Almost Awake
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Unlearning survival. Waking up real. Psychedelic healing, alcohol moderation, trauma truth, & raw emotional honesty.
đź”— https://almostawakeadam.carrd.co
At some point you gotta put the phone down and say the uncomfortable s**t out loud.
Some of y’all don’t want communication.
You want backup.
Those are two very different things.
Healthy communication is awkward.
Passive aggressive bulls**t is easy.
That’s why so many people choose the second one.
Sometimes healing looks a lot less like “fixing yourself”
and a lot more like sitting quietly with the parts of you that are exhausted.
A little raw today.
Trying not to fight that anymore.
The harder people told me I “couldn’t” drink…
the more I thought about drinking.
I got real tired of spending my entire day wrestling with alcohol in my own head.
So these days, the goal isn’t perfection.
It’s peace. It’s building a life I don’t constantly feel the need to escape from.
And somewhere along the way…
I stopped wanting to drink the way I used to.
if you’re stuck in that same mental war, medications like naltrexone can genuinely help turn the volume down on the cravings enough to finally breathe a little.
05/21/2026
So here’s another reminder of how fu***ng cool my kids are. My 17 year old was helping with parking duty at graduation through ROTC and found a feather on the side of the road. Picked it up because he thought, “Dad would think this is cool.”
And honestly... that hit me pretty hard. Especially since I had made a post earlier in the day about sometimes feeling like I don’t know what the f**k I’m doing as a parent.
Then moments like this happen and I think... maybe I’m doing something right after all.
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