April DeMille

A quick reminder for all past and future podcast guests:

When you agree to be a guest on my podcast, you are also agreeing to the guest exchange outlined before your interview. That exchange includes leaving one honest review on Facebook, Apple Podcasts, or Spotify using the links provided to you.

Unfortunately, many guests have not honored that agreement, even after reminder messages and direct links have been sent.

Moving forward, this boundary will be enforced.

If you have not completed your review from your first appearance, you will not be invited back as a guest. If a second interview has been discussed or scheduled, it will be canceled until the original guest exchange has been fulfilled.

Honoring your commitments matters. Thank you to those who have followed through and respected the agreement.
And a BIG, HUGE THANKS TO Stephanie Webb for keeping things running smoothly. 💕

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Meet April DeMille - Bold Journey Magazine We caught up with the brilliant and insightful April DeMille a few weeks ago and have shared our conversation below. Hi April , really happy you were able to join us today and we’re looking forward to sharing your story and insights with our readers. Let’s start with the heart

🚨TRIGGERING CONTENT AND IMAGE 🚨

I received flowers not that long ago, a gesture of love, of celebration, and a sweet reminder of a promise.

What I did not expect, was to sit here in silence a month after the fact and unpack the grief that sent waves all through my body. How could one small, heartfelt gesture provoke such a reaction? And then it hit me, as the tears poured down my face. Flowers are a trigger.

I used to love flowers. I used to love spring, I used to love writing. I used to love singing, dancing, sewing, theater, and just creating in general. There was so much I loved before my daughter died. And somewhere along the way, it all died with her. I think I forgot that it did.

But today was a calling to remember, the smells, the colors, the quiet symbolic nature of their presence. And suddenly I was right back there. Just enough to feel it in my chest. Enough to relive the horrific wails that escaped my mouth. Enough to remember the agony that shot through every ounce of my being.

Grief is strange like that. It doesn’t just take the person you love. It takes the version of you that existed when they were here. Sometimes I have these small flashbacks. Not always the big, scary, traumatic ones. Sometimes it’s just a memory of who I used to be. And that makes me just as sad. Sometimes I miss the person I was before life let me down.

I miss joy without the shadow.
I miss being blissfully unaware.

But as much as I miss those moments in my past. I also embrace the gift of grief. I’ve come to realize the value in the role I’ve accepted.

And maybe thats the most important part of the journey. Remembering. Allowing myself to notice what changed instead of pretending it didn’t. Giving it the voice it always deserved.

Maybe the pieces we loved aren’t ever gone. Maybe they’ve just been quietly waiting for a reunion.

I’m still learning how to meet them again.

This was the last picture ever taken of her ❤️‍🩹

✨ A Little Something Just for You ✨

I’m offering two gentle, soul-guided mini readings to support you as you step into the energy of a new year. Both options are $30 and available through the end of January 2026.

Option 1: 2026 Theme Tarot Reading
A 5-card tarot spread focused on the overarching theme and energetic lessons of your 2026. You’ll receive an audio recording where I intuitively walk you through each card and its meaning, allowing you to absorb the insight in your own time.

Option 2: 3-Question Mini Read
Submit three questions, and I’ll return an audio response for each one, offering clear, compassionate guidance—like a personal voice note created just for you.

These readings are designed to feel supportive, grounding, and reflective. Something you can revisit whenever you’re seeking clarity or reassurance.

All communication, questions, and audio readings will be handled through Facebook Messenger.
Payment is $30 per option and is accepted via Venmo only.🤍

Message me on Facebook Messenger to book before the end of January 2026.