Amari Angels

Hey son, I wanted to share some bittersweet news with you - your aunt passed away this past Thursday. Though her physical presence may be gone, her love and legacy live on. I recall how she'd enthusiastically comment on my posts pertaining to you which would always be filled with hope and encouragement, saying things would get better. While challenges still linger, I've seen glimpses of blessings and goodness, proving her words were filled with wisdom. I miss her and you dearly Let's celebrate her life and hold onto the hope of eternal reunion, knowing family loves and cherishes you both

Son, as the New Year approaches, my heart overflows with cherished memories of you, and I'm inspired to find ways to feel more connected; I've put together a special wishlist, a small token of my love, hoping it brings us closer together, and though emotions may swirl, my longing for your presence remains strong, and I eagerly await the day when we can share more moments.

Often times In my mind I go back to the doctor's appointment where the doctor was asking me do you want to know the gender and I said no out of nervousness then I was like ok tell me and she was like I see a little pe**er omg you have no idea how much joy hit my heart I was like I did it I finally made my son I finally have a son me and your dad jumped for joy that day thinking we were going to be the ones to raise you and that you were actually going to be born healthy and alive it sucks I still have no answers to what exactly took you away from me but all I do know is I wish for a do over where you make it and somehow we still have your little sister to and the family would be complete sigh only if only I miss you momma's baby boy I pray heavens side is treating you right over there and I love you dearly

You're being cherished today, tomorrow, and forever, Mommy's Kash Man, and we love you unconditionally. I had envisioned a more spacious urn for you, and Mommy is working diligently to make that a reality. The teddy bear urn, while adorable, is indeed compact, and I yearn for something more expansive to honor your memory. Rest assured, I will secure it, as that's Mommy's solemn promise. I'm also dreaming of keepsakes in your honor, something that I can treasure close to my heart and carry with me always. My heart aches with longing for my baby, but I'll celebrate your spirit on Christmas Eve from Heaven's side. Know that you're showered with love, wrapped in hugs, and kissed repeatedly, dear one.

https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/35H03ZX3AALGJ?ref_=wl_share

https://facebook.com/events/s/christmas-remembrance-event/2025750018209248/

Mommy was thinking of you and wanted to see what you might have looked like at 2 years old had you lived so I went to my generating app and put one of your pictures in and asked it to show you at 2 years old and this is what they came up with I believe it's close to what you might have looked like but pictures like these makes me feel closer to you even though you are far away from me the holidays have been hard for mommy not on the outside but on the inside mommy has a missing spot where you should be that emptiness is heavy this year oh how I wish you were here to celebrate with us running around with your sisters opening gifts getting ready to bring in the new years mommy still can't let you go so I will include you in everything and carry you in my spirit forever and just continue to wish some way some how you'd come back to me I love you so much😘😘😘

I will always look towards the sky for you mommy loves you my Kash Man

Look at how you are being celebrated my dear son I'm so grateful to have you out of that dresser now and thriving in memory your organization is a testament to your impact and I'm committed to keeping your name alive I'm registering your name for all initiatives related to infant loss I want to honor you boldly and unapologetically if I had my way you would be here with me every step of the way but since that's not possible I vow to carry your memory with me wherever I go and to keep your spirit alive in our home you will forever be honored I love you momma's baby boy