Author Lunatella

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Hi Guys!!

I decided I want to invite new people to share my page again. Since most of the original admins are now busy with their own lives and are now happily living with nothing to write about anymore, I will start looking for a new set of depressed people to help me keep this page alive. Hahahahhaha

Kidding aside, the depress part is a joke, I need a new Team Bonkers!

But yes, take note guys, it’s for FREE.
No payment for you, no payment for me. I don’t use this page for monetization, I wish I could!

But we’ll have a pure mutualism relationship where you’re able to express yourself in a platform with a hundred followers while the page benefit from it by being active. What do you think?

HOW TO JOIN?

~Just DM me your best pieces! 1 - 2 pieces only and give me time to read it. (24—48 hours) Send it to Mad Alice

~No Dummy Account

~No locked profile or add me on my personal account Maria Gaffud Abrenica (Yes, I gotta stalk you! Need to make sure you’re passionate about it)

~Include a message as to how active can you be? Like how many post per week can you commit to?

Thank you!
—Mad Alice

I spent my whole life caring for my family, always showing up whenever they needed me. But somewhere along the way, being around them stopped feeling like home. I still care — I always have — even though they’re the reason I cried alone so many nights. I kept caring, even when they turned away when I needed them most. I stayed, because we’re family, because that bond meant everything to me. But the truth is, it's exhausting. It's draining me in ways I can’t even put into words.

I care deeply for my family... and it hurts to feel this way.

-Lunatella

Is it wrong to be young and drained like this? People around me keep putting me under too much pressure. I feel like I'm living for them and not for myself. I'm a puppet to anyone, or maybe it’s always been me that keeps on pressuring myself? I’ve been a failure many times. I’ve had numerous breakdowns about what my future will be. I spent most of my life trying to catch up with the world, yet I'm being left out. I feel like I am the only one staying in the same place while everyone is moving forward.

-Lunatella

I'm not afraid of dying. What truly scares me is failing at life, not becoming the person I hoped to be. But right now… I feel like I'm already failing.

Life keeps moving, and no matter how hard I fight, I never seem to win. I just wanted a break, a moment to breathe—but instead, life keeps throwing more at me.

I can't even remember the last time I felt truly happy.

-Lunatella

Sometimes, I lay still, drowning in a pain I can’t even name. It presses against my chest, heavy and suffocating, like I’m gasping for air in a room with no windows. I don’t belong anywhere—not in my mind, not in my heart, not in this world. Maybe life is playing a cruel joke on me, making me believe things will get better just to rip me apart again. I try to help myself—I really do. But the harder I fight, the deeper I sink, like I’m trying to hold together something that was never meant to be whole.

-Lunatella

Have you ever watched someone dance with pure joy, only to find out the next day they were gone? Their final dance, a farewell no one saw coming. They are free at that point from their burdens in life. Their decision has already been made. They are simple enjoying their last moment as they no longer held down by their demons.

-Lunatella

I know something is wrong with me. I can feel myself changing again, drifting away from reality. My laughter isn’t the same, my smile feels different, even my voice sounds unfamiliar. But I can’t complain. They say it’s my fault, that my feelings and happiness are my own choices. I don’t know anymore. Right now, I just want someone to lean on, someone who understand, but no one seems to care. And it’s okay. I’ll just stay silent and wish for this pain to end.

-Luna

A daily dose of poetry 1

If you want to grab a copy, just messags the page, thanks!

Selling my Published Poetry Book.

Title: The Scent of Paper at Midnight
Author: Lunatella
Pages: 178
Price: 370 + Shipping Fee
Mode of Payment: Gcash
Mode of Delivery: J&T express/ Flash Express
No COD
How to order: Message the page directly, Ty!
*Available only in Philippines*