in doing so a loving god is gonna do what ? If the definition of god is love what happens u sick & fckin twisted narcissisticlly consumed scam artist? Based on lies having the numbers to without even trying bully someone to d3ath yooo is Jesus a bully ? Is jesus mercy in which your trying to cover ur unforgiveable sin up from the outside world coming into the knowledge of what schemes & snar3s u layed for all the donkeys & floppy eared rabbits across this place we call earth r u that fckin re****ed & closed minded see id sit dpwn with an Athiest anyday of the year an not try an force my beliefs but have an educational friendly debate into why being facsinating forsure u believe what u do because i can come closer to proving a god in my opinion then u can the big bang or evolution beliefs our world has today u know we have a pure heart its golden if i saw a crowdsgo off & play kickball or duck duck goose an 1 idc their race , age , gender religion u wanna know who im choosing??? Idc if i got payed to join the group say richest man on this earth aint no way im partaking in being responsable for potentially turning a heart cold forever cuz i gotta answer for that during judgement day u left someone not even considering their feelings why would i not leave u the same if we get what we give if judgement is handed down equally in how we treated an judged others my god is true the rich & the famous not sayin u arent loved u are forusure but if god is love being what the bible claims a book thats itself says cannot lie so which one is it ? See the bible does not determine me loving JESUS it had nothing zero literally played no part in my beliefs not even a little bit but its pretty much either the most lyiengist book in history orrr ?? Its for us huh ? All these years later u have everything u ever wanted , needed plus more in life why the f would god care to give u more when u r an oppressor ? U cheated stole an conned ur way into what u did get u dident play fair or gained it in truths naww u stepped on as many paws in the process as u could an u lieddd your a*zes off just in case the wind blew the right way an the right or wrong person caught wind of your crimes if i say in the name of Jesus i told the truth bshhh i aint run from it like yall did i aint play dirty like yall did which one do u believe?? They have benifits backed upon their decisions i dont non period gained nothing dident try to like i had an idea that i thought benifit others i dident try an profit naw i tryed sharing it with others ur about the most stupid fckin mesquitos i ever been stung by

All these folks attending church today pretending to be better then the rest of us ur putting on cloaks of fakeness an deciet i can comfirm 100% this being true we gain nothing by being honest we actually lose in being honest

God said himself every 7 years like credit i wipped the scoreboards clean so unless u brutally murdered someone , r***d or harmed a child or ran a human traffickjng ring ugh if my life was based on the last 7 years ugh & ur claiming karma or justice bshhh i can tellcthe entire world how imma fck up u understand i mess up every single day in life period an u dont ? Thinks he gives a f about some fckin pictures from highscool ? We lost 100 times as many pics as thats the least of my concern sort of ur about a fckin re**rd u know that all of u katt 10 fckin yrs later i suffer told me to list evrry wrong yo as an adult i listed mine , i know some of yours in which far greatly outweighed anything i ever done wrong u better weigh that brick again im a quarter pound short of a kilo ur conning folks do u think a loving god 20 years after the fact in which he lied in the name of jesus i wouldent use his name in vain when we bring him into the conversation im always telling the truth if we leave him out all bets r off i take seriously my relationship with the lord i dont play like that when i mention my daddy 100% bullseye im shooting nothin but net look if the report clearly listed the called as gramps ur telling me an 8 or 9 yr is having the weight of the world placed on his shoulders over a lie ? Biased jurors r automatically eliminated look how u walk into a church an tell lies ? Idc what u do outside them doors when u enter any of my churches your all mine every single one of u is mine thats sacred a safe place u r on your best behavior u get cursed to lie using his holy name judgement is unfathonably greater look if i told u the bshh lied in the name of JESUS & u dident even care it made no diff to u either way u was closed minded i might be convicted but far from close minded u gotta be a re**rd to think u know everything & r always right if u was lied to right? Were u loved? Using his name to cover it up an everything ? I take pride in my brothers & sisters expecially if u earned trust yo in my life even my bestfriend dident have my entire trust but i did have hers she shot 98 or 99 % i aint never fully trusted anyone an advice u do the same she put 12 yrs into that an dident recieve it never one time can we say we trusted someone that shhs earned not given i feel like they spoiled you see we have to keep his name worth more then money & gold , he said i humiliated u ugh do u think my god whos definiton is love would ever partake in that?

Hes for the longshot underdogs at 82 - 1 aint no way in h3ll he win tounge hanging out for the photo finish to win when we use his name u use it correctly or not at all ! He aint never fought a battle with the advantage but somehow u thought he would be for yall so ur preaching the same thing ur not doing? Hypocrites ? We all need saving cuz i woulda been done snapped had it not been for him your w3lcome

See your loyal to not all of u but see we reside in the bible belt where u cant even fathom in a 5 mile radius how many churches we got maybe 25 or 30 per every 5 sq miles put no gods before me so r u loyal to a specific church or JESUS CHRIST? I know jojo done brought to life several other churches not just his own see we recognize our own i do anyways i know if u r real or a pretender spreading lies to the maximum degree way out in left field im loyal to him & whats right like my mama always told me if its the truth dont be afraid to voice it no matter what !

My god would not gang up on anyone knowing he was going to die for his words he was asked " are u the messiah " ? With roman soildiers surrounding him he dident deny it !

U think just cuz u attend so an so say in arkansas that imma treat u any different then i would if i had a church home in that i called my own? Ur family also in the royal bloodline spoke til we done 100% certified the truths an still the dumb a*z couldent comprehend what we was sayin how can u be that close minded like u own him or something or have more rights then someone off the streets? Like an offensive tackle who got the call after having not played for years put me in coach im ready ! I never tryed to tak3 any of that from anyone & wouldent they had me so fd up right they said i was out here calling ice to have the latinos deported all of u haha dident happen an tryed to have asher taken like bshh i never called nobody i told a true story an thats all that happened i was gonna float him down the jordan im just sayin oh they any chance they got Had bad to say !

Your not getting that lucky today , your trash awww see weeeeeee sorry i was still thinking " Mine " tho hahah can we agree to disagree silly lady you may have them back but like with a hundred dollar bill u reach to grab em we dont let go be like r u sure ? U gotta have a heart of gold to put bulelts on it yo ugh u did lie about something idk what tho ugh in person u cqn have the truth an it took balls to do that still calling me trash its ur final offer because ugh my heart is better then yours certified yes yes yes not even close my hearts golden u tryed sayin i was a monster or a scam artist i got almost 7 in a row saying u were wrong thats why yeahhh flexin u were wrong ! & if im honest i need u to do the same just between us with the d3ath penalty on the line hey in the name of Jesus truce or war ? All in with our soul bet in the pot its your choice cuz yours is on the line also i like to tell the entire story kat theres 1 thing u li3d about do u wish to come clean or should i? U dont want what we told u all along we do being silence any hater that has sumn to voice promise u kat u dont want it u cannot handle it d3ath row on the line do u got it in u to do whats right ? I will not press charges between us my pinky promise orrr 1 day just wait its your decision ?? Pop pop pop r u sure? I risk my soul my statues of limitations r long been gone yours carry the weight of the world at a death chamber risked ? Literally ask her if we wont follow through on the promise right reaper ?

were in rank based off ones heart & that alone & that would indicate were worth more then our weight in gold which is substantial , just want u to know we have easier access to the lord then the majority im highly favored thats my babi is what he says about us not all the lies yall tryed to feed into my mind body & spirit trying to break us in every way u could whats wrong? did my entrance into heaven have anything to do with my possession charge for instance do u honestly believe when he ask us why my son should i give u entrance into my kingdom i looked up an about broke down in tears an said because i loved u with all my heart he just smiled an said thats all i wanna know i do not care about nothing not anything further was i your god? yupp an satan worked double o.t extraaa hard for this soul angel on one shoulder an satan holding on for dear life judged acordingly to how i measured it out did u repent oh u better believe i made the record as snow white & pure as it gets, in the weight i showed & handed out mercy for example will be identically how he hands it back to me did u judge yes i did with my judgement being the scale in which he judges me i get double as a teacher of sorts for every mistake i make an i accepted that responsability with gracious compassion & gratitude he wants us confident yall cut my wings wonder why i cant make it back to heaven i was flappin as hard as we could they just mocked an laughed did u forgive ugh deep down mostly but then again its a process in which what dident u forgive ? hes going to weigh that identically across the scales an i still got my entrance into heaven truly their forgiven im tryna force for morality & principle reasons i had to put their souls on the line which put mine as collateral we took a major risk i needed closure soo there ya go did u treat others how u wanted to be treated? yuppp no doubt ! said we aint shhh ugh my god says shhh ur mouths before he reminds u who bullied who u broke us an tryed to make yourself feel better by lying sayin we did it first , the meek shall inherit the earth this is what meek looks like grrrrr for protective reasons being vurnerable in what we said we had to guard our hearts he told us were beautiful & through the blood of Christ made worthy then they penned us up just south of the gate love got us into this mess & love's gonna get us out we made the grim reaper our friend a true dream non fiction she aint never once had a name written for the grave an missed her target the first time in history someone got out of her grasp by the hair of our chinney chin chin , made karma our bestfriend an she dont have any friends we was associates having had numerous discussions on which bshhh is next karma told us oh wayyyyy at the end of the line further then the eye can see il catch u on the loop back around just cause were good for now we will meet again i flexed on her an said id be waiting with great anticipation so yeah u dont get a choice in accepting our declared rank he decided not u were not 1 but no lower then 4 in his entire kingdom an with that came a responsability most couldent handle u do not want it i promise u were servants like dawby instead of throwing us a sock to release us from this weight they slingshotted a thong freeedom at last right then they was like now heres a treat this is our little secret just between us ok lost in a daydream like shake back come on now og shake back like u lay one more paw on us an were gonna have a problem dident u see i was deep in prayer deeeeeeeeep deeeeeeeeep deeeeeeeeeeep fell asleep or passed out noo that is clearly not what had happened just sittin here praying everythings all good like a s monk u could break bamboo 22 inches in diameter across the back an hommie wouldent even flinch meditation at its finest that took years to master

noone with rank had an easy life because thats what created the beauty from within on the outside they throw us away like trash the more trials & tribulations endured an survived an remained his child throughout the further up the ladder we climb how is anyone who had an easy life gonna sit here an tell anyone their good people ugh so suffering created this heart of gold & u got it for free how u gonna tell us thats possible? u never been hungry before talkin dawg shhh deep in it cryinngg hard tooo christmas early years all we want for christmas is a sandwich literally & we got it just in th nick of time ugh 1 day we tell u who provided us that sandwich like magic moments after the tears started falling wonder why that gift up under the christmas tree dont mean shh to me never forget that night he said sat up the whole night crying talkin about a jar with 1000 bucks in it he can buy a staduim where he sits today an i know it hurttt so bad it broke your mamas heart yeah buut he loves u girl an dont u ever forget it idk i never met the guy , he does exist , they dooo exist , ughhh santa ? ask him if that gift dident mean anything to him without being a kid from the gutter just tryna make his butter off these bloodsuckers he will tell u without it hes not the same ! we suffered unfathonable amounts of heartbreak to get here but u got rank they was tryna claim ugh your not even ranked your sooo far down in the polls the number cannot be determined so if u never cryed over hunger pains how can u feel anything for anyone who is hungry when u got lobster sitting on the table ? ur lying if u say u have a good heart an had it easy ur entire life! the stripes to potentially back our absurd claims just sayin 13 nights sub zero fallen asleep on the burger king table literally i cant walk not i dont wanna walk, physically unable frost bitten feet we took a nap an was able to walk again , years of this in total they never said a word by the grace of god soaked jordans still lookin fly tho hahahaha sumn like that still clean tho hahaha rank endured heartbreak of epic proportions if u never been hungry ur rank is guaranteeed lower , if u never been homeless your rank is guaranteed lower, if u never survived a hit on your life with a dude smack dad on the concrete as absolute undeniable proof your rank is lower , they be like naww why do we feel for the broken we cant handle it thats how bad it hurts u match the pain or without question am lower in rank them stripes did not come freely were a servant in a good way sweettarts here u go babi doll if u never been in foster care or group homes or had to bring your own food home u r undeniably guaranteed lower in rank at some point u payed a heavy price for it if u aint never been bullied u r undeniably lower in rank if you were say the prom queen u r undeniably lower in rank why? cuz u wanted to be popular u got a gift an so did we , if u got tons of family an friends u r undeniably lower in rank he chose the last one chosen on the playground like charles barkley ill take him ugh the rank of u all ? the last one standing was higher in rank

number 1 in all the world is a female our General that has the final say when it comes to war tactics is from the east & its a girl can u imagine that ? the mind & intelligence is what gave her this gift the western General & southern General are each guys that girl went through something u cannot comprehend we was an advisor an protector the whole board is ran by a girl the absolute final say into the matter but were in agreeance for what matters most being the safety & souls of our army in truths the military might not have a female but Jesus does shes like the strategizer ! the least likely u could never guess who we are he wanted it this way had to la la la la elmos world their a*z the only 1 in the united states of america is us worldwide were oceans apart

shes been r***d , shes witnessed war on a first hand basis with her very own eyes r***d her so bad leaving her to di3 they thought she was d3ad & more then 1 did this to her she knows who she is wheres the promised land at? just point? its in the east where is Jesus from? the East 1 smacked her upside the noggin so many times the amount of blood yo it dripped down her legs as they highfived an laughed she was half concious im tellin u the true story being real they left her naked & degraded beyond comprehention legs spread wide apart as a message f your life they wanted her to die again when her body was found by displaying the brutality 3 at once an there was more then 3 laying on the ground she only has partial memories due to having gone into shock she was kicked in the face an spit on as they walked away breaking her cheek bone an leaving viewer discretion is advised they stretched her out in both holes gang r***d for hours an tortured held captive for no tellin how long she has dark eyes is under 6 feet tall but taller then 5 foot 5 shes quiet but has worlds to say if u knew her she dont ever flaunt her body but shes drop dead gorgouse many limbs were broken choking on her own blood she faked her death as they sat an drank whisky around the bombfire discussing what they were going to do with her even so far as pointing the barrel at her head sat over her body an watched her makin sure she was actually gone drunkeness saved her life they had began her buriel got it 3 feet dug before they decided its too much work they kept her for a long time shes been chained an hung on strings like a puppet burned an pi**ed on im telling u about her not being mean or downing someone idk how i know this just do no its not funny but thats the number 1 in all this universe she was sold by her parents abused from any early early age she was gaged an bound an brainwashed or attempted to be they called her a whoreee so many times u cant fathom it she wears the scarlett letter the s on her chest its not the letter A either figuritive letter she was told no man will ever love u after all the dudes u layed with an its under 10 shes either a virgin or only concented to s*x once or twice she avoids eye contact for a reason if she looks u in the eyes u did something extremely special she never once has told anyone shes cryed so many tears aint noone seen her cry in over a decade she has noo friends very few aquintances for work mainly