DisaSTAR

Being drained from depression but unable to sleep because of anxiety is hell.

I’m slowly slipping back into that dark place I fought so hard to escape.

If I ever lose my battle to depression, I really hope the ones close to my heart know that I love them so much and I tried so hard but I just couldn’t anymore

That moment when you're on the verge on constantly loosing yourself but then someone said "I'm proud of you".

some people don't value you, they value your usefulness. and the moment you can't give them what they want, they forget everything you've done for them and start acting like you've always let them down. funny how one absence can erase a hundred acts of presence.

i hate how people always point out how we reacted but never think about their actions that triggered it. they light the match, then blame you for fire.

I've spoiled too many unworthy people with my time and effort. making them a part of my life when they didn't even deserve it. i no longer climb mountains for people who wouldn't even hold my hand if needed to climb. it's not worth it. especially when there are people out there who would gladly hold my hand and climb with me until we reach the best view.

its funny how people abuse the soft spot in you until its no longer there. and then suddenly blame you for your reaction to their toxic behavior but never discuss their disrespect that triggered you to act that way.

maybe, i will never get the apology that i wanted just because they genuinely believe they did nothing wrong.