Deng Legend

I am so tired. I wish I could easily say that I wanted to give up fighting for my silent battles. I wish I could just run away from everything. I am so tired, and I don't want to endure all my pain anymore. I've been feeling and thinking too much, and it's making me feel so miserable. I'm sick of pretending that I'm okay, that everything is just fine with me, and that I am living a happy life. Because the truth is, sadness consumes me every day. I've been hating myself and everything in my life.

I thought it's easier to just pretend that nothing is wrong with me. But I feel like everything is falling apart; I can't even tell anyone that I'm sick of this life. I just live and try to forget, but I can't. Remembering is too painful. I wish I could just erase all my memories so that they will no longer hurt. Sometimes, when I'm tired, I just wish to disappear and never come back again.💔💔

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It scares me sometimes to think that I am not going to be okay. I'm afraid that i might be unhappy forever. I want to be alright; I want to be at peace in my own mind. Sometimes it's tough; I can't get over the things that hurt me. I couldn't force myself to be happy. I feel so worthless every now and then. I'm afraid of my own thoughts and i can always feel the pain every time i wake up.

I wish i could escape from all the pain sadness. I'm tired of enduring it and i think i can't hold on any longer. Sometimes, I just wish to wake up with a happy and peaceful heart. I wish i could live as if i had never been through so many heartbreaks. Even though i feel so devastated, I still hope that one day this feeling will end soon. I badly want to be happy, and i'd do everything just to be okay again.
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