paty

Good day to all of you, I just want to share that I'm willing to change if you just treat me like a person, I won't resist. I know we're poor, but please don't belittle us because this is what we have, but I'm trying my best to survive and graduate soon, God will have mercy. 🥰 Then, I'm okay if you call me crazy like an idiot, slow-witted, sorry if you don't like me, I also don't like what you're showing me, so I won't let myself be defeated, thinking that I'm weak... If you want to be friends with me, you should treat me right, not like a dog, like what I'm experiencing now!! It's really hurting me now, I feel like I'm giving up, I don't know what to do... I tell them that they're the barrier to my service to the Lord because if we ask to go to church, their reason is "WE HAVE A LOT TO DO" OH I UNDERSTAND THAT REASON BUT THAT'S ALWAYS THEIR REASON, THEN I WANT TO BOND WITH MY FAMILY AND THE CHURCH BUT STILL NO!! Then the problem is that there are a lot of you in one house, then there are a lot of gossip, not just gossip, they really spread stories and that's what causes arguments, then you're not even related to them and there are blood relatives but I'm not treated as I don't know what my fault is and they make a big deal out of small things. There are a lot more to tell you guys. 🥰🥺